It's Enough To Have...

ALLAH

Yes, it's enough if we have Him, if we remember Him everyday, every seconds of our life.
Because the truth is, He doesnt need us. We are the one who need Him.
And without realizing, we are the one who keep forgetting Him and only find Him whenever we faced a hardtimes. Do we find Him when we are getting something good? Sometimes, we tend to forget. I tend to forget. I tend to forget to say Alhamdullillah when getting something and saying Innalillah when I'm faced with hardships. But in the end, I'm always the one that keep going back to Him, finding Him when I'm troubled. And yes, He is always there :)

Spread your LOVE to Him, the one and only creator, the one who gives us everything we have today.

يَا أَيُّهَا النَّاسُ أَنْتُمُ الْفُقَرَاءُ إِلَى اللَّهِ ۖ وَاللَّهُ هُوَ الْغَنِيُّ الْحَمِيدُ

O men! It is you who stand in need of God, whereas He alone is self-sufficient, the One to whom all praise is due.

35:15

Time...

A precious thing that we always take for granted..
Time,a thing that will never return back.
There were some moment,that I would like to rewind and do it back.
But then I realised, by changing it, I'm changing ME,who I am today.
I'm not hundred percent proud of it.I'm far frim perfect.
But I do knew how to appreciate.
I want to appreciate more.Lova more,forgive more,accept less and give more to others ^__^

Life is DIFFERENT...depends on the way you look at it.

Time When Even Words Are Not Enough

Yes, there will also be a time when someone talkative like me become..lost for words..

Some people said to me:

Even though you faced the same problem like ***,

why you still look ok? Compared to that person who cant focus on anything else.

*smile*

It's not that I'm ok, I'm trying to be OK.

I dont focus on the problem.I'm focusing on getting on with my life.

*sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh*

"There will always be a problem. But as long as you turn back to ALLAH,

everything will be OKAY.

As long as you redha with it.

Everything happened have it's own hikmah.InsyaALLAH"

Jaulah Dengan Akhawat Tersayang

Kalau ada orang tanya,best ke pergi jaulah dengan akhawat? Tak terikat ke? Tak skema and boring ke??

And my answer will be: Best sangat2 jaulah dengan akhawat!!! :D
First experience and will not be the last one,insyaALLAH ^__^
Jaulah dengan akhawat lgsung x boring.Best dapat kenal ramai akhawat dan akak2 senior yang semuanya memang sempoi habis la :P

Nak tengok bukti?I'll upload some pictures :)

ps:ditugaskan tulis sinopsis jaulah Spain-Ireland hari tu tapi mood menulis masih x sampai,minta maaf semua!Gomenasai >_<

Aku Yang Lemah

Hidup memang kena sabar.

Ada time kau hilang sabar dengan orang sekeliling.

Ada time orang sekeliling hilang sabar dengan kau.

Tapi hidup xde ujian x best la kan.

Ujian yang menguatkan kita.

Ada time,rasa sangat tak bersemangat.

Rasa macam nak balik je.

Serius rasa x kuat.

Ada time rasa macam orang sekeliling menaruh harapan terlalu tinggi
Terasa macam everyone is judging me
Terasa macam kalau tersilap langkah walaupun sedikit,orang akan serang dari kanan dan kiri
Tak kuat la.
PENAT.
Jaga hati orang.
Jaga hati sendiri.

Tapi akhir2 ni,terasa benci dengan diri sendiri.

Nampak diri aku macam asyik tertonjol keburukan diri

Perangai buruk macam kerap keluar.

Jadi minta maaf pada kawan2

Aku tak sempurna.

Ada time aku benci diri sendiri

Susah sangat nak berubah walaupun berjuta kali nak berubah

Suntikan semangat terasa hilang.

Rasa nak kembali

Sebab nak terus di sini tak berdaya

Nak kembali tak sanggup

Rakan2,terima kasih atas sokongan.
Aku bukan orang yang kuat,aku hanya berpura2 kuat.

Aku ada masa yang aku LEMAH.

Perasaan Aku

Bila tengok orang2 yang cantik,

tengok cermin,

tengok muka aku balik 

=_="

Tengok sekeliling,kawan2 yang cantik2

tengok cermin,

tengok muka aku balik

double =_=''

Tengok facebook kawan2 lama

ramai kawan2 dah nak kahwin

tengok cermin

cermin diri sendiri balik

triple =_="

ps:sedar diri kenapa tak laku.x payah cakap.muka aku macam apa je kan.muka kau macam ratu canti,sobs2.keyakinan diri lebur seratus peratus balik

Wordless Wednesday

Memang seriously xde motipp pun.Tapi please,I'm not desperate.There are just more important things to do ok :)

Several Things I Got For My Birthday :D

Assalamualaikum
Dah terang2 sebut dekat sini pasal birthday so nak tulis pun pasal birthday la kan
*sory,birthday dah 4 hari berlalu tp masih sibuk nak post pasal tu*

