Tolong Ingatkan Saya

 Picture credit to a very nice friend from Korea,syukran :)

May u have a nice bulatan gembira there!

Saya adalah seorang hamba.Dan pada waktu yang sama saya adalah seorang manusia.
Sebagai seorang manusia,saya rasa saya dah banyak tersasar daripada tanggungjawab saya sebagai hamba,hamba bukan kepada sebarangan mahkluk tetapi hamba kepada ALLAH.

Sebagai hamba,mestilah saya kena patuh kepada segala perintah dan larangan tuan saya.
Tuan saya dah jaga saya dengan baik,bagi saya keluarga,rakan-rakan,makanan dan minuman,pakaian,tempat tinggal,pendidikan dan semua benda yang saya ada sekarang ni.Tuan saya adalah tuan paling baik.Dia sangat sayangkan saya.Kalau dia tak sayangkan saya,mestilah dia akan tarik semua benda tu kan?

Tapi kenapa,saya sebagai hamba,tak melaksanakan tanggungjawab saya sepenuhnya sebagai hamba?Saya sayang tuan saya,lebih dari segala-galanya.Tapi saya masih buat tuan saya murka.Saya takut sangat kalau-kalau satu hari nanti tuan saya dah tak ambil peduli dengan saya,terus tinggalkan saya selama-lamanya.Saya takut sangat kalau tuan saya sangat marah dengan saya dan tak nak ampunkan kesalahan saya.

Saya dah banyak buat silap,bukan dengan tuan saya,ALLAH sahaja tapi dengan orang lain sekeliling saya.Tuan saya ciptakan saya,dia mintak saya buat dua benda je,jadi khalifah dan beribadah kepada dia.Tapi kenapa dua benda yang simple tu pun susah saya nak tunaikan?Sedangkan bila saya mintak macam-macam daripada tuan saya,dia bagi je.Saya yang malu dengan tuan saya tu.

Hamba lain yang bergelar manusia,tolong ingatkan saya.Bila saya terlalai dan terleka dari tanggungjawab saya sebagai hamba.Kita semua hamba kan.Saya nak kita semua sama-sama ke syurgaNya,saya takut ke neraka.Saya tak nak jadi umat yang tuan saya tak sayang lagi,umat yang dibenci.Saya sering terlupa dengan tanggungjawab,terlupa untuk bersyukur.Jadi tolong ingatkan saya.Tarik saya bersama anda ke arah kebaikan.Takkan nak masuk syurga sorang-sorang?Semoga kita semua beramai-ramai,berpegangan tangan menuju syurgaNya.

ALLAH maha mengetahui.Saya harap DIA tahu,saya sedang berusaha,berusaha laksanakan tanggungjawab saya sebagai hamba,sebaiknya..

Time...

A precious thing that we always take for granted..
Time,a thing that will never return back.
There were some moment,that I would like to rewind and do it back.
But then I realised, by changing it, I'm changing ME,who I am today.
I'm not hundred percent proud of it.I'm far frim perfect.
But I do knew how to appreciate.
I want to appreciate more.Lova more,forgive more,accept less and give more to others ^__^

Life is DIFFERENT...depends on the way you look at it.

Lets Learn How To Be Grateful

Assalamualaikum...
Alhamdulillah,now we have already passed half phase of Ramadhan.
After a bit while at Malaysia *precisely almost three months* I can say that I've learnt several things, things that I always take for granted before.

I always look at others and compared myself to them.For example,I look at A and think,'wow,she's so lucky!She's rich,beautiful and clever too!She wears better clothes than me,use more up-to-date handphone than what I'm currently using and she clearly has many friends and well-liked by others compared to me.Easy say,she's famous while me being the usual me,is usually shy,quiet and seems arrogant to others.She's beautiful unlike me who have acne and have sawo matang skin'

So yeah,when I compared myself to such person,I will feel like I'm such a loser.I feel like life is sometimes unfair to someone like me.How come there is person who have EVERYTHING and someone like me who doesn't have much?

