it's really easy to pretend

salam..

it's already 12am,it means that now is a new day already

have class tomorrow,Markaz Lughoh and i still didnt finish the homework

dont have mood to do so

*sory Dr Ruba*

my status on fb are making some of my friends eager,wants to know what problem i really have

but the problem is,i cant tell them

even talk about it make me felt like crying

so i do what i do best

i PRETEND to be HAPPY :)

pretending is easy because up until now,no one know what's going on inside my heart

sometimes i feel like my heart hurt so much it might explodes!

so many things happened around me and i didnt know which one is worse or better than the other

i dont know what make me stay strong

maybe DOA from my parents

and my thoughts that always think,ALLAH knows the best for us

so for now,when i'm still okay,still can pretend and somehow hope the pretend will become a reality,

i want to:

say thanks to ALLAH for giving me ALL the things i have today;a wonderful parents,wonderful friends,a good and happy life and for giving me another day to live,to breathe

say thanks to ALLAH,because i still have all the things that i love,all the things that i care

say thanks to ALLAH for EVERYTHING he gave me

even the good things and some hardness

because that is the things that make who am i right now

THANKS ALLAH

* i'm not pretending this time,it really came from my heart*