abah,umi,i'm sorry

salam...
this post was dedicated to both of my parents which i love the most in this whole world
these days,i'm making u guys worried so much,with all my dramas
i dont knew why i'm acting like that but i always felt guilty after doing it
truthly,it's not my intention to do something like that
I AM TRULY SORRY
i'm not a really good daughter but i'm grateful to ALLAH for giving me such a wonderful parents like umi and abah,i'm one of the luckiest person in the world
i want to make u guys proud of me too
even though i've always said bad things about my study,about how much i didnt like it,it's not true
it's just that,when i'm with umi and abah,i tend to be a little bit weak,even though NONE OF IT WERE TRUE

i dont care if other people say how childish i look because always said that i want to go home
but the most important thing,I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH,UMI AND ABAH :D

when i look back

salam...
i was reading my friend's blog and what she post make me realize about so many thing

MY OLD SELF

yes,there were times when i did so many things i'm not proud of,so many things

when i look back and think about it,i will feel "OMG,am i like that before??so jahiliyyah."

i felt so ashamed of myself,even now,there are so many things i'm not proud of myself

  

now,at Jordan,i wear tudung besar everyday,wear baju kurung everyday

but i'm worried,once i went back to Malaysia,what will happen? 0_o

will i go back to my old self?in Malaysia,i'm not like how i look now in Jordan

TOTALLY DIFFERENT!

i'm afraid of what will happen in the future T_T

dont know what else to write about.wassalam...

bila diri ini terjatuh

salam...sori sebab tajuk kedengaran mcm poyo dan bajet sikit,ala2 macam tjuk novel pun ada tp tu lah kebenarannya,aku x mnipu

sejak dua menjak ni,x dinafikan yg smngt dlm diri sdikit rapuh,x tahu knpa.dan akhirnya gugur juga mutiara pada satu pagi time bercakap dgn umi.haish,mcm kanak2 riang ria ribena je *bukan riang ria raya,raya lmbt lagi! *
tapi sbenarnya,bile dah puas mmbuang segala mutiara yg patut,rasa lega sikit,mcm dah kurg beban di dada.x dinafikan lah,dduk blajar di Jordan ni mmg mncbr,lagi2 utk org macam aku.x prnh brpisah dgn family,x prnh hidup sndiri.and kne blajar dkt Jordan yg guna Bahasa Arab 95 peratus sbgai bhasa perbualan!aku dah lah x mint ARAB!dulu kalau abah suruh prgi belajar negara Arab,mesti aku gelak2,ckp mustahil!aku yg byk kkurangan,x lyk ambil bhagian agama,tu lah yg ada jauh dlm sudut hati aku.rasa diri ni byk dosa,x lyk utk mmbimbing org lain

tetapi,sehebat-hebat perancangan kita,perancangan ALLAH lagi hebat!sape sngke,pergi Jordan pulak aku utk mlnjutkan pljrn,dlm bidg yg lain jgk la dr ape yg aku mint.mule2,hati ni mmbrontak.smpai skrg pun,adakalanya time sush,aku msih persoalkan kputusan aku bljr kt sini,biasalah manusia,time susah baru ingat ALLAH

rasa bersalah sbb aku slalu mrungut,mengatakan diri x mmpu,mnyesal je kerjanya dah smpai sini,pdhl x reti nk brsyukur
rmai org yg nk dtg cni x dpt peluang sama,rmai org x dpt smbung blaja sbb xde duit,aku lak sng2 je smbung blajar,free pulak tu.sometimes,mmg sush nk brsyukur,ckp sng nk buat tu susah

rasa byk sgt khilaf aku ni,dosa lg lah,jgn ckp,astaghfirullahalazim....
rasa bersalah buat umi and abah risau hari tu
rasa bersalah sbb asyk ckp mnyesal dan nk balik msia
rasa bersalah sbb slalu ckp xnk dduk cni lg
rasa bersalah sbb diri aku ni x hbis2 ulang mistake yg sama

please pray the best for me and insyaALLAH,because of ALLAH,i will try my best :)

wassalam...

