bila diri ini terjatuh

salam...sori sebab tajuk kedengaran mcm poyo dan bajet sikit,ala2 macam tjuk novel pun ada tp tu lah kebenarannya,aku x mnipu

sejak dua menjak ni,x dinafikan yg smngt dlm diri sdikit rapuh,x tahu knpa.dan akhirnya gugur juga mutiara pada satu pagi time bercakap dgn umi.haish,mcm kanak2 riang ria ribena je *bukan riang ria raya,raya lmbt lagi! *
tapi sbenarnya,bile dah puas mmbuang segala mutiara yg patut,rasa lega sikit,mcm dah kurg beban di dada.x dinafikan lah,dduk blajar di Jordan ni mmg mncbr,lagi2 utk org macam aku.x prnh brpisah dgn family,x prnh hidup sndiri.and kne blajar dkt Jordan yg guna Bahasa Arab 95 peratus sbgai bhasa perbualan!aku dah lah x mint ARAB!dulu kalau abah suruh prgi belajar negara Arab,mesti aku gelak2,ckp mustahil!aku yg byk kkurangan,x lyk ambil bhagian agama,tu lah yg ada jauh dlm sudut hati aku.rasa diri ni byk dosa,x lyk utk mmbimbing org lain

tetapi,sehebat-hebat perancangan kita,perancangan ALLAH lagi hebat!sape sngke,pergi Jordan pulak aku utk mlnjutkan pljrn,dlm bidg yg lain jgk la dr ape yg aku mint.mule2,hati ni mmbrontak.smpai skrg pun,adakalanya time sush,aku msih persoalkan kputusan aku bljr kt sini,biasalah manusia,time susah baru ingat ALLAH

rasa bersalah sbb aku slalu mrungut,mengatakan diri x mmpu,mnyesal je kerjanya dah smpai sini,pdhl x reti nk brsyukur
rmai org yg nk dtg cni x dpt peluang sama,rmai org x dpt smbung blaja sbb xde duit,aku lak sng2 je smbung blajar,free pulak tu.sometimes,mmg sush nk brsyukur,ckp sng nk buat tu susah

rasa byk sgt khilaf aku ni,dosa lg lah,jgn ckp,astaghfirullahalazim....
rasa bersalah buat umi and abah risau hari tu
rasa bersalah sbb asyk ckp mnyesal dan nk balik msia
rasa bersalah sbb slalu ckp xnk dduk cni lg
rasa bersalah sbb diri aku ni x hbis2 ulang mistake yg sama

please pray the best for me and insyaALLAH,because of ALLAH,i will try my best :)

wassalam...

sometimes we have to let go

salam..

recently i realized,that sometimes we have to face a really hard choice

and sometimes we have to let go,even though we love that thing so much

the more we love it,the more it destroys us.it usually happened like that

and we were always given a choice,a very hard one to choose

lately,i've been faced with a choice and it really broke my heart to make a choice

but it have to be make for my own good so i decided to do it but i cant lie that i'm not feeling sad

because the choice that i make,even think about it make my heart hurt ='(

maybe this is the best thing to do =)

think positive!

LET GO....

TIME WILL HEAL EVERYTHING,INSYAALLAH

I'M STRONG AND I KNOW I CAN DO IT

DONT STAY SAD..

INSYAALLAH,BIIZNILLAH

THIS IS THE BEST CHOICE

bye2 jordan,say hello to mesir =D

salam...

this was actually should be a really short update

this night,i will go to amman and then go to the airport because i'm going on a holiday to MESIR a.k.a EGYPT!!!

yeah,i will be there for ten days so there will be no updates whatsoever

i hope i can enjoy myself there

i just checked my final exam's marks yesterday and it was not good T_T

i'm frustrated with myself but still,maybe this was the best from ALLAH

i'll enjoy myself at Mesir and really hope i can get many wonderful experiences from my trip =D

wish me the best guys!!

wassalam....

review 2010 -da sume org buat,nk buat gk! -

salam...