But actually,after a while and after spending a lot of times with my family,I feel completely hundred percents GRATEFUL!Why shouldn't I be?I have a wonderful parents,who accept me the way I am and never judge me and always support me.I have fantastic siblings.And even though I dont have that many friends because I'm not popular,what I have is more than enough.At least,I have a true friend.So what if I'm not rich?I'm not poor either.I get new clothes for Raya.I can afford to buy new shoes,bags and essentials.Who cares if my handphone is not the latest model?At least I have one that can function properly.

If you want to be grateful ,you really need to STOP COMPARING yourself with other people who have more than what you have.You need to compare with people who have less.Only then you will realise how lucky you are to have all that you've already have.Sometimes,you took all of these for granted and only realize it only after you'd lose it.

That doesnt meant that you should stop trying to improve yourself.It's okay if you want to get a good job with good salary if that means that you want to change your life to a better one.Bt you need to appreciate what you have now because that are actually the 'things' that made who you are right now.

Huh,such a long writing.I need to take a breath.I just want to share this,hoping that it will open our eyes :)

Ramadhan kareem and wassalam...

a simple way to make a better day is by saying

THANK YOU

to everyone you meet today,especially your friends and family

exam dah start,semangat baru!!

salam...
dah lama x update rasanyer,disebabkan oleh kesibukan dgn exam yg brlmbak2
next week ada exam utk 3 sbjek 0_o
wish me luck ^__^
sgt risau dan skrg masih x start study,hampeh ~_~
tp xpe,insyaALLAH start jap lag,ni skrg nk mlepas tnsion dan penat exam International Trade or dalam Arabic,Iqtisod Dauli.mmg sangat mencabar sbjek ni tp alhamdulillah,ok kot time imtihan tu
aim aku,dis sem nk try dptkan 85 ke ats utk stiap sbjek,insyaALLAH :D
ok lah,malas nk tulis pnjg2,many things await for me to do
take care and good luck to everyone yg ada exam ^^
bittaufiq wannajah~~

wassalam...

abah,umi,i'm sorry

salam...
this post was dedicated to both of my parents which i love the most in this whole world
these days,i'm making u guys worried so much,with all my dramas
i dont knew why i'm acting like that but i always felt guilty after doing it
truthly,it's not my intention to do something like that
I AM TRULY SORRY
i'm not a really good daughter but i'm grateful to ALLAH for giving me such a wonderful parents like umi and abah,i'm one of the luckiest person in the world
i want to make u guys proud of me too
even though i've always said bad things about my study,about how much i didnt like it,it's not true
it's just that,when i'm with umi and abah,i tend to be a little bit weak,even though NONE OF IT WERE TRUE

i dont care if other people say how childish i look because always said that i want to go home
but the most important thing,I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH,UMI AND ABAH :D

bila diri ini terjatuh

salam...sori sebab tajuk kedengaran mcm poyo dan bajet sikit,ala2 macam tjuk novel pun ada tp tu lah kebenarannya,aku x mnipu

sejak dua menjak ni,x dinafikan yg smngt dlm diri sdikit rapuh,x tahu knpa.dan akhirnya gugur juga mutiara pada satu pagi time bercakap dgn umi.haish,mcm kanak2 riang ria ribena je *bukan riang ria raya,raya lmbt lagi! *
tapi sbenarnya,bile dah puas mmbuang segala mutiara yg patut,rasa lega sikit,mcm dah kurg beban di dada.x dinafikan lah,dduk blajar di Jordan ni mmg mncbr,lagi2 utk org macam aku.x prnh brpisah dgn family,x prnh hidup sndiri.and kne blajar dkt Jordan yg guna Bahasa Arab 95 peratus sbgai bhasa perbualan!aku dah lah x mint ARAB!dulu kalau abah suruh prgi belajar negara Arab,mesti aku gelak2,ckp mustahil!aku yg byk kkurangan,x lyk ambil bhagian agama,tu lah yg ada jauh dlm sudut hati aku.rasa diri ni byk dosa,x lyk utk mmbimbing org lain