bila kenangan itu ku jelajahi

salam...

tgk gmbr kt atas,dah boleh mengagak kot sedikit sebanyak ape yg nk ditulis

dah lebih 6 bulan menjejakkan kaki ke bumi Anbiya' Jordan ni,byk bnda aku dah lalui

dari seorang yg x matang macam kanak2 ribena yg x tahu nk goreng jemput2 sampai lah mnjadi org yg bole buat kari,tomyam dan masak utk 30 org!!haish,mantop! *jgn riak,dosa bsr!astaghfirullah halazim~ *

wlaupun mcm tu,stiap hari,rasa rindu pasti hadir dekat insan ni.wajibbul ghunnah!!!stiap kali rasa rindu tu mnjengah,mmg x tahu lah nk mention macam mana

tu lah insan nyer,umi ku!!!!!!!

stgh org pnggil MAK,IBU,MAMA,MUMMY tapi aku panggil UMI

insan ni,mmg aku syg lebih dari nyawa aku sndiri *hiperbola sungguh*

dulu time kanak2,kalau umi cakap pasal mati *cis,nympah ngn tajuk ni*, aku msti ckp, 'umi jgn mati dulu.biar hanum mati dulu xpe.hanum x snggup hidup kalau umi xde'. sgt kanak2 ayat time tu

tapi the truth is,mmg aku x boleh bygkan hidup tnpe umi

dulu duduk rumah dr kecik sampai umur 18.bile trpaksa brpisah jauh,mmg susah

tnpa malu dan segan,aku ngaku la.first two weeks kat Jordan mmg asyik nangis je,rindu kat family lg2 kat umi.tp x prnh mnangis stkt ni time call family.cntrol macho

alhamdulillah,aku brsyukur sbb UMI adalah ibu aku.x akan ada insan yg boleh ganti tmpt umi dalam hati aku *maybe suami lps dah kawen,haha* tapi umi ttp no 1.insan yg jg aku time aku sakit,yg picit kpale,ltk mnyak angin,teman aku prgi tnds mlm2 bute kalau aku sakit prut,ambik aku kt skola time aku trtnggl bas,msk bekal stiap hari dr aku tdika smpai hbis skola mnengah,sokong per je kputusan aku,x mrh pun time aku kluar MRSM,x tnjuk sdih dpn aku wpun ader probs bsr cmner pn,akan mntk tlg dr aku kt dpur klau dah pnt sgt,x prnh gnggu aku blajar,msk mknn fav aku,wish bday aku tiap tahun *xde org lain prnh buat bnde ni lg yer*, x mrh time imtihan Ulum Quran aku dpt sikit,risau and mrh giler klau aku balik lmbt bile kluar ngn kwn2 sbb umi risau *aku tahu sgt* and mcm2 lg la

mane muat aku nk tulis smua jasa dlm 19thn aku idop nih

 hanis,umi,aku!

raye thn lepas,huhu,RINDU!!!

to umi,sorry slalu buat umi risau,marah,frustrated with me

i'm not a good daughter,i knew but i try to get better

so u can be the most proudest person with me

i'm sorry i didnt say it much but i do,LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!

words cant describe it,and i knew u feel the same too :)

umi,thanks for everything!

=D

random thoughts

salam...

sejak akhir2 ni krn x brape sibuk and exam pun x start lg maka kerap lah jugak aku mengupdate dgn tajuk yg super boring ni,'random thoughts'

haha,random la sangat,so nk bace silekan,xnk sudah!

1. time akhir kelas Mathematics for Economics and Business, doctor tibe2 ckp nk buat exam lg 2 minggu!what the papaya!haih,yg doctor ajar pun aku x phm,nk buat exam lak T_T

2. aku x taw knpe tapi aku rase aku cpt lapar la skrg.mcm baru je mkn 15 mnit yg lalu tp tibe2 da lapar balik.padahal aku mkn bace bismillah...pelik....