ni namenyer entry x brfaedah

dr hari ke hari entry blog aku smkin x bfaedah rsenyer

sory sgt,insyaALLAH lps ni aku akan cube buatkan entry yg lbih brfaedah utk dibace

sbnrnye da lame pn msuk thn 2011 dan sume org da buat menatang alah ni,so aku tbe2 ngn hormon kegedikan bru pas abes exam tbe2 rse nk join the grup :D

well,alhamdulillah,tahun 2010 da lps

byk yg happen thn 2010 ni

pahit dan manis sume ader

hmm...review spintas lalu:

awal thn mule2 rilek dok umah je

sbb x g plkn

sbuk carik keje,g klia sume ngn dayah my dear besties time akhir bln 1

tp x dpt keje paper pn *ceh*

awl thn ni byk rehat sbb aku sakit sikit,tp sakit per,RAHSIA

then,tibe2 dayah ajk g mengajar kt skola rendah agama ptg skali ngn die

disbbkan boring x buat paper,aku pn join la

best gk gi mengajar ni,alhamdulillah,byk sgt pngalaman aku dpt =)

rindu sgt kt my dear students~

dlm mse yg sme aku ambk lsen kete *pdhl smpai skrg x abes2*

after that,dpt rslt spm bln 3

x dpt straight A's but still,alhamdulillah...

akhir bln dua,g satu prsmbhn dak2 KMB buat

nmpk G.A.P 4 the first time and pnjglah story  hinggelah sblum fly

spnjg tmpoh tu sangat byk KECEWA dan menangis dan paper je la

nsib baik kwn baik,NOR IZZATI JAHINI byk jd tmn stia

tp da lps,biar lepas

'dia' xtaw so da lps kan

akhir bln 4 dpt pnggilan ke INTEC

masuk la INTEC

mule2 sgt blur,mcm x taw per.mule2 kt ctu,sgt sdih,sbb xde kwn satu skola ='(

rase sunyi,rndah diri pn ader

sbb org lain sume dr sbp la,smka la

aku je skola bese2,rslt bese2.rase sangat la RENDAH DIRI

tp tmpoh kt INTEC sangat BEST!kenal byk kwn baru,dpt pengalaman baru

brtrusan smpai la bln 8

then raye,then terbang ke Jordan 

time kt Jordan ni,mule2,ceh,lg la,mmg HOMESICK gile2!

rase nk balik Malaysia je.siyes,mmg aku x prnh brmmpi nk blaja cni pn

aku da la x suke BAHASA ARAB

tp ALLAH lbih tahu,insyaALLAH....

byk happen kt cni

yarmouk,markaz lughoh,g jln2,g shopping kt balad XD

and smpai la final sem 1

byk yg happen last year,happy things,sakit,heartbroken yg mlmpau,hbungan yg mkin erat ngn family and old friends,sakit hati ngn kwn2 baru*ceh lg*,pnglmn kt tmpt baru,knl org ngn lbih dekat.hmmm...

ader stgh bnde tu sgt mnyesal tp bnde2 tu gk la yg byk bg pengajaran agr aku blaja utk jd BETTER

azam aku,xnk pkir yg da lps dan prkare x bfaedah lg.yg lepas biarkan lepas....

the rest is history

and i want to rest :D 

wassalam...

meng'hupdate'blog sgt best dr study!siyes la~

 time holiday ngn parents kt frasers hills

hoho,bunge sangat cantek :D

 gmbr yg sgt gedik!ahaks!time mude2 di msia

msih di frasers hills

 my lil sis,kakti,and me

oho,crazy times with my cuzzy,miss her soo much

 this was on her birthday,my cuzzy

i'm wearing contact lens,muke sgt pelik @_@

 seriously,haha,gmbr ni mmg lwk dan giler

dunno why

i'm not a gud poser

so gmbr mcm org giler

haha

 haha,at my other cuzzy's birthday party,muke xcted dpt goody bags

sgt kanak2 ribena XD

 at our family member's wedding

haha

me,kakti and hariz

i miss them all three

my feeling now~wanna hug them tight,except hariz,haram yer,haha*

 gmbr da lmer

da kt jordan

kt oxygen juice

muke kt jordan rse mcm lbih suci

dan kudus

haha

pasan~da kurg unsur gedik kot 0_o

salam...

