It's Enough To Have...

ALLAH

Yes, it's enough if we have Him, if we remember Him everyday, every seconds of our life.
Because the truth is, He doesnt need us. We are the one who need Him.
And without realizing, we are the one who keep forgetting Him and only find Him whenever we faced a hardtimes. Do we find Him when we are getting something good? Sometimes, we tend to forget. I tend to forget. I tend to forget to say Alhamdullillah when getting something and saying Innalillah when I'm faced with hardships. But in the end, I'm always the one that keep going back to Him, finding Him when I'm troubled. And yes, He is always there :)

Spread your LOVE to Him, the one and only creator, the one who gives us everything we have today.

يَا أَيُّهَا النَّاسُ أَنْتُمُ الْفُقَرَاءُ إِلَى اللَّهِ ۖ وَاللَّهُ هُوَ الْغَنِيُّ الْحَمِيدُ

O men! It is you who stand in need of God, whereas He alone is self-sufficient, the One to whom all praise is due.

35:15

Time When Even Words Are Not Enough

Yes, there will also be a time when someone talkative like me become..lost for words..

Some people said to me:

Even though you faced the same problem like ***,

why you still look ok? Compared to that person who cant focus on anything else.

*smile*

It's not that I'm ok, I'm trying to be OK.

I dont focus on the problem.I'm focusing on getting on with my life.

*sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh*

"There will always be a problem. But as long as you turn back to ALLAH,

everything will be OKAY.

As long as you redha with it.

Everything happened have it's own hikmah.InsyaALLAH"

Terharu :')

Assalamualaikum *eh,asal aku gila update ni*
Ni x berniat nak tulis pun.Random dan tibe2 terasa nak tulis,hehe...

YA ALLAH,aku terharu
Kerana dlm diam,ada jugak yg mnghargai aku,ingat aku.
Aku ingt takde,huhu...

Saje nak cakap:

I LOVE MY FAMILIES!!!!

I LOVE MY FAMILIES LIKE DAMN CRAZY

MESS WITH MY FAMILIES AND THAT MEANS U ARE MESSING WITH ME

Aku x kesah ape org nak ckp.Yer,aku ada dua families.Bukan satu mcm orng lain.Aku x kesah sbb tu mknenye rezeki aku lebih.Aku ada lg rmai siblings and mums,hehe :)

Orang mengata,yes,dat's true tp ape boleh aku buat?Namenye pun mlut mnusia.Bukan aku boleh sumbat pun kan?Aku x kacau dorang,so dorng xyah kacau aku.Nak kutuk families aku?Silakan.AKU DAH LALI LA..

Sikap Manusia

kalau aku marah,aku tak tunjuk

kalau aku merajuk,aku buat bodoh

kalau aku sakit hati aku rilek je

kalau aku ada masalah,aku tak citer

jadi aku nak buat macam mana lagi?

time susah,aku sorang

time senang,ramai ketawa dan gelak bersama

time kawan2 susah,aku bersama korang

tapi kenapa time aku susah,x sampai tiga orang bersama aku?

mendengar kesedihan aku?

dlm brkwn korang suka memilih kan

korang pilih 'orang tu' sebab dia lagi best,baik

orang x baik macam aku,memang la

bila org slhkan aku,xde yg sebelahkan aku

mesti prgi pd org yg lg satu tu

apa salah aku?

korang xnk dgr my side of story

selama ni aku pendam je kan

sbb tu korg xtau

dan aku hrp korang xkan tau

apa guna kawan ramai?

bila susah aku sorg2 gk

mana korang smua time aku sedih?

cube tgk time korg sedih

aku ada kan??

Happy Father's Day :D

Salam...arini sangat penat krn pergi hntr akk sulong yg skrg sudah x lg single sbb dah pun brgelar bini org :P so selamat pengantin baru la utk akk long aku.may ALLAH bless her always...cepat2 la dapat baby :D

mnggu ni father's day kan?dikesempatan ini,aku dengan rajinnyer nk wish Happy Father's Day utk my beloved abah ^^ hadiah dah diberi lebih awal.satu mug yg sangat comel yg ade corak kartun tulis "you are the best dad in the world" lbih kurg cmtu la bunyi die.

to abah,thanks for everything!i do LOVE you alot!even though i knew i didnt say it much.i hope i can be a daughter that u can be proud of :)

lots of LOVE from me to u~

random thoughts

salam...

sejak akhir2 ni krn x brape sibuk and exam pun x start lg maka kerap lah jugak aku mengupdate dgn tajuk yg super boring ni,'random thoughts'

haha,random la sangat,so nk bace silekan,xnk sudah!

