Allah Uji Tanda Allah Sayang

Banyak sangat ujian,rasa nak jatuh terduduk rebah,menangis sendirian.
Tapi apa guna?Menangis akan hilangkah masalah?
Cari Allah..

Rasa sangat akhir2 ni kurang jaga hubungan dengan Allah.
Mungkin sebab tu banyak sangat Allah uji,uji iman,uji hati,uji jiwa.
Tengok sama ada aku akan rebah atau terus melangkah.

Diri aku memang tak kuat.Mana mungkin aku mampu hadapi semuanya sendirian.
Tapi aku x pernah sendiri.Allah ada,di mana2,di hati kita.
Manusia boleh menyakiti.
Yang penting kita sendiri mesti teguh berdiri.
:'(

SEMOGA ALLAH SAMPAIKAN AKU DAN KELUARGAKU KEPADA RAMADHAN

Run Away

I think now is really the time when Allah wants to test me,see  whether I'm patient or not.
And the truth is,I'm not that patient.
My heart is hurt when a close friend treat me badly without reasons and treat others nicely.
My heart is hurt when a close friend is staying away.
My heart is hurt when a close friend always being angry with me.

My heart is hurt because when all of these happens,I dont have people that truly love me around,near me,my family.
I feel like leaving them, like I cant stand it anymore.
I have a heart and I dont deserve to be treated like this.
I feel like running away and finding a new place to live,to be alone.

Sometimes I just want to be alone
I want to be by myself.
Because even when I'm with a crowd of people,no one really care.
So what is the purpose then??
Sometimes I hate myself for hating others, I'm turning into a bad person.
And I hate it.
I do HATE myself,for now.