sory,ats byk gmbr di msia

sje nk imbau kenangan

weyh,mmg siyes ckp,sgt best menghupdate blog wpon xde org bace

aku lg suke xde org bace so ni ala2 mcm pvt diary aku la

suke2!!! *clap*

haha,kanak2 riang ria raye minum ribena

stop mngarut,dush!

hoho,skrg rmai da taw aku suke stalk blog dorg,oh yeah

aku sgt suke stalkering blog org,sgt best

mybe sbb aku rse life aku buhsan,xde bnde nk bwt,like siyes,aku nyer keje sharian,study and dpn lptop

mkn dan tido and i was like,'ah,bosan!!!"

x sbr nk abes final and after that,pergi MESIR!!!

ok,mesir je pn,x glemer pn tp x kesah la

jnji dpt berjalan wpun hnye utk tgk firaun

dan makan UDANG!!!!!!!wah,aku rindu udang

aku suke giler udang,mmg cinte sjati la

aku smpai nk gado2 ngn sorg 'dr msir' ni sbb sgt x aci die dpt mkn udang and aku tak

*aku x kesah,ko kne blnje udang!!!!byr ngn duit anda eh???eh????sponsor kite same so duit msti byk gk kan???kn???mekasih kt papa JPA*

pasal stalk blog tu,dun worry,aku stalk blog je,aku x stalk pmilik blog tu

xde keje

dun worry,aku study arini ok

dr kul 12 smpai 5

nk pecah kepale

x sbr nk abes exam!pastu cuti!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy new year everyone!! :D

aku da tua,a 19 taon,mcm da jd makcik =='

haha,matang la sikit bak kate dr mesir

ps:rindu kt sume kwn2 kt mesir,rumete and ex-schoolmate and ex-crush*gurau je*

ngek tol r,ngarut je

wassalam...

ps:sory,unsur mengarut mlmpau krn pnt study~~~~

makcik,study la utk final!!!!!!!!asal ko mls sgt neh???

salam...
nk tnye ni,asal mkcik bernama SITI HANUM BINTI SIRA JUDDIN ni sangat la SUPER DUPER MALAS bler smpai time nk blaja??????????????
FINAL EXAM isnin ni la mkcik,sedar cket ulum quran pn x sntuh lg.mabadi pn bru 60 percent sntuh
ceh,x gune r ko ni.g study.say babai kt intrnet.
kan ko da thn diri,x usik handphone hntr msg sume kt sume org trutamenyer SUME ORANG
ko nk ke bnde dlu berulang????nk nanges lg time dpt result  ulum???xnk kan???
pikir sndiri la

monolog dalaman yg x brksudahan~~
SILA LA STUDY SAYANG OI,INGATLAH ORANG TERSAYANG

target:habiskan mabadi smpai tajuk hitob doman
start ulum utk tjuk2 bru

insyaALLAH kher :D
ps:kat atas ade lah SEPATUTNYA mood aku sekarang=STUDY!!!!!

saya sayang mereka dan rindu mereka sgt2!!

salam..

wpun bru je post td,tp aku x kesah,nk post gk lg

ni kan blog aku,so suke ati dan jantung aku la kan?? ;)

smlm,smbil pgang handphone,tgk gmbr abah

waaaa.....RINDU!!!!!!

kalau umi,lg la jgn ckp,RINDU GLER2!!!!!

perasaan RINDU ni,klau nk xpress ngn kate2 pn,mmg sush,x trungkap

RINDU kt WAJAH,SUARE, and sume bnde pasal org yg kter rindu

RINDU gk kt hanis,ahmad,syukur,mak,tok mek,tok ayh,dayah,zati,hani,kirah,nas,arep,adk ezma and sume org la

ish,x suke la feeling2 ni

aku kan perkasa

 family yg aku chentai <3 gmbr time raye aritu,huhu

 adk bdek yg dichentai,rindu nk gado ngn adk2,mane lak adk bngsu aku,mnghilang dr gmbo nih

 brgambr ngn abah,abah,hanum RINDU!!!!rindu nk abah marah hanum bile hanum malas or rse nk giveup,huhu...

the only man that i LOVE so much,because he is THE ONE who always support me,no matter what happen,always PRAY for my success,GIVE me LOVE and MONEY,hehe,without asking for anything back,ACCEPT me FULLY for the way i am.

