alhamdulillah,selamat pulang....

salam semua!

sebelum ni,aku ada tulis yg aku nk ke Mesir kan

alhamdulillah,aku selamat pulang pada pagi 29hb,flight Egypt Air yg telah didelayedkan dari pukul 11.15mlm 28hb ke 2.30pg 29hb Januari

and aku dan rakan2 batch trakhir yg dapat keluar dari Cairo,pulang ke Jordan

sedih mngenangkan nsib akak2 senior dan rakan2 Jordan yg masih ade kt sne,dan jg kwn2 dan shbt handai yg belajar di Mesir

risau dalam hati hanya ALLAH yg tahu

tapi aku x ptus2 brdoa utk shbt2 dan rakan2 yg brada di Mesir

percutian ke Mesir mmg mmbawa seribu erti

baru smpai Jordan pun aku dah trindu2 bumi Mesir

trnyata byk permata berharga di sne cuma yg ada di sane x dpt nmpk ape yg mreka ada

bg aku,Mesir x kalah kalau nk dibandingkan dgn negara2 Eropah

ok,mmg Mesir x semaju ngara Eropah

tp dr segi keindahan prmndangan,khazanah ilmu,asir yg best*jus*,buah-buahan yg segar n murah *x mcm Jordan*,bekalan air yg x putus * x mcm Jordan yg xde air*,makam2 ahlul bait dan para wali ALLAH,byk sgt permata di Jordan.

YA ALLAH,KAU LINDUNGI DAN PELIHARALAH BUMI MESIR,BERIKANLAH KEAMANAN KEMBALI KEPADA BUMI MESIR DAN KAU LINDUNGILAH KESELAMATAN SEMUA RAKYAT MALAYSIA DAN UMAT ISLAM DI MESIR,AMIN.....

ALLAH LEBIH MENGETAHUI APA YANG BAKAL TERJADI DI MASA HADAPAN.KITA HANYA MAMPU BERDOA...

bye2 jordan,say hello to mesir =D

salam...

this was actually should be a really short update

this night,i will go to amman and then go to the airport because i'm going on a holiday to MESIR a.k.a EGYPT!!!

yeah,i will be there for ten days so there will be no updates whatsoever

i hope i can enjoy myself there

i just checked my final exam's marks yesterday and it was not good T_T

i'm frustrated with myself but still,maybe this was the best from ALLAH

i'll enjoy myself at Mesir and really hope i can get many wonderful experiences from my trip =D

wish me the best guys!!

wassalam....

penat r camni

salam...

taw x aku penat ngn ape?penat nk jg hati org

but in the end,xde yg jg hati aku pun

i do appreciate my friends tp sometimes,they are just asking to much from me

and sometimes,aku rase brsalah sbb always buat kwn aku trasa

and aku x taw dorg trasa

and then aku rasa bersalah

and aku x suke

and then jd cmni

and aku rasa nk balik je malaysia

and just say bye2 je la kt korg

ps:this thing is making me homesick,AGAIN!!!

sory,this time byk prkataan 'and' dan 'rasa'

the ordinary me

salam....

the title....ermm,sometimes i dont know why,the title of my post are sort of the same.LAME ~_~

before this,there is post with title the unforgettable me etc etc

annoying la!why cant i came up with an interesting title like....ok,i dont know...if i know i wont came up with a LAME title,duh!

sorry,i think i keep babbling about myself non-stop and i dont know why.people will get boring

but still,this is my blog,the place for me to talk.why i choose that title????it's more because it's really who i am,without lying,i'm just ORDINARY.ordinary like the girl next door type

i'm not beautiful or clever.i dont have the angel-like solehah type of personality

my face is not fair clear skin type like snow white.i even have scars from pimples and acne

if u look at my face upclose,it was like the surface of moon,really,i'm not lying

pimples and acne really affect me alot,during high school and middle school because i've them for like FOREVER!it destroys my confidence.i always feel like i'm UGLY.i feel like people be friends with me because of pity.i never told anyone bout this but that's really how i feel.when i'm with my friends,i feel ashamed of myself,so many times even up until now.