3. aku trkejut time teman makcik dayah pergi beli weinak td,tibe2 ader org peluk aku dari belakang.

aku baru nk karate ke silat time tu,terkejut bapak tp rupe2 nye rahil.haish,buat trkejut mak je =P

4. aku asyk brsedih 2,3 menjak ni disbbkan 2,3 bnde yg x dpt dielakkan.jd aku ngn rahil buat la sesi berpelukan kt bwh trowong tu smbil aku cite sikit2 probs yg mlanda.lawak weyh,buat drama swasta lak kt ctu

5. masih knpius nk balik msia bper lme and nk gune pnrbangan per,ish,mls r pikir bnde2 cmni sbnrnyer tp kne pikir gk @_@

6. serius aku da xtaw nk tulis per.baik aku wassalam b4 trus mngarut =D

sometimes we have to let go

salam..

recently i realized,that sometimes we have to face a really hard choice

and sometimes we have to let go,even though we love that thing so much

the more we love it,the more it destroys us.it usually happened like that

and we were always given a choice,a very hard one to choose

lately,i've been faced with a choice and it really broke my heart to make a choice

but it have to be make for my own good so i decided to do it but i cant lie that i'm not feeling sad

because the choice that i make,even think about it make my heart hurt ='(

maybe this is the best thing to do =)

think positive!

LET GO....

TIME WILL HEAL EVERYTHING,INSYAALLAH

I'M STRONG AND I KNOW I CAN DO IT

DONT STAY SAD..

INSYAALLAH,BIIZNILLAH

THIS IS THE BEST CHOICE

words that really hurts my heart

salam...okay,i dont know why but i kept repeating my title using the word 'words'

haha,it seems like there are no other word existed,okay,another 'word' there.point taken

*that means your vocabulary is low,dush*

actually,this was supposed to be a kinda sad post but because of my ramblings up there,it turn out kinda funny??? 0_o 

lately,i really meant to write about this thing but didnt have the gut/time/heart to do so but i thing i need to write it up because sometimes it's driving me crazy

but i'm feeling guilty because it's like talking bad about your friend

okay,secret reveal,i'm going to talk about my friend

i do love this one particular friends,i REALLY REALLY DO LOVE HER *write in capital to make it sound more realistic*

it's just that....i dont like the way she talk to me.full stop

i dont like it because the way she talk sometimes really hurt my feeling.it didnt happened all the time,sometimes only but the sometimes things is hurting my feeling more and more from day to day

i'm not perfect so maybe i also hurt her feelings sometimes

but sometimes i realized that all people have also start realizing about it

and there is also a particular sentence that she said that really hurt my heart *and make me cry,more than once 0_o i know,i'm GEDIK*

and sometimes,she cut down when i said or dont want to accept my opinion or sometimes her sentences are belittling my ability or knowledge about something

and she makes me look like the bad person =_='

okay,i really am not a good person but sometimes the judging eyes of people hurt my feeling more

haish,people who knows me for long knew that i dont tell that person if she/he hurt my feeling

that is me.and i'm sensitive with word.u can hit me with your hand but if u hit me with your words,it will be harder to forget

hmmm....no matter what,i still love this particular friend,when she dont treat me like that

and i forgive all things she did that hurt my feeling.forgive and forget...

hah,after writing it down,i feel better.no hard feeling after all so after this,i wont think about this matter anymore.maybe just talk to my bestfriend to share about it but that's all,nothing else =D

nothing else to say,wassalam....

despicable me,urghh =_='

salam..