mane lg nk crik cmni??hanya ABAH sorg je ^__^

hehe...post ni lbih kpd rase RINDU kt family and ABAH

to UMI and ABAH,please know that i LOVE YOU GUYS WITH ALL MY HEART

perang mendapatkan subjek!!

salam...

semalam,kami2 student 1st year kuliah syariah yarmoouk melalui perang yg sangat getir,utk tsjil madah

or dlm bhse melayu yg mudah difhmi,dftr subjek utk sem 2

ktorng student kuliah syariah yg last skali tsjil so kebanyakan subjek da ttup or syukbah@kelas da pnuh

kat yarmouk ni gune sistem student bole plih sndiri sbjek per yg die nk ambk,plih dr and plih wktu yg kite nk utk kelas tu

ade pro and cons utk care ni

bestnyer sbb dpt pilih sndiri sbjek yg ktorng nk,plih dr and ttpkan wktu kelas

tp yg x ebstnyer,bole jd kter x dpt sbjek sbb syukbah da byk pnuh n ttup 

alhamdulillah,dr 5 sbjek yg aku nk,aku dpt 4 =)

mule2 tu aku tgk sume sbjek da ttup so biar je la dpt 4 sbjek pn

tp tbe2,trdgr org arab ckp ader sbjek dibkk blek

aku ngn pntsnyer check blik and alhamdulillah,mule2 tu tmbh 2 sbjek,then tolak balik and tmbh lak 2 sbjek yg lain,jd la sumenyer 6 sbjek

rsau gk sbb sume sbjek wajib

dr 6 sbjek tu,5 sbje eknmi,1 je sbjek agame

cuak gk,tkot taon dpn time thn 2 jdual sush lak

tp try je la,insyaALLAH kher :D

sdih bile dgr kwn2 yg x dpt sbjek

aku doakan yg trbaik utk korg sume

alhamdulillah,ktorng yg tsjil kt makmal di bngunn khawarizmi dpt 5 or 6 sbjek

thanks utk akk2 snior,kak syida n kak ainun yg da byk tlg smlm =)

kwn2 yg lain,try r tgk sume sbjek,mane taw tbe2 bukak

nk taw sbjek per aku dpt???jom2~~

1.Madkhol Ila Tasyri' مدخل الى التشريع

2.Mabadi Iqtisod Islami مبادئ الاقتصاد الاسلامى

3.Iqtisod Duali الاقتصاد الدولى

4. Mabadi Iqtisod Kulli مبادئ الاقتصاد كلى

5.Mabadi FI Muhasabah مبادئ فى التحاسبة

6.Mabadi Iqtisod Riyadi مبادئ في الاقتصاد الرياضى

wpun jadual mcm pack dan berat sbb habis kul 5 ptg,tp i'll try my best,insyaALLAH,moge dipermudahkan...

selamat tinggal utk kau,aku sudah x sabar nk brsama 'dia' yang bru :D

sudah lama aku bersamamu tp masa trasa bgaikan skejap berlalu

pejam celik,sudah setahun kita bersama

banyak kenangan yg kita bina bersama,pahit,manis,tawar,masam smuanya ada

stiap kali ku kenang,adakalanya ku ktawa sndiri,mnangis sndiri mcm org gila

aku paham,yang masa mncmburui kita,x ingin biar kita bersama lebih lama

detik yang berlalu,menandakan semakin singkat masa kita bersama

walaupun aku tahu kau mungkin cemburu,ttpi aku dlm diam,tidak sabar menantikan ketibaan 'dia'

kekasih hatiku yg baru

yg akan menemaniku slps ini

kepada kau,trima kasih krn stia brsamaku

wlaupun kau akan ku tinggalkan,kenangan bersamamu ttp kekal di ingatan

krn bersamamu,aku merasa pengalamn di tmpt baru,di negara orang

brsamamu aku mengenali orang baru

sungguh aku syg pdmu ttpi hatiku sudah terpaut pada 'dia'

aku x sbr mahu hidup bersama 'dia'

brsama harapan baru yg 'dia' bawa bersama

maafkan aku...

doakan aku...

selamat tinggal kepada kau:

2010

dan selamat datang kepada kau:

2011!!!!

boleh kita berkenalan????? :D

ps:haha,jgn trpedaya dgn ayt2 sblomnyer

hanya luahan hati tntg 2010 yg akan brlalu...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

exam lg!!!makcik,g study!!

salam...

tjuk entry khas utk diri sndiri yg mls nk mmpos study pdhl final da dkt,around da corner

mlm td mnghbeskan study tjuk hitob doman ngn teng aka fatin

3 jam utk study satu tjuk je,pergh!dugaan blaja dlm arab

kelas utk sem ni da abes

pasni da x jmpe dr ibrahim ubadah and dr mansur abu zinah lg

cdey lak!

suke sgt blaja ngn dua2 dr ni

rser brsyukur ngn sume ilmu yg aku dpt dr dorg

smoge ilmu tu diberkati =)

adk aku,hanis tnye knp cni byk sgt exam

aku pn xtaw

aku pn x suke asyk exam je

tp blaja kt cni,alhamdulillah,best :D

rbu ni tsjil madah,tkot!! @_@

akak snior ckp,mcm nk berperang

doakan aku dpt sbjek yg aku nk,insyaAllah...

gud luck utk aku yg nk exam

(^0^)

saje ltk gmbr2 mngarut kt bwh =p

wassalam...

 slh satu sbjek jamiah yg aku amk,Mabadi Masorif Islami

sory buku mcm belacan yg dibuat oleh Alia Sakinah

tu mknenyer rjin study

ceh,tipu je

 gmbr kt dpn mrkz lughoh

xde keje katekan

haha

gmbr low quality sbb gne kamera hp

2 megapixel je mmg r udoh gmbr

mls nk bwk kmera dgital

 gmbr poyo konon2 mcm dlm msim sjuk yg sjuk

pdhl x sjuk sgt pn

suam2 suku je

 gmbr ngn my rumete,cik ALIA SAKINAH AHMAD TERMIZI

poyo mcm sjuk pdhl x pown

haha

ala2 kt uk kan??kan???kan???

ps utk dri sndiri:g study r,jgn main computer mkcik!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rindu sangat pada kamu

 

yang bername snowbell

gmbr kuceng aku yg comel....

mcm mat saleh kan?mate biru :D

bell,rndunyer nk peluk and cium die~~

owh,tunggu bulan 6 taon dpn~~~~

aku adalah aku

salam...xtaw per mkne tjuk post di atas sbnrnye,tiada tujuan

2,3 hari lepas,sgt2 la sdih thp gaban mcm kmatian suami

sbbnyer,dr mansur da bg markah Ulum Quran

dan mrkh sgt x best =='

x tipu dan tiade unsur hiperbola di sini

ni sume trjd bkn sbb x study tp sbb tbe2 tr'blank' time exam

siyes,mmg x tipu

blank dlm erti kate sbnrnyer iaitu x dpt ingt paper pn

wpun kwn2 cbe tngkan,aku mcm nk ckp je,

'korg xde kt tmpt aku,klu korg jd cmtu,korg pn msti sdih kan??kan??'

aku rse brslh kt parents

rse mcm ank yg x bgus

parents ari2 doakan,aku lak bg mrkah x best dlm exam

after a while,da brtng

final da dkt,kne buat da best!

rndu kt family~~

ps:tbe2 rse xnk ambk soifi

nk blek msia lmer2 sket :D 

nk mntk dr mnsur markah lbih

doa2 dpt~

wassalam....

kuatkan semangat aku yg semakin rapuh ni...

semakin hari,semakin lemah semangat yg ada

hari2 diteruskan dengan berbekalkan semangat yg tipis

niat krn ALLAH dan ibu bapa yg mmberikan harapan

selain tu,xde...