i'm not skinny nor tall.i'm just 160cm in height and 5xkg in weight

my voice is not sweet,many people say bad things about my voice

like 'u're voice like a guy' or 'my ears feels hurt just by listening to your voice' and 'cant you keep your voice down?why are you always so noisy'

but the fact is,my voice is like that since i was born.not like i'm faking it.all the comments are hurtful and stayed with me until now.VOICE and ACNE are two things that i'm really sensitive about and can hurt me easily

people forget me easily because i'm really ordinary and boring.i'm not that cheerful and happy-go-lucky type of person.i take longer times to warm up to people and after peoples know me better,they are sometimes surprise with me because they expect me to be the nerdy,geeky,quiet type of person but really,big NO.i'm just SHY.that's all

other than that,people ALWAYS,i repeat,always JUDGE me before they even know me

like saying,i'm loud,lazy,dont cooperate and such when they dont even know me

i feel like smacking down all of them,huh!

so what if i'm NOT BEAUTIFUL,NOT CLEVER,NOT SKINNY,DONT HAVE SWEET VOICE,NOT A DAUGHTER TO SOMEONE RICH,DONT EVEN HAVE CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF???

it's people around me that make me like this

but thanks to ALLAH,there are still lots of people who accept me the way i am

my UMI,ABAH,SIBLINGS,KAKTI,HARIZ,HAFIY,HIDAYAH,IZZATI,HANI,RAHIL,SARAH,PAU,HALIMAH,

NABIHAH,ALIA,FATIN,MARDIANASYAKIRAH,ARIF,NASRULLAH,PIJAN and some other more.thanks so much! i really do LOVE you guys so much <3

pissed off =='

salam...

*ok,i still didnt forget to give my salam even though i'm totally pissed off right now*

sorry,i didnt mean to make a big fuse about what i'm feeling because it's not like anyone would care right but it's just that...i dont know.i have a really nagging pissed off feeling today,since afternoon.

ok,to be honest,i do know the reason why i'm feeling like this but cant write it down

many peoples have started reading my blog and some things are better left unsaid especially here*ahem*

i'm pissed off with so many things,like the fact that our hostel's internet is so damn slow*ok,sorry,bad word there* and urghh,i dont know,maybe everything in between

sorry,just this morning i post about being grateful and such and truth is,i really am GRATEFUL

it's just that,i'm a human,there are times when i'm angry,pissed off,bad mood etc etc...

but dont worry,i dont even show my mood in front of my friends.nobody know except me ;)

ok,feeling better now.writing our feeling is a very good theraphy :D

ps:maybe i will go to JUST tomorrow.but wanna ask more people to join me.Yarmouk's students to be precise.hmmm....wanna go or not???

good memoriessss...

salam...

ok guys,today,i've decided to update my blog in english.haha.why??hmmm...

i just want to improved my english communication and writing skills.it's been like FOREVER since the last time i use english =_=' but i dont have any choice because the language that we use in classes and lectures at yarmouk university are in Arabic and i feel like my English are starting to get a bit rusted lately...

*sory for any grammatical or spelling mistakes.like i've said before,i dont use English that much like before.urgh...sad =( *

ok,enough with the introduction or prologue up there.read the title for my entry this time.

GOOD MEMORIES

haha,sounds like good enough for me.it's just a random title.sometimes i dont know what title to use so i just put anything that come into my mind.as simple as that ^__^

i'm in holiday mood right now.just dozing off,online facebook,reading blogs,novels and wandering at streets are my job right now.and sometimes i spend times sleeping at my friends's hostel.most of us are living at different hostel.sometimes i missed my other friends sooo much and i spend a night at their place.you know,do some boring girly things like watching malay dramas together from youtube -done this with syahirah soaib,watching HANI*, go out at night to a shopping mall,playing games and shopping together =) *done these with nabilah,syahirah,mardiana,rahil,aqilah,radiah and etc* and then at night,sleeping together in one small bed and talking non-stop before sleep*done this with mardiana,have a really good time.we just talked and talked until both of us fall asleep.cute right???hehe*,then wandering around Irbid with Alia and Fatin,looking for text book for new sem.oh my god,i really love these peoples so much!they really make my day :D

it seems like i'm in a good mood right?not much actually but still,i'm happy enough ^^

i want to be more grateful with things i have and stop complaining about things i dont have

u'll feel better,really,just try it ok ~

i should stop now or i'll start my ramblings and babbles again,teehee

wassalam.....