why the title is like that?it's because its true,i'm despicable and sometimes i even despise myself =='

wanna know why?it's because i keep on repeating the same old mistake

i'm feeling guilty to all people around me sometimes because all the sins that i've done

i really hope i would change for better

i dont want to continue being like this

sometimes,we dont even realize about the sins that we do because it was part of our routined life

bad right?sometimes,people around us all do it so we didnt realize that it was a sins

like our aurat,how we interact with the opposite gender,our attitude with parents,family and friends

i've done so many mistake and if only i could revert it all ='(

everyone do mistake but things became worse if we keep repeating it

sadly,i always do that

i pray that ALLAH will give me strength to change,to become a better person in everything that i do

insyaALLAH

another random thoughts

1. rasa marah mendadak tibe2 sbb rumete aku dpt prgi berjalan *padahal ke Irbid Mall je,whattheheck aku ni* and menyesal x ikut time dia ajak and sekarang tengah breakfast sambil tahan marah lagi and still rasa nak cakap,'what the heck,sabo la makcik'

2. baru lepas breakfast dengan Nesvita perasa coklat yang mak aku send aritu.nak cepat2 abiskan,xnk membazir

3. masih nak meneruskan study bab 1 utk subjek Madhol Ila Tasyri' yang asyik tertangguh,nampak sangat aku sangat pemalas T_T

4. masih risau dengan kawan2 dan kenalan dekat Mesir.risau keselamatan dorang,risau bile dorg dapat balik Jordan dan Malaysia.doa je lah carenye.RINDU korang sume sangat2!!!huhu...

5. asal bangunan baru kuliah iqtisod jauh sangat??asal x buat dekat Amman terus ke,lagi sonang idup den.haish.DONT LIKE betul lah

6. baru sedar umur aku dah 19 tahun 0_o aku dah tua yer semua orang!nenek aku dah ada 4 orang anak time ni ~_~

7. aku tibe2 terjumpa facebook abang angkat aku time form 2 dulu and dia kat Mesir sekarang.ahhh!! risau lg T_T

8. baik aku sambong study sekarang,lagi berfaedah.so bye~~

wassalam....

alhamdulillah,selamat pulang....

salam semua!

sebelum ni,aku ada tulis yg aku nk ke Mesir kan

alhamdulillah,aku selamat pulang pada pagi 29hb,flight Egypt Air yg telah didelayedkan dari pukul 11.15mlm 28hb ke 2.30pg 29hb Januari

and aku dan rakan2 batch trakhir yg dapat keluar dari Cairo,pulang ke Jordan

sedih mngenangkan nsib akak2 senior dan rakan2 Jordan yg masih ade kt sne,dan jg kwn2 dan shbt handai yg belajar di Mesir

risau dalam hati hanya ALLAH yg tahu

tapi aku x ptus2 brdoa utk shbt2 dan rakan2 yg brada di Mesir

percutian ke Mesir mmg mmbawa seribu erti

baru smpai Jordan pun aku dah trindu2 bumi Mesir

trnyata byk permata berharga di sne cuma yg ada di sane x dpt nmpk ape yg mreka ada

bg aku,Mesir x kalah kalau nk dibandingkan dgn negara2 Eropah

ok,mmg Mesir x semaju ngara Eropah

tp dr segi keindahan prmndangan,khazanah ilmu,asir yg best*jus*,buah-buahan yg segar n murah *x mcm Jordan*,bekalan air yg x putus * x mcm Jordan yg xde air*,makam2 ahlul bait dan para wali ALLAH,byk sgt permata di Jordan.

YA ALLAH,KAU LINDUNGI DAN PELIHARALAH BUMI MESIR,BERIKANLAH KEAMANAN KEMBALI KEPADA BUMI MESIR DAN KAU LINDUNGILAH KESELAMATAN SEMUA RAKYAT MALAYSIA DAN UMAT ISLAM DI MESIR,AMIN.....