tetapi,sehebat-hebat perancangan kita,perancangan ALLAH lagi hebat!sape sngke,pergi Jordan pulak aku utk mlnjutkan pljrn,dlm bidg yg lain jgk la dr ape yg aku mint.mule2,hati ni mmbrontak.smpai skrg pun,adakalanya time sush,aku msih persoalkan kputusan aku bljr kt sini,biasalah manusia,time susah baru ingat ALLAH

rasa bersalah sbb aku slalu mrungut,mengatakan diri x mmpu,mnyesal je kerjanya dah smpai sini,pdhl x reti nk brsyukur
rmai org yg nk dtg cni x dpt peluang sama,rmai org x dpt smbung blaja sbb xde duit,aku lak sng2 je smbung blajar,free pulak tu.sometimes,mmg sush nk brsyukur,ckp sng nk buat tu susah

rasa byk sgt khilaf aku ni,dosa lg lah,jgn ckp,astaghfirullahalazim....
rasa bersalah buat umi and abah risau hari tu
rasa bersalah sbb asyk ckp mnyesal dan nk balik msia
rasa bersalah sbb slalu ckp xnk dduk cni lg
rasa bersalah sbb diri aku ni x hbis2 ulang mistake yg sama

please pray the best for me and insyaALLAH,because of ALLAH,i will try my best :)

wassalam...

bila kenangan itu ku jelajahi

salam...

tgk gmbr kt atas,dah boleh mengagak kot sedikit sebanyak ape yg nk ditulis

dah lebih 6 bulan menjejakkan kaki ke bumi Anbiya' Jordan ni,byk bnda aku dah lalui

dari seorang yg x matang macam kanak2 ribena yg x tahu nk goreng jemput2 sampai lah mnjadi org yg bole buat kari,tomyam dan masak utk 30 org!!haish,mantop! *jgn riak,dosa bsr!astaghfirullah halazim~ *

wlaupun mcm tu,stiap hari,rasa rindu pasti hadir dekat insan ni.wajibbul ghunnah!!!stiap kali rasa rindu tu mnjengah,mmg x tahu lah nk mention macam mana

tu lah insan nyer,umi ku!!!!!!!

stgh org pnggil MAK,IBU,MAMA,MUMMY tapi aku panggil UMI

insan ni,mmg aku syg lebih dari nyawa aku sndiri *hiperbola sungguh*

dulu time kanak2,kalau umi cakap pasal mati *cis,nympah ngn tajuk ni*, aku msti ckp, 'umi jgn mati dulu.biar hanum mati dulu xpe.hanum x snggup hidup kalau umi xde'. sgt kanak2 ayat time tu

tapi the truth is,mmg aku x boleh bygkan hidup tnpe umi

dulu duduk rumah dr kecik sampai umur 18.bile trpaksa brpisah jauh,mmg susah

tnpa malu dan segan,aku ngaku la.first two weeks kat Jordan mmg asyik nangis je,rindu kat family lg2 kat umi.tp x prnh mnangis stkt ni time call family.cntrol macho

alhamdulillah,aku brsyukur sbb UMI adalah ibu aku.x akan ada insan yg boleh ganti tmpt umi dalam hati aku *maybe suami lps dah kawen,haha* tapi umi ttp no 1.insan yg jg aku time aku sakit,yg picit kpale,ltk mnyak angin,teman aku prgi tnds mlm2 bute kalau aku sakit prut,ambik aku kt skola time aku trtnggl bas,msk bekal stiap hari dr aku tdika smpai hbis skola mnengah,sokong per je kputusan aku,x mrh pun time aku kluar MRSM,x tnjuk sdih dpn aku wpun ader probs bsr cmner pn,akan mntk tlg dr aku kt dpur klau dah pnt sgt,x prnh gnggu aku blajar,msk mknn fav aku,wish bday aku tiap tahun *xde org lain prnh buat bnde ni lg yer*, x mrh time imtihan Ulum Quran aku dpt sikit,risau and mrh giler klau aku balik lmbt bile kluar ngn kwn2 sbb umi risau *aku tahu sgt* and mcm2 lg la

mane muat aku nk tulis smua jasa dlm 19thn aku idop nih

 hanis,umi,aku!

raye thn lepas,huhu,RINDU!!!

to umi,sorry slalu buat umi risau,marah,frustrated with me

i'm not a good daughter,i knew but i try to get better

so u can be the most proudest person with me

i'm sorry i didnt say it much but i do,LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!

words cant describe it,and i knew u feel the same too :)

umi,thanks for everything!