KOSONG

sehinggakan sering tertanya2

'betul ke keputusan aku ni?'

i didnt do it for myself but for others and in the time of hardship like this,i dont know where to turn or lean on

ALLAH,helps me,gives me spirit to move on...

insyaALLAH

exam final yg x ku nanti!!!

salam...

update 2 kali sbb aku gedik dan xde keje
pdhl bak kate title,exam final da dkt,huhu..

aku rser msti rmai yg pelik,knp byk gilos or dlm arb nyer,kethir jiddan

kat sini,care pmblajaran exam oriented

exam ader 3 kali dlm 1 sem

1 sem plus minus bhgi drb tmbh tolak log sume lbih kurg 4 bulan

kt sini xde assignment yg brlmbk2 mcm kt msia *jeles ngn dak msia,x aci!nk assignment gk*

xde presentation *aku da la suke presentation*

and mrkah utk satu sem tu 90 peratus from exam...

bygkan,mrkh thunn mmg brgntung pd imtihan

mmg aku mcm 'BAPAK LA,SUSAH GAK CAMNIH" =='

aku da tgk jadual exam final kat SIS *laman web utk student yarmouk*

pas tgk je,aku trus jerit ala2 nk gile and sawan sikit,sebab....sebab....

sbjek mabadi masorif islami and ulum quran exam on the same day

and aku mcm,'giler kentang goreng garing jd batoto'

susah gileeerrrrrrrrrr bapak kot kalau final and then 2 sbjek lak dlm shari

and imtihan tu awal lak tu,3 dec

td skype ngn umi from umah akk senior

ala2 nk nges sbb rsau ngn keadaan exam tp alhadulillah,umi byk bg dorongan

umi ckp,'xpe,hanum boleh buatnye.ALLAH bg sume bnde tu ader hikmah die.umi doakan hanum hari2 taw'

so,have to try my best =D

ihsan dalam blajar

blajar mcm ALLAH nampak sgale usaha kite

insyaALLAH,smoge dipermudahkan...

bittaufiq wannajah utk sume yg nk final

ps:sory byk prkataan bpk,x sopan sgt

jangan kamu berkata kamu sudah beriman

sedangkan kamu tidak diuji

wassalam...

story di markaz lughoh,hormati la cikgu kite weyh

salam..

tajuk entry x bole blah,mcm mengarut pun ader tp xpe la

straight to the main point

mcm sume taw*pdhl xtaw*,1st sem kt yarmouk uni ni,aku ambk kls MARKAZ LUGHOH dulu

kelas ni khas utk org luar yg bkn arab yg nk blaja kt cni

bler mule2 smpai dlu,b4 bole tsjil madah*dftr subjek*,ktorng kne amk exam dlu

exam utk mnntukan thp kter kt mrkz lughoh tu

klu kter dpt thp mustawa robi ba,xyh g mrkz lughoh pn xpe,nk g pn bole

tp klu g,bole ambk 2 sbjek je kt jamiah*klu x g bole ambk min 4,max 6 sbjek*

alhamdulillah,biiznillah aku lps

tp aku buat kputusan nk ambk

skrg tnggl lg smnggu je mrkz lughoh

rser mcm cpt btul mase brlalu

tp aku x bper nkpuas ati ngn bbrape classmates aku,yg syabab shj yer

sbbnyer,nk taw knp???

dorg buat mrkz lughoh tu mcm bapak dorg pnyer

suke ati je nk dtg bler

klu x suke sbjek or dr tu,dorg x dtg

ok,aku akui dlu aku pn pnh nk kluar dr mrkz lughoh n at first rser mcm mnyesal join pn ader 

tp aku xdpt kuar sbb klu kuar kne byr yuran pnuh so aku buat kputusan stay je la

aku pn jahat dulu,kdg2 mls nk g kls tp aku da mnyesal

and skrg aku g je

except klu aku tbe2 ader exam aritu

mslhnyer,ader sorg mamat sengal ni,aku x taw la aper mslh die

die x kuar dr mrkz lughoh tp slalu x dtg

klu dtg pn,satu kelas je,istima pastu blah

smpaikan dr2 yg ajr ktorng pn da taw

aklu taw ader dr yg trase

smlm,mamat sengal ni dtg kls istima

dr ala perli die

ckp r,'awk  ni mcm bln purnama.dlm sbulan skali dua je sy nmpk muke awk'

psnn aku kt mamat sengal ni:

weyh,aku taw r ko pndai,FINE

tp per hak ko buat cmtu?dorg tu ttp ckgu ko k

klu kter skitkan ati ckgu kter,dosa kan?

ko ingt kuliah jamiaah je yg pnting?