ALLAH LEBIH MENGETAHUI APA YANG BAKAL TERJADI DI MASA HADAPAN.KITA HANYA MAMPU BERDOA...

bye2 jordan,say hello to mesir =D

salam...

this was actually should be a really short update

this night,i will go to amman and then go to the airport because i'm going on a holiday to MESIR a.k.a EGYPT!!!

yeah,i will be there for ten days so there will be no updates whatsoever

i hope i can enjoy myself there

i just checked my final exam's marks yesterday and it was not good T_T

i'm frustrated with myself but still,maybe this was the best from ALLAH

i'll enjoy myself at Mesir and really hope i can get many wonderful experiences from my trip =D

wish me the best guys!!

wassalam....

penat r camni

salam...

taw x aku penat ngn ape?penat nk jg hati org

but in the end,xde yg jg hati aku pun

i do appreciate my friends tp sometimes,they are just asking to much from me

and sometimes,aku rase brsalah sbb always buat kwn aku trasa

and aku x taw dorg trasa

and then aku rasa bersalah

and aku x suke

and then jd cmni

and aku rasa nk balik je malaysia

and just say bye2 je la kt korg

ps:this thing is making me homesick,AGAIN!!!

sory,this time byk prkataan 'and' dan 'rasa'

the ordinary me

salam....

the title....ermm,sometimes i dont know why,the title of my post are sort of the same.LAME ~_~

before this,there is post with title the unforgettable me etc etc

annoying la!why cant i came up with an interesting title like....ok,i dont know...if i know i wont came up with a LAME title,duh!

sorry,i think i keep babbling about myself non-stop and i dont know why.people will get boring

but still,this is my blog,the place for me to talk.why i choose that title????it's more because it's really who i am,without lying,i'm just ORDINARY.ordinary like the girl next door type

i'm not beautiful or clever.i dont have the angel-like solehah type of personality

my face is not fair clear skin type like snow white.i even have scars from pimples and acne

if u look at my face upclose,it was like the surface of moon,really,i'm not lying

pimples and acne really affect me alot,during high school and middle school because i've them for like FOREVER!it destroys my confidence.i always feel like i'm UGLY.i feel like people be friends with me because of pity.i never told anyone bout this but that's really how i feel.when i'm with my friends,i feel ashamed of myself,so many times even up until now.

i'm not skinny nor tall.i'm just 160cm in height and 5xkg in weight

my voice is not sweet,many people say bad things about my voice

like 'u're voice like a guy' or 'my ears feels hurt just by listening to your voice' and 'cant you keep your voice down?why are you always so noisy'

but the fact is,my voice is like that since i was born.not like i'm faking it.all the comments are hurtful and stayed with me until now.VOICE and ACNE are two things that i'm really sensitive about and can hurt me easily

people forget me easily because i'm really ordinary and boring.i'm not that cheerful and happy-go-lucky type of person.i take longer times to warm up to people and after peoples know me better,they are sometimes surprise with me because they expect me to be the nerdy,geeky,quiet type of person but really,big NO.i'm just SHY.that's all

other than that,people ALWAYS,i repeat,always JUDGE me before they even know me

like saying,i'm loud,lazy,dont cooperate and such when they dont even know me

i feel like smacking down all of them,huh!

so what if i'm NOT BEAUTIFUL,NOT CLEVER,NOT SKINNY,DONT HAVE SWEET VOICE,NOT A DAUGHTER TO SOMEONE RICH,DONT EVEN HAVE CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF???

it's people around me that make me like this

but thanks to ALLAH,there are still lots of people who accept me the way i am

my UMI,ABAH,SIBLINGS,KAKTI,HARIZ,HAFIY,HIDAYAH,IZZATI,HANI,RAHIL,SARAH,PAU,HALIMAH,

NABIHAH,ALIA,FATIN,MARDIANASYAKIRAH,ARIF,NASRULLAH,PIJAN and some other more.thanks so much! i really do LOVE you guys so much <3

pissed off =='

salam...