=D

random thoughts

salam...

sejak akhir2 ni krn x brape sibuk and exam pun x start lg maka kerap lah jugak aku mengupdate dgn tajuk yg super boring ni,'random thoughts'

haha,random la sangat,so nk bace silekan,xnk sudah!

1. time akhir kelas Mathematics for Economics and Business, doctor tibe2 ckp nk buat exam lg 2 minggu!what the papaya!haih,yg doctor ajar pun aku x phm,nk buat exam lak T_T

2. aku x taw knpe tapi aku rase aku cpt lapar la skrg.mcm baru je mkn 15 mnit yg lalu tp tibe2 da lapar balik.padahal aku mkn bace bismillah...pelik....

3. aku trkejut time teman makcik dayah pergi beli weinak td,tibe2 ader org peluk aku dari belakang.

aku baru nk karate ke silat time tu,terkejut bapak tp rupe2 nye rahil.haish,buat trkejut mak je =P

4. aku asyk brsedih 2,3 menjak ni disbbkan 2,3 bnde yg x dpt dielakkan.jd aku ngn rahil buat la sesi berpelukan kt bwh trowong tu smbil aku cite sikit2 probs yg mlanda.lawak weyh,buat drama swasta lak kt ctu

5. masih knpius nk balik msia bper lme and nk gune pnrbangan per,ish,mls r pikir bnde2 cmni sbnrnyer tp kne pikir gk @_@

6. serius aku da xtaw nk tulis per.baik aku wassalam b4 trus mngarut =D

salam maulidur rasul

salam...

alhamdulillah,dapat lagi kita bangun dan menghirup udara hari ini

tetapi trnyata ramai antara kita terlupa dgn satu nikmat ni,nikmat dapat bangun tidur.bkn nikmat tidur je yg kita patut hargai tapi nikmat dapat bangun dan diberi peluang oleh ALLAH utk menikmati satu lg hari atas muka bumi ni pun sepatutnya kita hargai

*ceh,padahal aku pun jrg hargai,xpe2,muhasabah diri =) *

hari ni tepat 12 Rabiulawal,satu tarikh hijriah yg wajib semua umat Islam ingat

kalau x ingat,x tahu nk cakap apa sebab hari ni lah,kita semua dapat menikmati nikmat Islam,berada di bawah satu lembayung rahmat dan nikmat agama yg benar,alhamdulillah...

tu lah tarikh kelahiran kekasih ALLAH,Rasulullah...

hari di mana penuh rahmat dan nikmat

adakalanya bila teringat sejarah perjuangan Rasulullah,terasa diri aku ni kerdil sangat

Rasulullah yg x prnh brputus asa dlm menyampaikan dakwah walau menghadapi banyak dugaan dan cabaran,tentangan,ancaman bunuh dan sbgnya

tetapi aku ni,baru ada cabaran dlm pelajaran sikit,cabaran dalam hidup sikit dah rasa nk brputus asa

nk give up,down,sedih,menangis dan semua yg sewaktu dengannya

jadi bersmpena hari yg AGAK SUPER SPECIAL mulia ni,aku nk ajak diri aku dan semua orang utk muhasabah balik diri kita

kita ckp kita CINTA,SAYANG dan RINDU pada Rasulullah tp kita ikut ke sunnah dan semua ajaran Rasulullah?? aku pun sama lah,pndai ckp tp x pndai buat =__='

tp dah name kita pun manusia,perlu sntiasa diberi peringatan

so,aku harap lepas ni,kita semua lebih rajin muhasabah diri

bandingkan kehidupan kita dengan Rasulullah,insyaALLAH...

wassalam....

sometimes we have to let go

salam..

recently i realized,that sometimes we have to face a really hard choice

and sometimes we have to let go,even though we love that thing so much

the more we love it,the more it destroys us.it usually happened like that

and we were always given a choice,a very hard one to choose

lately,i've been faced with a choice and it really broke my heart to make a choice

but it have to be make for my own good so i decided to do it but i cant lie that i'm not feeling sad

because the choice that i make,even think about it make my heart hurt ='(

maybe this is the best thing to do =)

think positive!