klu ckgu mrkz lughoh ko x redha ngn ko,smer gk

so baik ko insaf cpt2

mntk maaf cpt2 ngn dktor2 mrkz lughoh

xtaw la nk ckp per

aku pn pnh jd ckgu

aku pnh trase ngn ank murid aku so aku taw cmner dr mrkz lughoh rser

aku pn byk slh ngn ckgu mrkz lughoh gk

smtimes x siapkan keje sume

asifah jiddan dktur~

the rest is story

wassalam

sory klu bhse agk kasar

mood yg kejap baik and kejap tak

salam...

stlh lmer x mngupdate,skrg bru smpt mngupdate,scare live dr rumah rahilmg

sblh kdai simsimah

2,3 arini,mule2 sedih...then...happy...then....sedih...then...happy

ala2 mood swing la

mcm buaian tu

knp tibe2 happy?

krn bru pas mkn halawiyat bername kinafah naimah???
haha,sdp weyh,skali mkn mmg x pasan kalau mak mentua lalu bak kate aku kpd alia sakinah

tidak2

ari khamis ni,exam ULUM QURAN!

tkot!!sbb x ready lg!argh!!!

*nk g study pasni*

wish me luck,supaye bittaufiq wannajah =)

skrg kt Jordan da winter,sjuk gler

Ajloun and Muktah da ader salji

jumaat ni plan nk g Ajloun main salji

best2 =D

skian shj update pndek dr aku,off to study~~

exam datang lagi!!!

salam..

aku mengupdate smbil mmbaca tjuk riba utk exam Mabadi Masorif Islami yg akan brlangsung scara langsung di Jamiah Yarmouk,8 Disember 2010 ni.same2 la kite nantikan

haha

xtaw knp,exam kali ni trase agk tnsion

mngkin krn x sure tjuk per yg msuk and tjuk yg msuk pn mcm lbih brt dr tjuk2 sblum ni

xpe2,dugaan mnjadikan kite kuat,insyaALLAH..

*kan da ckp xnk sdih2 or pkir negative kan??? ;) *

U CAN DO IT HANUM! HWAITING (^0^)

rsau sbb smlm mnghbiskan 3 jam mmbace tjuk mudharabah,musyarakah msih x sntuh,riba pn x hbis2

tkut!

doakan lah boleh buat yg trbaik utk exam kali ni dan akan dtg,amin....

gud luck gk utk sume kwn2 aku yg akan sme2 exam rabu ni,

Aliyah,Hasanah,Fatin dan Kak Zarryfah

insyaALLAH smoga smua dipermudahkan ALLAH,amin...

ps:byk brdoa dlm post kali ni sbb sgt cuak

tjuk imtihan thani utk Ulum Quran sgt byk! 

SUPER TAKUT!!!

say ALHAMDULILLAH and SMILE =D

salam...

brtmu lg dan hari ni aku xnk buat entry brbaur sedih or negative

hari ni,nk cuba brfikir and rasa lbih positive!

yeah!hwaiting!

sjak dtg Jordan ni,mmg byk btul dugaan and masalah yg dtg

lps satu,satu lg mslh

tp mybe silap aku gak.after every musibah and problems,aku sptutnyer muhasabah diri aku

ape yg kurg and ape silap yg aku buat kan

lg byk mslh,lg dekat kita dgn ALLAH,btul x?

so,pd hari yg mulia ni,aku just nk ajk kite sume rmai2,ckp ALHAMDULILLAH

a very simple word but can bring a lot of differences to your day

dgn ckp ALHAMDULILLAH,kita akan kenang ape nikmat yg ALLAH bg kt kita hari ni

dpt bgun tidur,brnafas and masih hdup pn satu nikmat

sume bende yg ade kt skeliling kita adalah nikmat

mmg,time sush kita x nmpk smua tu

kita x nmpk ape yg lbih sbb sbuk mnilai ape yg kurg

and dont forget to SMILE =D

snyum and sengih lebar mcm kerang busuk smpai org pn naik mnympah tgk korg

HAHA

bler kita snyum,sbnrnyer scara x lgsg,mood pn jd lain skit

tp snyum tu biarlah IKHLAS

x ikhlas,sush gk kan

sblum undur diri,just nk pesan kt smua org and diri aku sndiri;

APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE TODAY BECAUSE YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU WILL LOSE TOMORROW

AND SAY AGAIN,ALHAMDULILLAH...