*ok,i still didnt forget to give my salam even though i'm totally pissed off right now*

sorry,i didnt mean to make a big fuse about what i'm feeling because it's not like anyone would care right but it's just that...i dont know.i have a really nagging pissed off feeling today,since afternoon.

ok,to be honest,i do know the reason why i'm feeling like this but cant write it down

many peoples have started reading my blog and some things are better left unsaid especially here*ahem*

i'm pissed off with so many things,like the fact that our hostel's internet is so damn slow*ok,sorry,bad word there* and urghh,i dont know,maybe everything in between

sorry,just this morning i post about being grateful and such and truth is,i really am GRATEFUL

it's just that,i'm a human,there are times when i'm angry,pissed off,bad mood etc etc...

but dont worry,i dont even show my mood in front of my friends.nobody know except me ;)

ok,feeling better now.writing our feeling is a very good theraphy :D

ps:maybe i will go to JUST tomorrow.but wanna ask more people to join me.Yarmouk's students to be precise.hmmm....wanna go or not???

good memoriessss...

salam...

ok guys,today,i've decided to update my blog in english.haha.why??hmmm...

i just want to improved my english communication and writing skills.it's been like FOREVER since the last time i use english =_=' but i dont have any choice because the language that we use in classes and lectures at yarmouk university are in Arabic and i feel like my English are starting to get a bit rusted lately...

*sory for any grammatical or spelling mistakes.like i've said before,i dont use English that much like before.urgh...sad =( *

ok,enough with the introduction or prologue up there.read the title for my entry this time.

GOOD MEMORIES

haha,sounds like good enough for me.it's just a random title.sometimes i dont know what title to use so i just put anything that come into my mind.as simple as that ^__^

i'm in holiday mood right now.just dozing off,online facebook,reading blogs,novels and wandering at streets are my job right now.and sometimes i spend times sleeping at my friends's hostel.most of us are living at different hostel.sometimes i missed my other friends sooo much and i spend a night at their place.you know,do some boring girly things like watching malay dramas together from youtube -done this with syahirah soaib,watching HANI*, go out at night to a shopping mall,playing games and shopping together =) *done these with nabilah,syahirah,mardiana,rahil,aqilah,radiah and etc* and then at night,sleeping together in one small bed and talking non-stop before sleep*done this with mardiana,have a really good time.we just talked and talked until both of us fall asleep.cute right???hehe*,then wandering around Irbid with Alia and Fatin,looking for text book for new sem.oh my god,i really love these peoples so much!they really make my day :D

it seems like i'm in a good mood right?not much actually but still,i'm happy enough ^^

i want to be more grateful with things i have and stop complaining about things i dont have

u'll feel better,really,just try it ok ~

i should stop now or i'll start my ramblings and babbles again,teehee

wassalam.....

posto posto,from malaysia with love =)

salam...pg tadi,seperti yg dibg tahu,aku pergi Barid ambk parcel yg my darling mummy hantar

bler smpai bilik je,mmg x sbr2,ambik2 gmbr and then tros koyak bngkusan tu

alhamdulillah,umi send kan 2 psg bju krung,shelai jubah and satu t-shirt labuh utk aku =)

umi send kan skali beg sandang F.Timber yg abah blanje hari tu

thanks so much umi!

love you soooo much!!

bile tgk bngkusan2 ni,tringt kt family

rindu sgt2 and banget2 kt family

td bru pas call umi,ckp ngn umi ngn abah

disbbkan before this lbih kurg 2 minggu x call,this time call duration mncecah stgh jam

habis weinak*ring ring card versi jordan*

nk buat cmner,nk skype x boleh sbb intrnet lmbab so call je lah sbg pngubat rindu

bile tgk brg2 nih,rase mcm my family ader dpn mate je

diam x diam,da nk dkt 4 bln brada kt jordan

cpt je mase brlalu,mule2 mmg sush,homesick bagai tp lame2,alhamdulillah,brtmbh mudah

 

parcel from msia!