LET GO....

TIME WILL HEAL EVERYTHING,INSYAALLAH

I'M STRONG AND I KNOW I CAN DO IT

DONT STAY SAD..

INSYAALLAH,BIIZNILLAH

THIS IS THE BEST CHOICE

words that really hurts my heart

salam...okay,i dont know why but i kept repeating my title using the word 'words'

haha,it seems like there are no other word existed,okay,another 'word' there.point taken

*that means your vocabulary is low,dush*

actually,this was supposed to be a kinda sad post but because of my ramblings up there,it turn out kinda funny??? 0_o 

lately,i really meant to write about this thing but didnt have the gut/time/heart to do so but i thing i need to write it up because sometimes it's driving me crazy

but i'm feeling guilty because it's like talking bad about your friend

okay,secret reveal,i'm going to talk about my friend

i do love this one particular friends,i REALLY REALLY DO LOVE HER *write in capital to make it sound more realistic*

it's just that....i dont like the way she talk to me.full stop

i dont like it because the way she talk sometimes really hurt my feeling.it didnt happened all the time,sometimes only but the sometimes things is hurting my feeling more and more from day to day

i'm not perfect so maybe i also hurt her feelings sometimes

but sometimes i realized that all people have also start realizing about it

and there is also a particular sentence that she said that really hurt my heart *and make me cry,more than once 0_o i know,i'm GEDIK*

and sometimes,she cut down when i said or dont want to accept my opinion or sometimes her sentences are belittling my ability or knowledge about something

and she makes me look like the bad person =_='

okay,i really am not a good person but sometimes the judging eyes of people hurt my feeling more

haish,people who knows me for long knew that i dont tell that person if she/he hurt my feeling

that is me.and i'm sensitive with word.u can hit me with your hand but if u hit me with your words,it will be harder to forget

hmmm....no matter what,i still love this particular friend,when she dont treat me like that

and i forgive all things she did that hurt my feeling.forgive and forget...

hah,after writing it down,i feel better.no hard feeling after all so after this,i wont think about this matter anymore.maybe just talk to my bestfriend to share about it but that's all,nothing else =D

nothing else to say,wassalam....

words dont come out but the heart does feel...

salam...
the second week of second sem has passed by,okay so far
so far so good,yeah,kinda but urghh,i dont like the fact that there is new building for Economic Faculty,so far away and on Monday and Wednesday,i have a class at Syariah Faculty straight after class at the so-called new Economic building
so after my Mathematical Economics class,i run like crazy to my next class and i arrived at the next class looking like crazy people *haha,my opinion only,other people dont even realize*

lately,i dont know why but my spirit is kinda down
i meant,i was always,i repeat,ALWAYS thinking about going back to Malaysia and just continue my study there.heh,silly thinking right?i was skyping*oho,skyping,new English term 0_o * with my mum and was telling her, 'i wanna go back,i dont like it here.if only i know,i would just continue my study in Malaysia* and my mum just keep silent and try to lift my spirit
i think i was being like GEDIK, i dont meant a thing that i said
i like Jordan,i do LIKE it.maybe because i'm not feeling well,and when u are far away from family,u are feeling like that
i'm afraid i'm making my mum worry with my constant whining =__='

yeah,on the outside,i seem strong but there is so many days and time when i feel like just giving up
stop doing what i'm doing now
sometimes i feel like screaming but in the end,i still move on
because i have faith,i have ISLAM,i have ALLAH and i have all people that love me by my side,always supporting me,alhamdulillah...

so,till we meet again!
wassalam....

random thoughts

random thoughts that passed my mind just now;

1. i love stalking other peoples blog.i mean,really really LOVE!reading and stalking without them knowing,that's heaven

2. i'm so sad with what happening in MESIR right now because many of my friends still there,still not going back to Jordan and some of my friends who study there still in danger