1. time akhir kelas Mathematics for Economics and Business, doctor tibe2 ckp nk buat exam lg 2 minggu!what the papaya!haih,yg doctor ajar pun aku x phm,nk buat exam lak T_T

2. aku x taw knpe tapi aku rase aku cpt lapar la skrg.mcm baru je mkn 15 mnit yg lalu tp tibe2 da lapar balik.padahal aku mkn bace bismillah...pelik....

3. aku trkejut time teman makcik dayah pergi beli weinak td,tibe2 ader org peluk aku dari belakang.

aku baru nk karate ke silat time tu,terkejut bapak tp rupe2 nye rahil.haish,buat trkejut mak je =P

4. aku asyk brsedih 2,3 menjak ni disbbkan 2,3 bnde yg x dpt dielakkan.jd aku ngn rahil buat la sesi berpelukan kt bwh trowong tu smbil aku cite sikit2 probs yg mlanda.lawak weyh,buat drama swasta lak kt ctu

5. masih knpius nk balik msia bper lme and nk gune pnrbangan per,ish,mls r pikir bnde2 cmni sbnrnyer tp kne pikir gk @_@

6. serius aku da xtaw nk tulis per.baik aku wassalam b4 trus mngarut =D

Mesir=Egypt!!! Piccies,Gambar2!!! Semua ni before rusuhan yer =)

byk lg gmbr tp mls nk upload,in the future maybe

malas nk buat caption

the pics speak for itself i think

Mesir is wonderful

hope to go there again after everything settle down,insyaALLAH

jeles x tengok pyramids behind me?hehe

bye2 jordan,say hello to mesir =D

salam...

this was actually should be a really short update

this night,i will go to amman and then go to the airport because i'm going on a holiday to MESIR a.k.a EGYPT!!!

yeah,i will be there for ten days so there will be no updates whatsoever

i hope i can enjoy myself there

i just checked my final exam's marks yesterday and it was not good T_T

i'm frustrated with myself but still,maybe this was the best from ALLAH

i'll enjoy myself at Mesir and really hope i can get many wonderful experiences from my trip =D

wish me the best guys!!

wassalam....

good memoriessss...

salam...

ok guys,today,i've decided to update my blog in english.haha.why??hmmm...

i just want to improved my english communication and writing skills.it's been like FOREVER since the last time i use english =_=' but i dont have any choice because the language that we use in classes and lectures at yarmouk university are in Arabic and i feel like my English are starting to get a bit rusted lately...

*sory for any grammatical or spelling mistakes.like i've said before,i dont use English that much like before.urgh...sad =( *

ok,enough with the introduction or prologue up there.read the title for my entry this time.

GOOD MEMORIES

haha,sounds like good enough for me.it's just a random title.sometimes i dont know what title to use so i just put anything that come into my mind.as simple as that ^__^

i'm in holiday mood right now.just dozing off,online facebook,reading blogs,novels and wandering at streets are my job right now.and sometimes i spend times sleeping at my friends's hostel.most of us are living at different hostel.sometimes i missed my other friends sooo much and i spend a night at their place.you know,do some boring girly things like watching malay dramas together from youtube -done this with syahirah soaib,watching HANI*, go out at night to a shopping mall,playing games and shopping together =) *done these with nabilah,syahirah,mardiana,rahil,aqilah,radiah and etc* and then at night,sleeping together in one small bed and talking non-stop before sleep*done this with mardiana,have a really good time.we just talked and talked until both of us fall asleep.cute right???hehe*,then wandering around Irbid with Alia and Fatin,looking for text book for new sem.oh my god,i really love these peoples so much!they really make my day :D

it seems like i'm in a good mood right?not much actually but still,i'm happy enough ^^

i want to be more grateful with things i have and stop complaining about things i dont have

u'll feel better,really,just try it ok ~

i should stop now or i'll start my ramblings and babbles again,teehee

wassalam.....

