Thinking back, I feel like I want to run away.
Can I? I hate where I am right now, I mean the situation I'm in right now.
I just HATE it!
jom klik
Friday, May 9, 2014
Hypocrite
Sometimes we have to realize that not everyone are meant to stay in our life.
Some people are meant to come and go.
Even though your friend.
Lately I've realized and come to a conclusion, I CANNOT depend on a PERSON.
I mean, well, they come and then go.
Your friend can easily replace you with someone else.
Your friend find and need you only when they need something else.
Then some of them dispose you. Make like you didnt exist.
I am TIRED with this kind of people.
I dont want hypocrite people, hypocrite friendship.
I dont want people who use me.
I dont want and dont need all of that.
Sometimes... I just wish these people would just GO.
End of story. xc
Some people are meant to come and go.
Even though your friend.
Lately I've realized and come to a conclusion, I CANNOT depend on a PERSON.
I mean, well, they come and then go.
Your friend can easily replace you with someone else.
Your friend find and need you only when they need something else.
Then some of them dispose you. Make like you didnt exist.
I am TIRED with this kind of people.
I dont want hypocrite people, hypocrite friendship.
I dont want people who use me.
I dont want and dont need all of that.
Sometimes... I just wish these people would just GO.
End of story. xc
Sunday, May 4, 2014
Hard Month
Assalamualaikum...
Tak tahu nak kata macam mana tapi walaupun baru awal bulan terasa ada sangat la banyak ujian Allah bagi. Dan terasa macam maybe ni semua kafarah dosa sendiri yang x jaga hubungan dengan Allah baik2 huhu... Rasa macam,padan muka,kan banyak hubungan dengan manusia pula Allah uji. Tapi malas nak serabut kepala, so kita fikir yang baik2 je dan jaga je la hubungan dengan Allah tu. Nak improve, nak jadi lagi baik, tapi memang la,mana pernah orang cakap nak jadi baik tu senang kan?
mahularijauhjauh
Tak tahu nak kata macam mana tapi walaupun baru awal bulan terasa ada sangat la banyak ujian Allah bagi. Dan terasa macam maybe ni semua kafarah dosa sendiri yang x jaga hubungan dengan Allah baik2 huhu... Rasa macam,padan muka,kan banyak hubungan dengan manusia pula Allah uji. Tapi malas nak serabut kepala, so kita fikir yang baik2 je dan jaga je la hubungan dengan Allah tu. Nak improve, nak jadi lagi baik, tapi memang la,mana pernah orang cakap nak jadi baik tu senang kan?
Thursday, April 17, 2014
I Just Dont Like it Then
Being a normal and full with feelings human being, of course there are several things I didnt like. Oh,because I sometimes can be quite ungrateful so there are plenty of things I didnt like. One of it is people keep saying and telling me about my weakness and make fun of it. I REALLY really cant accept it. For ex: Hanum is so loser,how cant she didnt know how to bake a cake <<< only example.
I dont like it when people are like throwing it in my face. Yes I get it. I'm not good at that so just let me know privately. Didnt need to say it out loud repeatedly and make fun of it. I'm not stupid or deaf duh..
That kind of things did hurt my heart and what I hate is then I start saying things I didnt mean to. It's because I'm hurt and to hide it I start to hurt the other person back. I dont like this kind of feelings! I dont like it when I end up hurting other people's feeling :(
I dont like what people call as 'ungkit' my mistakes,weakness etc. Hey I am a human after all. I am not perfect. There are things I'm not good at.
Please dont expect me to be perfect. I'm farrrr from that.
I dont like it when people are like throwing it in my face. Yes I get it. I'm not good at that so just let me know privately. Didnt need to say it out loud repeatedly and make fun of it. I'm not stupid or deaf duh..
That kind of things did hurt my heart and what I hate is then I start saying things I didnt mean to. It's because I'm hurt and to hide it I start to hurt the other person back. I dont like this kind of feelings! I dont like it when I end up hurting other people's feeling :(
I dont like what people call as 'ungkit' my mistakes,weakness etc. Hey I am a human after all. I am not perfect. There are things I'm not good at.
Please dont expect me to be perfect. I'm farrrr from that.
Wednesday, April 16, 2014
Life Is Confusing
Just when you tell everyone else that what you believe in was A when in fact all you ever want in this world is Z. I want it so badly sometimes I think my heart would burst out -hyperbola only-
But then I realized,oh yes,there are several things in this world that no matter how much you wish you would get but then you still will never get it. And as for me, this is it. I will never get this. So life goes on.
It always does,right???
-What you think is the best for you might not be it. Allah knows the best Hanum, Allah knows the best-
But then I realized,oh yes,there are several things in this world that no matter how much you wish you would get but then you still will never get it. And as for me, this is it. I will never get this. So life goes on.
It always does,right???
-What you think is the best for you might not be it. Allah knows the best Hanum, Allah knows the best-
Hard
Assalamualaikum and hello there.
I'm actually updatig the blog from phone which kinda hard and messy and slow but whatevs.
I've been asking myself several questions. Am I ready for this,for that or not? So many things I'm not sure about. And there are several things I really want to forget but then my heart and mind are not agreeing with me and seems to have mind on their own. Sometimes I felt like slapping myself and then said, FORGETTT!!!
I cannot wait for graduation. There are several things I cant wait to say goodbye to and I cant wait to see my family again and friends in Malaysia. I'll be able to sort several things out too insyaAllah.
Sorry for lots of ramblings. Need to run for the next class.
Till next time then. Wassalam.
I'm actually updatig the blog from phone which kinda hard and messy and slow but whatevs.
I've been asking myself several questions. Am I ready for this,for that or not? So many things I'm not sure about. And there are several things I really want to forget but then my heart and mind are not agreeing with me and seems to have mind on their own. Sometimes I felt like slapping myself and then said, FORGETTT!!!
I cannot wait for graduation. There are several things I cant wait to say goodbye to and I cant wait to see my family again and friends in Malaysia. I'll be able to sort several things out too insyaAllah.
Sorry for lots of ramblings. Need to run for the next class.
Till next time then. Wassalam.
Tuesday, April 15, 2014
Throwback Tuesday #1
Kawan2 sekolah menengah! Rindunya dekat semua orang :'( Rasanya ni la kali terakhir jumpa semua orang, masa jamuan kelas 5 Karomah dekat restoran rumah Farid. Semua orang dah besar sekarang,ada yang dah nak habis belajar,ada yang belajar kat Malaysia, Jordan, Australia. Moga jadi plan nak iftor bersama bulan 7 ni insyaAllah biiznillah...
-hari ni exam Ilmu Usul Fiqh.alhamdulillah dr bagi soalan multiple choice dgn soh khoto' je.moga dapat yg terbaik,amin...thanks semua yg mendoakan-
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