3.more sad because cannot contact my dear old friend.ALIFAH LIYANA who is studying at Mansoura,she's private student.i'm damn worried now =='

4. happy for a while because i'm able to contact my dear friend and roomate at INTEC,Halimah Khair.she is studying at Tanta,dentistry.but then feeling like worried to death after listening to their condition and state right now

5.i'm irritated at first when i learnt that there is new building for Economy subjects and faculty.and not to mention it was really-really far

6. want to drop subject but didnt know which one

bye2 jordan,say hello to mesir =D

salam...

this was actually should be a really short update

this night,i will go to amman and then go to the airport because i'm going on a holiday to MESIR a.k.a EGYPT!!!

yeah,i will be there for ten days so there will be no updates whatsoever

i hope i can enjoy myself there

i just checked my final exam's marks yesterday and it was not good T_T

i'm frustrated with myself but still,maybe this was the best from ALLAH

i'll enjoy myself at Mesir and really hope i can get many wonderful experiences from my trip =D

wish me the best guys!!

wassalam....

the ordinary me

salam....

the title....ermm,sometimes i dont know why,the title of my post are sort of the same.LAME ~_~

before this,there is post with title the unforgettable me etc etc

annoying la!why cant i came up with an interesting title like....ok,i dont know...if i know i wont came up with a LAME title,duh!

sorry,i think i keep babbling about myself non-stop and i dont know why.people will get boring

but still,this is my blog,the place for me to talk.why i choose that title????it's more because it's really who i am,without lying,i'm just ORDINARY.ordinary like the girl next door type

i'm not beautiful or clever.i dont have the angel-like solehah type of personality

my face is not fair clear skin type like snow white.i even have scars from pimples and acne

if u look at my face upclose,it was like the surface of moon,really,i'm not lying

pimples and acne really affect me alot,during high school and middle school because i've them for like FOREVER!it destroys my confidence.i always feel like i'm UGLY.i feel like people be friends with me because of pity.i never told anyone bout this but that's really how i feel.when i'm with my friends,i feel ashamed of myself,so many times even up until now.

i'm not skinny nor tall.i'm just 160cm in height and 5xkg in weight

my voice is not sweet,many people say bad things about my voice

like 'u're voice like a guy' or 'my ears feels hurt just by listening to your voice' and 'cant you keep your voice down?why are you always so noisy'

but the fact is,my voice is like that since i was born.not like i'm faking it.all the comments are hurtful and stayed with me until now.VOICE and ACNE are two things that i'm really sensitive about and can hurt me easily

people forget me easily because i'm really ordinary and boring.i'm not that cheerful and happy-go-lucky type of person.i take longer times to warm up to people and after peoples know me better,they are sometimes surprise with me because they expect me to be the nerdy,geeky,quiet type of person but really,big NO.i'm just SHY.that's all

other than that,people ALWAYS,i repeat,always JUDGE me before they even know me

like saying,i'm loud,lazy,dont cooperate and such when they dont even know me

i feel like smacking down all of them,huh!

so what if i'm NOT BEAUTIFUL,NOT CLEVER,NOT SKINNY,DONT HAVE SWEET VOICE,NOT A DAUGHTER TO SOMEONE RICH,DONT EVEN HAVE CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF???

it's people around me that make me like this

but thanks to ALLAH,there are still lots of people who accept me the way i am

my UMI,ABAH,SIBLINGS,KAKTI,HARIZ,HAFIY,HIDAYAH,IZZATI,HANI,RAHIL,SARAH,PAU,HALIMAH,

NABIHAH,ALIA,FATIN,MARDIANASYAKIRAH,ARIF,NASRULLAH,PIJAN and some other more.thanks so much! i really do LOVE you guys so much <3

good memoriessss...

salam...

ok guys,today,i've decided to update my blog in english.haha.why??hmmm...

i just want to improved my english communication and writing skills.it's been like FOREVER since the last time i use english =_=' but i dont have any choice because the language that we use in classes and lectures at yarmouk university are in Arabic and i feel like my English are starting to get a bit rusted lately...