SENYUM ITU SEDEKAH

ps: sush nk dpt pahala free,so,jom senyum =D

what is considered as a MUSLIMAH @ SOLEHAH

salam...

tgk gmbr2 kt ats ni,comel2 je sume

ni la yg org slalu gmbrkan sbg WANITA SOLEHAH @ MUSLIMAH

aku punya ilmu x la brlmbak2

dan entry aku ni hanya lah utk sharekan my feeling

smtimes,there are several of my friends who always judge someone else based on;

ehem,APPEARANCE

apparently,if you wear 'tudung labuh','purdah' and 'baju kurung' all the time

you'll be labeled as Muslimah or Solehah

so,actually,do you judge people based on their appearance or personality???

aku mmg x perfect,tu aku akui

i've so many flaws and imperfections that sometimes i ashamed to look at myself

sbbnye,byk sgt kkurngn aku

aku jauh sgt dr gelaran2 tu

Muslimah or Solehah

but i try to change so that i can be in that category

aku try change luar and dlm

appearance and personalituy

but people around me is so judgemental that it's hard for me to change

kdg2 aku trase gk bler yg buat aku down and lemah semangat nk brubah

adalah kwn aku sndiri

some of them look at me,and said something about my appearance,what i wear

just want to tell,whatever i'm wearing in Jordan

are 2 times better than what i'm wearing in Msia

and sometimes,ader stgh kwn aku

bler tgk org pkai tdung lbuh,purdah sume,dorg tu Solehah

aku x nafikan,some of them really good

but kter tgk luar je,tahu ke kter ape yg ader kt dlm??

TUDUNG x mlmbgkan akhlak seseorg

BAJU KURUNG and PURDAH pn sme

some of them,x jg akhlak swjrnyer dgn imej yg dorg bwk

sbg mnusia,spe la kter nk judge org lain?

DONT EVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER

of course la,klau org tu baik,msti pnmpilan die pn sme

tp pnmpilan baik x smstinye akhlak baik

sbb tu aku x brni brubh hundred percents

tkot x istiqamah sbb brsme imej tu,aku kne tnjukkan akhlak yg baik skali

so pade sape2 yg suke judge org,TOLONG la jgn buat cmtu

tp pndg dorg ngn HATI TERBUKA!

kalau korg da memang BAIK,MUSLIMAH and SOLEHAH,

keep it up :)

aku bangga sangat2 tgk org cmtu

sbb aku nk sgt2 jd cmtu

korg yg trgolong dlm golongan tu lak

jgn pinggirkan org cam aku

jgn pndg rndah tp sme2 la ajk ktorng ke arah yg sama

arah yg benar,YANG DIREDHAI ALLAH...

insyaALLAH...

ps: no hard feelings k?

ni luahan hati aku je

PEACE NO WAR ^__^

it's really easy to pretend

salam..

it's already 12am,it means that now is a new day already

have class tomorrow,Markaz Lughoh and i still didnt finish the homework

dont have mood to do so

*sory Dr Ruba*

my status on fb are making some of my friends eager,wants to know what problem i really have

but the problem is,i cant tell them

even talk about it make me felt like crying

so i do what i do best

i PRETEND to be HAPPY :)

pretending is easy because up until now,no one know what's going on inside my heart

sometimes i feel like my heart hurt so much it might explodes!

so many things happened around me and i didnt know which one is worse or better than the other

i dont know what make me stay strong

maybe DOA from my parents

and my thoughts that always think,ALLAH knows the best for us

so for now,when i'm still okay,still can pretend and somehow hope the pretend will become a reality,

i want to:

say thanks to ALLAH for giving me ALL the things i have today;a wonderful parents,wonderful friends,a good and happy life and for giving me another day to live,to breathe

say thanks to ALLAH,because i still have all the things that i love,all the things that i care

say thanks to ALLAH for EVERYTHING he gave me

even the good things and some hardness

because that is the things that make who am i right now

THANKS ALLAH

* i'm not pretending this time,it really came from my heart*