posto posto,from malaysia with love =)

salam...pg tadi,seperti yg dibg tahu,aku pergi Barid ambk parcel yg my darling mummy hantar

bler smpai bilik je,mmg x sbr2,ambik2 gmbr and then tros koyak bngkusan tu

alhamdulillah,umi send kan 2 psg bju krung,shelai jubah and satu t-shirt labuh utk aku =)

umi send kan skali beg sandang F.Timber yg abah blanje hari tu

thanks so much umi!

love you soooo much!!

bile tgk bngkusan2 ni,tringt kt family

rindu sgt2 and banget2 kt family

td bru pas call umi,ckp ngn umi ngn abah

disbbkan before this lbih kurg 2 minggu x call,this time call duration mncecah stgh jam

habis weinak*ring ring card versi jordan*

nk buat cmner,nk skype x boleh sbb intrnet lmbab so call je lah sbg pngubat rindu

bile tgk brg2 nih,rase mcm my family ader dpn mate je

diam x diam,da nk dkt 4 bln brada kt jordan

cpt je mase brlalu,mule2 mmg sush,homesick bagai tp lame2,alhamdulillah,brtmbh mudah

 

parcel from msia!

 

 patung kuceng!haha,hadiah from my siblings to me

for my birthday in the late october :D

thanks guys

luv u guys ketat2

 

 comel x?mcm my cat,snowbell,rindu kt my kitty tu

huhu....

sekian shj khabar posto dr msia

sory pics kualiti hodoh

haha

wassalam.......

review 2010 -da sume org buat,nk buat gk! -

salam...

ni namenyer entry x brfaedah

dr hari ke hari entry blog aku smkin x bfaedah rsenyer

sory sgt,insyaALLAH lps ni aku akan cube buatkan entry yg lbih brfaedah utk dibace

sbnrnye da lame pn msuk thn 2011 dan sume org da buat menatang alah ni,so aku tbe2 ngn hormon kegedikan bru pas abes exam tbe2 rse nk join the grup :D

well,alhamdulillah,tahun 2010 da lps

byk yg happen thn 2010 ni

pahit dan manis sume ader

hmm...review spintas lalu:

awal thn mule2 rilek dok umah je

sbb x g plkn

sbuk carik keje,g klia sume ngn dayah my dear besties time akhir bln 1

tp x dpt keje paper pn *ceh*

awl thn ni byk rehat sbb aku sakit sikit,tp sakit per,RAHSIA

then,tibe2 dayah ajk g mengajar kt skola rendah agama ptg skali ngn die

disbbkan boring x buat paper,aku pn join la

best gk gi mengajar ni,alhamdulillah,byk sgt pngalaman aku dpt =)

rindu sgt kt my dear students~

dlm mse yg sme aku ambk lsen kete *pdhl smpai skrg x abes2*

after that,dpt rslt spm bln 3

x dpt straight A's but still,alhamdulillah...

akhir bln dua,g satu prsmbhn dak2 KMB buat

nmpk G.A.P 4 the first time and pnjglah story  hinggelah sblum fly

spnjg tmpoh tu sangat byk KECEWA dan menangis dan paper je la

nsib baik kwn baik,NOR IZZATI JAHINI byk jd tmn stia

tp da lps,biar lepas

'dia' xtaw so da lps kan

akhir bln 4 dpt pnggilan ke INTEC

masuk la INTEC

mule2 sgt blur,mcm x taw per.mule2 kt ctu,sgt sdih,sbb xde kwn satu skola ='(

rase sunyi,rndah diri pn ader

sbb org lain sume dr sbp la,smka la

aku je skola bese2,rslt bese2.rase sangat la RENDAH DIRI

tp tmpoh kt INTEC sangat BEST!kenal byk kwn baru,dpt pengalaman baru

brtrusan smpai la bln 8

then raye,then terbang ke Jordan 

time kt Jordan ni,mule2,ceh,lg la,mmg HOMESICK gile2!

rase nk balik Malaysia je.siyes,mmg aku x prnh brmmpi nk blaja cni pn

aku da la x suke BAHASA ARAB

tp ALLAH lbih tahu,insyaALLAH....