Some of the things I got for my birthday:

cake from Arai

*kwn lame dkat MRSM dulu2*

 ni kotak cake kat atas tu sbnrnya

thanks Arai for the cake :)

 present!hehehe

from Nab,Syera and Aliyah

wpun dorang cant join the celebration

but still,thanks for this :)

yg ni time celebrate dekat Popeye itu hari

dgn Daia,Mar,Kinah,Alia,Jiha

time prank dibongkarkan

cake,frame *pic edited by Kinah,thanks!* and presents

presents from Kinah and Daia

Thanks guys :D

Ada jugak masa tu celebrate dgn akak2 senior yang tiba2 buat suprise tapi xde tngkap gmbar masa tu.Gambar smua org lain yg tngkap.Handphone habis bateri time tu =_=" Tapi still thanks to akk2,adik2 and kawan2 yang same2 join the clebration ^__^

This birthday,aku dapat rasa 3 kek yg sedap2.Thanks everyone!Uhibbuki fillah

ps:ni bukan entri riak takbur byk dapat kek or celebrate.just nak appreciate everone ok :)

Post Update Untuk Birthday

Assalamualaikum...
Disebabkan beberapa 'peristiwa' yg berlaku demi nak menyambut birthday aku,aku nak minta maaf kepada semua pihak,kwn2 kesygn aku sebab jadi mcm ni.Alhamdulillah dah settle.Terime kasih utk kwn2 semua,wpun x dpt join smbutan tp msih bagi hadiah.Thanks kwn2 :)

Kepada kwn2 semua,Dayah,Mar,Alia,Jiha,Nabilah,Syera,Radiah,Afi,Teng,Aqilah,Sakinah,Aliyah Awang,thanks banyak2!Korang memang comel dan sweet yer :D

Mane2 salah faham tu,harap lupekan.Ni semua ujian utk mnguji kekuatan ukhuwah kita.Moga persahabatan kita berkekalan,insyaALLAH...

Edisi Raya Aidilfitri 2011 Yang Dah Basi

Assalamualaikum...
Dah lama x update blog sebab sangat sibuk,mengemas barang sebab Jumaat ni sudah mahu balik Jordan.
So x sempat nak update blog sepanjang Raya.Sementara sempat ni update la kejap.Tapi letak gambar je lah yer :)

antare mknn di pagi raya

NASI DAGANG! :D

Hanis,my lil sis dgn tok ayah

 me with tok ayah *org kelantan pnggil cmtu*

 Hanis and Hanum :)

me with my cousin,Kakti

sepupu2 lelaki

 Kakti and Hariz,my cousins ^^

my family dgn mek dan tok ayah :)

 me with cousins perempuan!

from left,Kakti,Qistina,me and Hanis

sesi dapat duit raya dari Kakti ^___^

beraya dekat KL pulop

dekat rumah Auntie Umi with Hanis

 abah dan umi :)

berposing dekat rumah orang *wink2*

Tu lah antara sedikit sebanyak gambar raya hari tu.Nak upload banyak2 bukan ada yang nak tengok sangat kan??

Wassalam...

Have You Ever Wonder

How many people will cry at your funeral?

Or simply said,how many people will cry when you die??

Yes,I sometimes do wonder how many people will be missing me if I'm gone

Other than parents and family members.

What if there are none?

Kepada kawan yang disayangi

Salam...Kepada Cik Nor Izzati Bt. Jahini,sekiranye anda membace post ini,ketahuilah bhawa sy SANGAT RINDU pada anda

Jiwa sy sdikit x brape nk btul akhir2 ni jadi sgt mmrlukan anda yg sering bg khidmat kaunseling x berbayar.Sudah sebulan balik msih x jmpe2 anda.Hari tu pun smpat brbual hampir 47 mnit je kat phone.Dgn anda,bg smnggu pn x ckup lg sy nk bebel.

Time rusuhan psl GAP dlu,anda pnyelamat!Skrg pun,hrp anda ttp jd pnyelamat.Sayang sy pd anda x berubah tp brtmbh lg :)

Conclusion nya,saya nak jumpe anda,rindu sudah menggigit tngkai jiwa ni,huhu...

ps:xtau ape aku dok bebel atas tu

Terharu :')

Assalamualaikum *eh,asal aku gila update ni*
Ni x berniat nak tulis pun.Random dan tibe2 terasa nak tulis,hehe...

YA ALLAH,aku terharu
Kerana dlm diam,ada jugak yg mnghargai aku,ingat aku.
Aku ingt takde,huhu...

Saje nak cakap:

I LOVE MY FAMILIES!!!!

I LOVE MY FAMILIES LIKE DAMN CRAZY

MESS WITH MY FAMILIES AND THAT MEANS U ARE MESSING WITH ME

Aku x kesah ape org nak ckp.Yer,aku ada dua families.Bukan satu mcm orng lain.Aku x kesah sbb tu mknenye rezeki aku lebih.Aku ada lg rmai siblings and mums,hehe :)

Orang mengata,yes,dat's true tp ape boleh aku buat?Namenye pun mlut mnusia.Bukan aku boleh sumbat pun kan?Aku x kacau dorang,so dorng xyah kacau aku.Nak kutuk families aku?Silakan.AKU DAH LALI LA..