posto posto,from malaysia with love =)

salam...pg tadi,seperti yg dibg tahu,aku pergi Barid ambk parcel yg my darling mummy hantar

bler smpai bilik je,mmg x sbr2,ambik2 gmbr and then tros koyak bngkusan tu

alhamdulillah,umi send kan 2 psg bju krung,shelai jubah and satu t-shirt labuh utk aku =)

umi send kan skali beg sandang F.Timber yg abah blanje hari tu

thanks so much umi!

love you soooo much!!

bile tgk bngkusan2 ni,tringt kt family

rindu sgt2 and banget2 kt family

td bru pas call umi,ckp ngn umi ngn abah

disbbkan before this lbih kurg 2 minggu x call,this time call duration mncecah stgh jam

habis weinak*ring ring card versi jordan*

nk buat cmner,nk skype x boleh sbb intrnet lmbab so call je lah sbg pngubat rindu

bile tgk brg2 nih,rase mcm my family ader dpn mate je

diam x diam,da nk dkt 4 bln brada kt jordan

cpt je mase brlalu,mule2 mmg sush,homesick bagai tp lame2,alhamdulillah,brtmbh mudah

 

parcel from msia!

 

 patung kuceng!haha,hadiah from my siblings to me

for my birthday in the late october :D

thanks guys

luv u guys ketat2

 

 comel x?mcm my cat,snowbell,rindu kt my kitty tu

huhu....

sekian shj khabar posto dr msia

sory pics kualiti hodoh

haha

wassalam.......

bile nk pergi menjelajah JUST??

salam...

hari ni dak2 just ader exam chemistry.sakan sahawneh rase mcm sgt sunyi~

dan intrnet trasa LAJU!haha....tu part yg best nyer :D

jap lg nk kluar dgn teng utk ambk parcel

sbnrnyer plan nk g jelajah JUST arini tp x jd

myb 13 hb ni so dak2 JUST,bentang la karpet merah utk mkcik ni =)

sgt tringin nk mnjelajah JUST sbb x pnh explore lg.prnh smpai kt pintu msok je =_='

tp xde org jmput prgi so trpkse la jmput diri sndiri

ok la,nk out dlu,hnye update pendek

nk g gosok tdung dan kluar.

da....~~~!!!

wassalam..

misi menjadi so what??? MESIR???

salam...

alhamdulillah,misi hari ni berjalan lancar dengan izinNYA *cewahhh,ayat skema tuh*

misi hari ni,iaitu utk mncari bku teks utk sem 2 kat UNIVERSITY YARMOUK ku yg trchenta lg gagah perkasa mnjd kenyataan

tinggal 2 je lagi bku yg x ditemui.alhamdulillah,urusan mnjadi mudah ngn bntuan akk2 snior yg baik2 dan comel2 ;)

after that,teman kan dua org kwn yg sntiase mnjadi peneman aku,alia and teng utk bukak akaun kt Standard Chartered Bank.disbbkan dorg da ader Iqomah *kad pengenalan Jordan* maka dorg boleh la buat akaun bank dan aku msih x boleh @_@

pastu ingt nk pergi ambik parcel yg diantr oleh my darling umi from Msia tp Barid*pjbt pos* nyer bhagian utk ambk parcel da ttup lak,bkk smpai kul 2ptg je *dasar ARAB!mmg pemalas!*

so aku pn ala2 mengamuk jap,lepas perasaan jap sbb rosak plan,x pasal2 esk kne g balad lg utk ambk brg

sabor yer akk or makcik pemalas =)

2,3 arinih sgt best,sbuk mnstalker blog org lain,hobby trhebat sjk akhir2 ni,hehe...

smpt tgk 2,3 belog yg sgt famos amos,hot dan mletup *iyer la kot* sbb follower brbelas ribu

haha,mantop!blog aku ni aku sje buat spaye org x boleh follow

lntak aku la,spaya korg rjinkan jari korg type address blog makcik pemalas nih "D

sgt best da dpt bku teks! ^0^

tp cuak tgk bku2 sbjek sem 2 ni.nmpk agk sush gk la 0_o

kne mmg try my best la

insyaALLAH...

ok,sory post ni sgt x brmanfaat sbb hanye crite pasal aktiviti sharian aku je

owh yer,18hb ni akan mmbawa diri ku yg dah mkin berat sbb asyk mkan syawarma,zinger and batoto

brsame 2 org pneman and bodyguard yg stia,alia and teng

x sbr nk mnjlajah satu lg bumi brsejarah

moga ALLAH mmprmudahkan perjlnn kitorng dan menjaga kslmtn kitorng sume

amin.....