byk happen kt cni

yarmouk,markaz lughoh,g jln2,g shopping kt balad XD

and smpai la final sem 1

byk yg happen last year,happy things,sakit,heartbroken yg mlmpau,hbungan yg mkin erat ngn family and old friends,sakit hati ngn kwn2 baru*ceh lg*,pnglmn kt tmpt baru,knl org ngn lbih dekat.hmmm...

ader stgh bnde tu sgt mnyesal tp bnde2 tu gk la yg byk bg pengajaran agr aku blaja utk jd BETTER

azam aku,xnk pkir yg da lps dan prkare x bfaedah lg.yg lepas biarkan lepas....

the rest is history

and i want to rest :D 

wassalam...

merdeka sementara!alhamdulillah...

salam...

alhamdulillah,aku ngn sume2 mmbe2 stakat ni da abes exam final utk sem 1

fuhh,mcm x caye da lepas =)

arini exam mabadi masorif islami and ulum quran

mmg mndebarkan,sbb dua sbjek dlm shari.klau dlm bhse melayu or english,mmg senang gilos la

tp sbb dlm arabic,mcm nk pecah kepale =='

1st,exam mabadi masorif.agak sush brbnding biase.sdih sbb tibe2 teng tnye pasal satu soalan ni

yg da mmg sah2 aku slh.waaa!!!!!rugi 3 or 4 mrkah

mls nk pkir

exam ulum quran,alhamdulillah...

bese r,ade je yg x dpt jwb

tp x struk dulu2.pas exam,tros balik,singgah beli mknn,nk beli brg dpur tp kpale skit,x larat

satu bnde yg aku pasan time exam final ni,kenapa org arab suke MENIRU???

GERAM AKU!!!

elok2 time exam dua2 sbjek tu la org yg dduk ngn aku ader mniru

aku xtaw nk ckp or tego cmner

sakit jiwa aku tgk

sbb dua kali jd bnde yg sme

x sbr nk holiday,g MESIR!!

ade yg blik msia

sangat jeles!

mlm td,mimpi KMB or Kolej MARA Banting

tmpt tnggal aku yg trchenta

mmpi balik....pasal G.A.P

*zati phm kan???*

x suke tp bnde da lps,x prlu dikenang lg...

xtaw nk mmbebel per lg

wassalam....

 

ini namenyer adk2,org xde keje yer

kt dpn kuliah hijawi

ni bkn my faculty

ni utk dak2 engineering and swktu dgnnyer

gaye over excited sbb winter

*pdhl bkn sjuk sgt pn,slji xde cume kuar asap time ckp*

kbtulan xde org,take a chance la kan??

;)

new year??asal sume org kecoh,siyes aku x phm =='

salam...

ok la,aku mls nk wish new year lg

sbb b4 dis da ader 2 post wish new year

gediks~haha

sbnrnyer,x phm knp sume org kcoh pasal new year

ni kan thn baru masihi je

time thn baru hijrah aritu x kcoh lak =='

suke ati korg la...

dis year,byk plan aku nk buat

first,score utk final exam

second,g holiday ke mesir ngn alia sakinah and fatin syahirah =)

third,study utk sbjek for new sem

fourth,nk buat trbaik utk new sem

fifth,nk balik msia

six,nk braye kt msia

and soooo on....

xtaw nk tulis per

nk balik bln 6 or 8?

still cnpius like seriously

smtimes tkot nk blek msia

msia sgt menakutkan

hmmm...

myb da trbiase ngn bi'ah kt cni

yg trjg *dlm pndgn aku la*

tp niat nk balik,sbb rindu kat parents,family and friends

bkn g mrayau sume

rindu skola menengah

sangat rilek dan best

kwn2 sgt best

skrg,msih nk ssuaikan diri

ok la,off to study~

weeee~~

:D

wassalam...