 

 patung kuceng!haha,hadiah from my siblings to me

for my birthday in the late october :D

thanks guys

luv u guys ketat2

 

 comel x?mcm my cat,snowbell,rindu kt my kitty tu

huhu....

sekian shj khabar posto dr msia

sory pics kualiti hodoh

haha

wassalam.......

bile nk pergi menjelajah JUST??

salam...

hari ni dak2 just ader exam chemistry.sakan sahawneh rase mcm sgt sunyi~

dan intrnet trasa LAJU!haha....tu part yg best nyer :D

jap lg nk kluar dgn teng utk ambk parcel

sbnrnyer plan nk g jelajah JUST arini tp x jd

myb 13 hb ni so dak2 JUST,bentang la karpet merah utk mkcik ni =)

sgt tringin nk mnjelajah JUST sbb x pnh explore lg.prnh smpai kt pintu msok je =_='

tp xde org jmput prgi so trpkse la jmput diri sndiri

ok la,nk out dlu,hnye update pendek

nk g gosok tdung dan kluar.

da....~~~!!!

wassalam..

misi hari ini...

salam...

wah,makcik bername siti hanum ni da lame x hupdate blog

dasar pemalas sejati!!!padahal exam final da abes =B

hehe...tibe,2 trase brsalah pd mok pok*mak ayah* sbb dah lame gilos x call dorg

lg2 my dad,dah lbih 3 mnggu.ksian my dad

but i've been doing that sbb nk tnggu my dad call me dlu sbb mmg slalunyer i'm the one calling him

hmmm....dlu time kt INTEC pn sgt lah MALAS nk call parents ni.kt jordan pn still x brubah =_='

wpun dah dkt sminggu cuti,knp rase mcm buat bnde x brpekdah je????

b4 this gi tido kt asrama kwn,g umah akk snior yg baik dan comel,kak syida *wink* dan tnye die pasal sbjek,pnjam bku and tnye kt ner nk g beli buku tu sume

so hari ni,kite sume ader misi yg sgt pnting,

misi antara aku,ALIA SAKINAH dan FATIN SYAHIRAH

*drumrolls* iaitu utk beli buku2 utk sem 2!yeah!!

*haha,bkn paper yg excited pn.bkn mcm misi mencarik harta karun yg hilang pn*

so hari ni,akan menjadi sgt sibuk!!!!!sgt bz body,huahaha

smlm shari sntuk di amman.ader urusan sikit.sgt sjuk kt amman

ingtkan nk ade slji tp still,hampeh @_@

ok lah,x bole update pnjg2 sbb nk kuar

wish me luck,spaye dpt jmpe sume buku yg diidamkan =)

wassalam....

review 2010 -da sume org buat,nk buat gk! -

salam...

ni namenyer entry x brfaedah

dr hari ke hari entry blog aku smkin x bfaedah rsenyer

sory sgt,insyaALLAH lps ni aku akan cube buatkan entry yg lbih brfaedah utk dibace

sbnrnye da lame pn msuk thn 2011 dan sume org da buat menatang alah ni,so aku tbe2 ngn hormon kegedikan bru pas abes exam tbe2 rse nk join the grup :D

well,alhamdulillah,tahun 2010 da lps

byk yg happen thn 2010 ni

pahit dan manis sume ader

hmm...review spintas lalu:

awal thn mule2 rilek dok umah je

sbb x g plkn

sbuk carik keje,g klia sume ngn dayah my dear besties time akhir bln 1

tp x dpt keje paper pn *ceh*

awl thn ni byk rehat sbb aku sakit sikit,tp sakit per,RAHSIA

then,tibe2 dayah ajk g mengajar kt skola rendah agama ptg skali ngn die

disbbkan boring x buat paper,aku pn join la

best gk gi mengajar ni,alhamdulillah,byk sgt pngalaman aku dpt =)

rindu sgt kt my dear students~

dlm mse yg sme aku ambk lsen kete *pdhl smpai skrg x abes2*

after that,dpt rslt spm bln 3

x dpt straight A's but still,alhamdulillah...