ps:dak2 JUST ader exam chemistry esk*duh,takot aku,wpun aku x exam*

gud luck sume kwn2,gud luck kpd anda,anda,anda dan 'anda' ;)

bittaufiq wannajah :D

misi hari ini...

salam...

wah,makcik bername siti hanum ni da lame x hupdate blog

dasar pemalas sejati!!!padahal exam final da abes =B

hehe...tibe,2 trase brsalah pd mok pok*mak ayah* sbb dah lame gilos x call dorg

lg2 my dad,dah lbih 3 mnggu.ksian my dad

but i've been doing that sbb nk tnggu my dad call me dlu sbb mmg slalunyer i'm the one calling him

hmmm....dlu time kt INTEC pn sgt lah MALAS nk call parents ni.kt jordan pn still x brubah =_='

wpun dah dkt sminggu cuti,knp rase mcm buat bnde x brpekdah je????

b4 this gi tido kt asrama kwn,g umah akk snior yg baik dan comel,kak syida *wink* dan tnye die pasal sbjek,pnjam bku and tnye kt ner nk g beli buku tu sume

so hari ni,kite sume ader misi yg sgt pnting,

misi antara aku,ALIA SAKINAH dan FATIN SYAHIRAH

*drumrolls* iaitu utk beli buku2 utk sem 2!yeah!!

*haha,bkn paper yg excited pn.bkn mcm misi mencarik harta karun yg hilang pn*

so hari ni,akan menjadi sgt sibuk!!!!!sgt bz body,huahaha

smlm shari sntuk di amman.ader urusan sikit.sgt sjuk kt amman

ingtkan nk ade slji tp still,hampeh @_@

ok lah,x bole update pnjg2 sbb nk kuar

wish me luck,spaye dpt jmpe sume buku yg diidamkan =)

wassalam....

saya memang suke sebab

saya memang suke sebab name saya ade byk dlm blog

ALIA SAKINAH =)

saya suka kalau..........

INTERNET SAKAN SAYA LAJU!

DAK2 SAKAN JPA YANG LAIN,SETUJU X???

;)

review 2010 -da sume org buat,nk buat gk! -

salam...

ni namenyer entry x brfaedah

dr hari ke hari entry blog aku smkin x bfaedah rsenyer

sory sgt,insyaALLAH lps ni aku akan cube buatkan entry yg lbih brfaedah utk dibace

sbnrnye da lame pn msuk thn 2011 dan sume org da buat menatang alah ni,so aku tbe2 ngn hormon kegedikan bru pas abes exam tbe2 rse nk join the grup :D

well,alhamdulillah,tahun 2010 da lps

byk yg happen thn 2010 ni

pahit dan manis sume ader

hmm...review spintas lalu:

awal thn mule2 rilek dok umah je

sbb x g plkn

sbuk carik keje,g klia sume ngn dayah my dear besties time akhir bln 1

tp x dpt keje paper pn *ceh*

awl thn ni byk rehat sbb aku sakit sikit,tp sakit per,RAHSIA

then,tibe2 dayah ajk g mengajar kt skola rendah agama ptg skali ngn die

disbbkan boring x buat paper,aku pn join la

best gk gi mengajar ni,alhamdulillah,byk sgt pngalaman aku dpt =)

rindu sgt kt my dear students~

dlm mse yg sme aku ambk lsen kete *pdhl smpai skrg x abes2*

after that,dpt rslt spm bln 3

x dpt straight A's but still,alhamdulillah...

akhir bln dua,g satu prsmbhn dak2 KMB buat

nmpk G.A.P 4 the first time and pnjglah story  hinggelah sblum fly

spnjg tmpoh tu sangat byk KECEWA dan menangis dan paper je la

nsib baik kwn baik,NOR IZZATI JAHINI byk jd tmn stia

tp da lps,biar lepas

'dia' xtaw so da lps kan

akhir bln 4 dpt pnggilan ke INTEC

masuk la INTEC

mule2 sgt blur,mcm x taw per.mule2 kt ctu,sgt sdih,sbb xde kwn satu skola ='(

rase sunyi,rndah diri pn ader

sbb org lain sume dr sbp la,smka la

aku je skola bese2,rslt bese2.rase sangat la RENDAH DIRI

tp tmpoh kt INTEC sangat BEST!kenal byk kwn baru,dpt pengalaman baru

brtrusan smpai la bln 8

then raye,then terbang ke Jordan 

time kt Jordan ni,mule2,ceh,lg la,mmg HOMESICK gile2!