meng'hupdate'blog sgt best dr study!siyes la~

 time holiday ngn parents kt frasers hills

hoho,bunge sangat cantek :D

 gmbr yg sgt gedik!ahaks!time mude2 di msia

msih di frasers hills

 my lil sis,kakti,and me

oho,crazy times with my cuzzy,miss her soo much

 this was on her birthday,my cuzzy

i'm wearing contact lens,muke sgt pelik @_@

 seriously,haha,gmbr ni mmg lwk dan giler

dunno why

i'm not a gud poser

so gmbr mcm org giler

haha

 haha,at my other cuzzy's birthday party,muke xcted dpt goody bags

sgt kanak2 ribena XD

 at our family member's wedding

haha

me,kakti and hariz

i miss them all three

my feeling now~wanna hug them tight,except hariz,haram yer,haha*

 gmbr da lmer

da kt jordan

kt oxygen juice

muke kt jordan rse mcm lbih suci

dan kudus

haha

pasan~da kurg unsur gedik kot 0_o

salam...

sory,ats byk gmbr di msia

sje nk imbau kenangan

weyh,mmg siyes ckp,sgt best menghupdate blog wpon xde org bace

aku lg suke xde org bace so ni ala2 mcm pvt diary aku la

suke2!!! *clap*

haha,kanak2 riang ria raye minum ribena

stop mngarut,dush!

hoho,skrg rmai da taw aku suke stalk blog dorg,oh yeah

aku sgt suke stalkering blog org,sgt best

mybe sbb aku rse life aku buhsan,xde bnde nk bwt,like siyes,aku nyer keje sharian,study and dpn lptop

mkn dan tido and i was like,'ah,bosan!!!"

x sbr nk abes final and after that,pergi MESIR!!!

ok,mesir je pn,x glemer pn tp x kesah la

jnji dpt berjalan wpun hnye utk tgk firaun

dan makan UDANG!!!!!!!wah,aku rindu udang

aku suke giler udang,mmg cinte sjati la

aku smpai nk gado2 ngn sorg 'dr msir' ni sbb sgt x aci die dpt mkn udang and aku tak

*aku x kesah,ko kne blnje udang!!!!byr ngn duit anda eh???eh????sponsor kite same so duit msti byk gk kan???kn???mekasih kt papa JPA*

pasal stalk blog tu,dun worry,aku stalk blog je,aku x stalk pmilik blog tu

xde keje

dun worry,aku study arini ok

dr kul 12 smpai 5

nk pecah kepale

x sbr nk abes exam!pastu cuti!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy new year everyone!! :D

aku da tua,a 19 taon,mcm da jd makcik =='

haha,matang la sikit bak kate dr mesir

ps:rindu kt sume kwn2 kt mesir,rumete and ex-schoolmate and ex-crush*gurau je*

ngek tol r,ngarut je

wassalam...

ps:sory,unsur mengarut mlmpau krn pnt study~~~~

saya sayang mereka dan rindu mereka sgt2!!

salam..

wpun bru je post td,tp aku x kesah,nk post gk lg

ni kan blog aku,so suke ati dan jantung aku la kan?? ;)

smlm,smbil pgang handphone,tgk gmbr abah

waaaa.....RINDU!!!!!!

kalau umi,lg la jgn ckp,RINDU GLER2!!!!!

perasaan RINDU ni,klau nk xpress ngn kate2 pn,mmg sush,x trungkap

RINDU kt WAJAH,SUARE, and sume bnde pasal org yg kter rindu

RINDU gk kt hanis,ahmad,syukur,mak,tok mek,tok ayh,dayah,zati,hani,kirah,nas,arep,adk ezma and sume org la

ish,x suke la feeling2 ni

aku kan perkasa

 family yg aku chentai <3 gmbr time raye aritu,huhu

 adk bdek yg dichentai,rindu nk gado ngn adk2,mane lak adk bngsu aku,mnghilang dr gmbo nih

 brgambr ngn abah,abah,hanum RINDU!!!!rindu nk abah marah hanum bile hanum malas or rse nk giveup,huhu...

the only man that i LOVE so much,because he is THE ONE who always support me,no matter what happen,always PRAY for my success,GIVE me LOVE and MONEY,hehe,without asking for anything back,ACCEPT me FULLY for the way i am.