Happy Father's Day :D

Salam...arini sangat penat krn pergi hntr akk sulong yg skrg sudah x lg single sbb dah pun brgelar bini org :P so selamat pengantin baru la utk akk long aku.may ALLAH bless her always...cepat2 la dapat baby :D

mnggu ni father's day kan?dikesempatan ini,aku dengan rajinnyer nk wish Happy Father's Day utk my beloved abah ^^ hadiah dah diberi lebih awal.satu mug yg sangat comel yg ade corak kartun tulis "you are the best dad in the world" lbih kurg cmtu la bunyi die.

to abah,thanks for everything!i do LOVE you alot!even though i knew i didnt say it much.i hope i can be a daughter that u can be proud of :)

lots of LOVE from me to u~

abah,umi,i'm sorry

salam...
this post was dedicated to both of my parents which i love the most in this whole world
these days,i'm making u guys worried so much,with all my dramas
i dont knew why i'm acting like that but i always felt guilty after doing it
truthly,it's not my intention to do something like that
I AM TRULY SORRY
i'm not a really good daughter but i'm grateful to ALLAH for giving me such a wonderful parents like umi and abah,i'm one of the luckiest person in the world
i want to make u guys proud of me too
even though i've always said bad things about my study,about how much i didnt like it,it's not true
it's just that,when i'm with umi and abah,i tend to be a little bit weak,even though NONE OF IT WERE TRUE

i dont care if other people say how childish i look because always said that i want to go home
but the most important thing,I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH,UMI AND ABAH :D

bila kenangan itu ku jelajahi

salam...

tgk gmbr kt atas,dah boleh mengagak kot sedikit sebanyak ape yg nk ditulis

dah lebih 6 bulan menjejakkan kaki ke bumi Anbiya' Jordan ni,byk bnda aku dah lalui

dari seorang yg x matang macam kanak2 ribena yg x tahu nk goreng jemput2 sampai lah mnjadi org yg bole buat kari,tomyam dan masak utk 30 org!!haish,mantop! *jgn riak,dosa bsr!astaghfirullah halazim~ *

wlaupun mcm tu,stiap hari,rasa rindu pasti hadir dekat insan ni.wajibbul ghunnah!!!stiap kali rasa rindu tu mnjengah,mmg x tahu lah nk mention macam mana

tu lah insan nyer,umi ku!!!!!!!

stgh org pnggil MAK,IBU,MAMA,MUMMY tapi aku panggil UMI

insan ni,mmg aku syg lebih dari nyawa aku sndiri *hiperbola sungguh*

dulu time kanak2,kalau umi cakap pasal mati *cis,nympah ngn tajuk ni*, aku msti ckp, 'umi jgn mati dulu.biar hanum mati dulu xpe.hanum x snggup hidup kalau umi xde'. sgt kanak2 ayat time tu

tapi the truth is,mmg aku x boleh bygkan hidup tnpe umi

dulu duduk rumah dr kecik sampai umur 18.bile trpaksa brpisah jauh,mmg susah

tnpa malu dan segan,aku ngaku la.first two weeks kat Jordan mmg asyik nangis je,rindu kat family lg2 kat umi.tp x prnh mnangis stkt ni time call family.cntrol macho

alhamdulillah,aku brsyukur sbb UMI adalah ibu aku.x akan ada insan yg boleh ganti tmpt umi dalam hati aku *maybe suami lps dah kawen,haha* tapi umi ttp no 1.insan yg jg aku time aku sakit,yg picit kpale,ltk mnyak angin,teman aku prgi tnds mlm2 bute kalau aku sakit prut,ambik aku kt skola time aku trtnggl bas,msk bekal stiap hari dr aku tdika smpai hbis skola mnengah,sokong per je kputusan aku,x mrh pun time aku kluar MRSM,x tnjuk sdih dpn aku wpun ader probs bsr cmner pn,akan mntk tlg dr aku kt dpur klau dah pnt sgt,x prnh gnggu aku blajar,msk mknn fav aku,wish bday aku tiap tahun *xde org lain prnh buat bnde ni lg yer*, x mrh time imtihan Ulum Quran aku dpt sikit,risau and mrh giler klau aku balik lmbt bile kluar ngn kwn2 sbb umi risau *aku tahu sgt* and mcm2 lg la

mane muat aku nk tulis smua jasa dlm 19thn aku idop nih

 hanis,umi,aku!

raye thn lepas,huhu,RINDU!!!

to umi,sorry slalu buat umi risau,marah,frustrated with me

i'm not a good daughter,i knew but i try to get better

so u can be the most proudest person with me

i'm sorry i didnt say it much but i do,LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!

words cant describe it,and i knew u feel the same too :)

umi,thanks for everything!

=D