rase nk balik Malaysia je.siyes,mmg aku x prnh brmmpi nk blaja cni pn

aku da la x suke BAHASA ARAB

tp ALLAH lbih tahu,insyaALLAH....

byk happen kt cni

yarmouk,markaz lughoh,g jln2,g shopping kt balad XD

and smpai la final sem 1

byk yg happen last year,happy things,sakit,heartbroken yg mlmpau,hbungan yg mkin erat ngn family and old friends,sakit hati ngn kwn2 baru*ceh lg*,pnglmn kt tmpt baru,knl org ngn lbih dekat.hmmm...

ader stgh bnde tu sgt mnyesal tp bnde2 tu gk la yg byk bg pengajaran agr aku blaja utk jd BETTER

azam aku,xnk pkir yg da lps dan prkare x bfaedah lg.yg lepas biarkan lepas....

the rest is history

and i want to rest :D 

wassalam...

merdeka sementara!alhamdulillah...

salam...

alhamdulillah,aku ngn sume2 mmbe2 stakat ni da abes exam final utk sem 1

fuhh,mcm x caye da lepas =)

arini exam mabadi masorif islami and ulum quran

mmg mndebarkan,sbb dua sbjek dlm shari.klau dlm bhse melayu or english,mmg senang gilos la

tp sbb dlm arabic,mcm nk pecah kepale =='

1st,exam mabadi masorif.agak sush brbnding biase.sdih sbb tibe2 teng tnye pasal satu soalan ni

yg da mmg sah2 aku slh.waaa!!!!!rugi 3 or 4 mrkah

mls nk pkir

exam ulum quran,alhamdulillah...

bese r,ade je yg x dpt jwb

tp x struk dulu2.pas exam,tros balik,singgah beli mknn,nk beli brg dpur tp kpale skit,x larat

satu bnde yg aku pasan time exam final ni,kenapa org arab suke MENIRU???

GERAM AKU!!!

elok2 time exam dua2 sbjek tu la org yg dduk ngn aku ader mniru

aku xtaw nk ckp or tego cmner

sakit jiwa aku tgk

sbb dua kali jd bnde yg sme

x sbr nk holiday,g MESIR!!

ade yg blik msia

sangat jeles!

mlm td,mimpi KMB or Kolej MARA Banting

tmpt tnggal aku yg trchenta

mmpi balik....pasal G.A.P

*zati phm kan???*

x suke tp bnde da lps,x prlu dikenang lg...

xtaw nk mmbebel per lg

wassalam....

 

ini namenyer adk2,org xde keje yer

kt dpn kuliah hijawi

ni bkn my faculty

ni utk dak2 engineering and swktu dgnnyer

gaye over excited sbb winter

*pdhl bkn sjuk sgt pn,slji xde cume kuar asap time ckp*

kbtulan xde org,take a chance la kan??

;)

new year??asal sume org kecoh,siyes aku x phm =='

salam...

ok la,aku mls nk wish new year lg

sbb b4 dis da ader 2 post wish new year

gediks~haha

sbnrnyer,x phm knp sume org kcoh pasal new year

ni kan thn baru masihi je

time thn baru hijrah aritu x kcoh lak =='

suke ati korg la...

dis year,byk plan aku nk buat

first,score utk final exam

second,g holiday ke mesir ngn alia sakinah and fatin syahirah =)

third,study utk sbjek for new sem

fourth,nk buat trbaik utk new sem

fifth,nk balik msia

six,nk braye kt msia

and soooo on....

xtaw nk tulis per

nk balik bln 6 or 8?

still cnpius like seriously

smtimes tkot nk blek msia

msia sgt menakutkan

hmmm...

myb da trbiase ngn bi'ah kt cni

yg trjg *dlm pndgn aku la*

tp niat nk balik,sbb rindu kat parents,family and friends

bkn g mrayau sume

rindu skola menengah

sangat rilek dan best

kwn2 sgt best

skrg,msih nk ssuaikan diri

ok la,off to study~

weeee~~

:D

wassalam...