mane lg nk crik cmni??hanya ABAH sorg je ^__^

hehe...post ni lbih kpd rase RINDU kt family and ABAH

to UMI and ABAH,please know that i LOVE YOU GUYS WITH ALL MY HEART

selamat tinggal utk kau,aku sudah x sabar nk brsama 'dia' yang bru :D

sudah lama aku bersamamu tp masa trasa bgaikan skejap berlalu

pejam celik,sudah setahun kita bersama

banyak kenangan yg kita bina bersama,pahit,manis,tawar,masam smuanya ada

stiap kali ku kenang,adakalanya ku ktawa sndiri,mnangis sndiri mcm org gila

aku paham,yang masa mncmburui kita,x ingin biar kita bersama lebih lama

detik yang berlalu,menandakan semakin singkat masa kita bersama

walaupun aku tahu kau mungkin cemburu,ttpi aku dlm diam,tidak sabar menantikan ketibaan 'dia'

kekasih hatiku yg baru

yg akan menemaniku slps ini

kepada kau,trima kasih krn stia brsamaku

wlaupun kau akan ku tinggalkan,kenangan bersamamu ttp kekal di ingatan

krn bersamamu,aku merasa pengalamn di tmpt baru,di negara orang

brsamamu aku mengenali orang baru

sungguh aku syg pdmu ttpi hatiku sudah terpaut pada 'dia'

aku x sbr mahu hidup bersama 'dia'

brsama harapan baru yg 'dia' bawa bersama

maafkan aku...

doakan aku...

selamat tinggal kepada kau:

2010

dan selamat datang kepada kau:

2011!!!!

boleh kita berkenalan????? :D

ps:haha,jgn trpedaya dgn ayt2 sblomnyer

hanya luahan hati tntg 2010 yg akan brlalu...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

exam final yg x ku nanti!!!

salam...

update 2 kali sbb aku gedik dan xde keje
pdhl bak kate title,exam final da dkt,huhu..

aku rser msti rmai yg pelik,knp byk gilos or dlm arb nyer,kethir jiddan

kat sini,care pmblajaran exam oriented

exam ader 3 kali dlm 1 sem

1 sem plus minus bhgi drb tmbh tolak log sume lbih kurg 4 bulan

kt sini xde assignment yg brlmbk2 mcm kt msia *jeles ngn dak msia,x aci!nk assignment gk*

xde presentation *aku da la suke presentation*

and mrkah utk satu sem tu 90 peratus from exam...

bygkan,mrkh thunn mmg brgntung pd imtihan

mmg aku mcm 'BAPAK LA,SUSAH GAK CAMNIH" =='

aku da tgk jadual exam final kat SIS *laman web utk student yarmouk*

pas tgk je,aku trus jerit ala2 nk gile and sawan sikit,sebab....sebab....

sbjek mabadi masorif islami and ulum quran exam on the same day

and aku mcm,'giler kentang goreng garing jd batoto'

susah gileeerrrrrrrrrr bapak kot kalau final and then 2 sbjek lak dlm shari

and imtihan tu awal lak tu,3 dec

td skype ngn umi from umah akk senior

ala2 nk nges sbb rsau ngn keadaan exam tp alhadulillah,umi byk bg dorongan

umi ckp,'xpe,hanum boleh buatnye.ALLAH bg sume bnde tu ader hikmah die.umi doakan hanum hari2 taw'

so,have to try my best =D

ihsan dalam blajar

blajar mcm ALLAH nampak sgale usaha kite

insyaALLAH,smoge dipermudahkan...

bittaufiq wannajah utk sume yg nk final

ps:sory byk prkataan bpk,x sopan sgt

jangan kamu berkata kamu sudah beriman

sedangkan kamu tidak diuji

wassalam...

mood yg kejap baik and kejap tak

salam...

stlh lmer x mngupdate,skrg bru smpt mngupdate,scare live dr rumah rahilmg

sblh kdai simsimah

2,3 arini,mule2 sedih...then...happy...then....sedih...then...happy

ala2 mood swing la

mcm buaian tu

knp tibe2 happy?

krn bru pas mkn halawiyat bername kinafah naimah???
haha,sdp weyh,skali mkn mmg x pasan kalau mak mentua lalu bak kate aku kpd alia sakinah

tidak2

ari khamis ni,exam ULUM QURAN!

tkot!!sbb x ready lg!argh!!!

*nk g study pasni*

wish me luck,supaye bittaufiq wannajah =)

skrg kt Jordan da winter,sjuk gler

Ajloun and Muktah da ader salji

jumaat ni plan nk g Ajloun main salji

best2 =D

skian shj update pndek dr aku,off to study~~