words that really hurts my heart

salam...okay,i dont know why but i kept repeating my title using the word 'words'

haha,it seems like there are no other word existed,okay,another 'word' there.point taken

*that means your vocabulary is low,dush*

actually,this was supposed to be a kinda sad post but because of my ramblings up there,it turn out kinda funny??? 0_o 

lately,i really meant to write about this thing but didnt have the gut/time/heart to do so but i thing i need to write it up because sometimes it's driving me crazy

but i'm feeling guilty because it's like talking bad about your friend

okay,secret reveal,i'm going to talk about my friend

i do love this one particular friends,i REALLY REALLY DO LOVE HER *write in capital to make it sound more realistic*

it's just that....i dont like the way she talk to me.full stop

i dont like it because the way she talk sometimes really hurt my feeling.it didnt happened all the time,sometimes only but the sometimes things is hurting my feeling more and more from day to day

i'm not perfect so maybe i also hurt her feelings sometimes

but sometimes i realized that all people have also start realizing about it

and there is also a particular sentence that she said that really hurt my heart *and make me cry,more than once 0_o i know,i'm GEDIK*

and sometimes,she cut down when i said or dont want to accept my opinion or sometimes her sentences are belittling my ability or knowledge about something

and she makes me look like the bad person =_='

okay,i really am not a good person but sometimes the judging eyes of people hurt my feeling more

haish,people who knows me for long knew that i dont tell that person if she/he hurt my feeling

that is me.and i'm sensitive with word.u can hit me with your hand but if u hit me with your words,it will be harder to forget

hmmm....no matter what,i still love this particular friend,when she dont treat me like that

and i forgive all things she did that hurt my feeling.forgive and forget...

hah,after writing it down,i feel better.no hard feeling after all so after this,i wont think about this matter anymore.maybe just talk to my bestfriend to share about it but that's all,nothing else =D

nothing else to say,wassalam....