akhir bln dua,g satu prsmbhn dak2 KMB buat

nmpk G.A.P 4 the first time and pnjglah story  hinggelah sblum fly

spnjg tmpoh tu sangat byk KECEWA dan menangis dan paper je la

nsib baik kwn baik,NOR IZZATI JAHINI byk jd tmn stia

tp da lps,biar lepas

'dia' xtaw so da lps kan

akhir bln 4 dpt pnggilan ke INTEC

masuk la INTEC

mule2 sgt blur,mcm x taw per.mule2 kt ctu,sgt sdih,sbb xde kwn satu skola ='(

rase sunyi,rndah diri pn ader

sbb org lain sume dr sbp la,smka la

aku je skola bese2,rslt bese2.rase sangat la RENDAH DIRI

tp tmpoh kt INTEC sangat BEST!kenal byk kwn baru,dpt pengalaman baru

brtrusan smpai la bln 8

then raye,then terbang ke Jordan 

time kt Jordan ni,mule2,ceh,lg la,mmg HOMESICK gile2!

rase nk balik Malaysia je.siyes,mmg aku x prnh brmmpi nk blaja cni pn

aku da la x suke BAHASA ARAB

tp ALLAH lbih tahu,insyaALLAH....

byk happen kt cni

yarmouk,markaz lughoh,g jln2,g shopping kt balad XD

and smpai la final sem 1

byk yg happen last year,happy things,sakit,heartbroken yg mlmpau,hbungan yg mkin erat ngn family and old friends,sakit hati ngn kwn2 baru*ceh lg*,pnglmn kt tmpt baru,knl org ngn lbih dekat.hmmm...

ader stgh bnde tu sgt mnyesal tp bnde2 tu gk la yg byk bg pengajaran agr aku blaja utk jd BETTER

azam aku,xnk pkir yg da lps dan prkare x bfaedah lg.yg lepas biarkan lepas....

the rest is history

and i want to rest :D 

wassalam...

merdeka sementara!alhamdulillah...

salam...

alhamdulillah,aku ngn sume2 mmbe2 stakat ni da abes exam final utk sem 1

fuhh,mcm x caye da lepas =)

arini exam mabadi masorif islami and ulum quran

mmg mndebarkan,sbb dua sbjek dlm shari.klau dlm bhse melayu or english,mmg senang gilos la

tp sbb dlm arabic,mcm nk pecah kepale =='

1st,exam mabadi masorif.agak sush brbnding biase.sdih sbb tibe2 teng tnye pasal satu soalan ni

yg da mmg sah2 aku slh.waaa!!!!!rugi 3 or 4 mrkah

mls nk pkir

exam ulum quran,alhamdulillah...

bese r,ade je yg x dpt jwb

tp x struk dulu2.pas exam,tros balik,singgah beli mknn,nk beli brg dpur tp kpale skit,x larat

satu bnde yg aku pasan time exam final ni,kenapa org arab suke MENIRU???

GERAM AKU!!!

elok2 time exam dua2 sbjek tu la org yg dduk ngn aku ader mniru

aku xtaw nk ckp or tego cmner

sakit jiwa aku tgk

sbb dua kali jd bnde yg sme

x sbr nk holiday,g MESIR!!

ade yg blik msia

sangat jeles!

mlm td,mimpi KMB or Kolej MARA Banting

tmpt tnggal aku yg trchenta

mmpi balik....pasal G.A.P

*zati phm kan???*

x suke tp bnde da lps,x prlu dikenang lg...

xtaw nk mmbebel per lg

wassalam....

 

ini namenyer adk2,org xde keje yer

kt dpn kuliah hijawi

ni bkn my faculty

ni utk dak2 engineering and swktu dgnnyer

gaye over excited sbb winter

*pdhl bkn sjuk sgt pn,slji xde cume kuar asap time ckp*

kbtulan xde org,take a chance la kan??

;)