*sory for any grammatical or spelling mistakes.like i've said before,i dont use English that much like before.urgh...sad =( *

ok,enough with the introduction or prologue up there.read the title for my entry this time.

GOOD MEMORIES

haha,sounds like good enough for me.it's just a random title.sometimes i dont know what title to use so i just put anything that come into my mind.as simple as that ^__^

i'm in holiday mood right now.just dozing off,online facebook,reading blogs,novels and wandering at streets are my job right now.and sometimes i spend times sleeping at my friends's hostel.most of us are living at different hostel.sometimes i missed my other friends sooo much and i spend a night at their place.you know,do some boring girly things like watching malay dramas together from youtube -done this with syahirah soaib,watching HANI*, go out at night to a shopping mall,playing games and shopping together =) *done these with nabilah,syahirah,mardiana,rahil,aqilah,radiah and etc* and then at night,sleeping together in one small bed and talking non-stop before sleep*done this with mardiana,have a really good time.we just talked and talked until both of us fall asleep.cute right???hehe*,then wandering around Irbid with Alia and Fatin,looking for text book for new sem.oh my god,i really love these peoples so much!they really make my day :D

it seems like i'm in a good mood right?not much actually but still,i'm happy enough ^^

i want to be more grateful with things i have and stop complaining about things i dont have

u'll feel better,really,just try it ok ~

i should stop now or i'll start my ramblings and babbles again,teehee

wassalam.....

posto posto,from malaysia with love =)

salam...pg tadi,seperti yg dibg tahu,aku pergi Barid ambk parcel yg my darling mummy hantar

bler smpai bilik je,mmg x sbr2,ambik2 gmbr and then tros koyak bngkusan tu

alhamdulillah,umi send kan 2 psg bju krung,shelai jubah and satu t-shirt labuh utk aku =)

umi send kan skali beg sandang F.Timber yg abah blanje hari tu

thanks so much umi!

love you soooo much!!

bile tgk bngkusan2 ni,tringt kt family

rindu sgt2 and banget2 kt family

td bru pas call umi,ckp ngn umi ngn abah

disbbkan before this lbih kurg 2 minggu x call,this time call duration mncecah stgh jam

habis weinak*ring ring card versi jordan*

nk buat cmner,nk skype x boleh sbb intrnet lmbab so call je lah sbg pngubat rindu

bile tgk brg2 nih,rase mcm my family ader dpn mate je

diam x diam,da nk dkt 4 bln brada kt jordan

cpt je mase brlalu,mule2 mmg sush,homesick bagai tp lame2,alhamdulillah,brtmbh mudah

 

parcel from msia!

 

 patung kuceng!haha,hadiah from my siblings to me

for my birthday in the late october :D

thanks guys

luv u guys ketat2

 

 comel x?mcm my cat,snowbell,rindu kt my kitty tu

huhu....

sekian shj khabar posto dr msia

sory pics kualiti hodoh

haha

wassalam.......

merdeka sementara!alhamdulillah...

salam...

alhamdulillah,aku ngn sume2 mmbe2 stakat ni da abes exam final utk sem 1

fuhh,mcm x caye da lepas =)

arini exam mabadi masorif islami and ulum quran

mmg mndebarkan,sbb dua sbjek dlm shari.klau dlm bhse melayu or english,mmg senang gilos la

tp sbb dlm arabic,mcm nk pecah kepale =='

1st,exam mabadi masorif.agak sush brbnding biase.sdih sbb tibe2 teng tnye pasal satu soalan ni

yg da mmg sah2 aku slh.waaa!!!!!rugi 3 or 4 mrkah

mls nk pkir

exam ulum quran,alhamdulillah...

bese r,ade je yg x dpt jwb

tp x struk dulu2.pas exam,tros balik,singgah beli mknn,nk beli brg dpur tp kpale skit,x larat

satu bnde yg aku pasan time exam final ni,kenapa org arab suke MENIRU???

GERAM AKU!!!

elok2 time exam dua2 sbjek tu la org yg dduk ngn aku ader mniru

aku xtaw nk ckp or tego cmner

sakit jiwa aku tgk

sbb dua kali jd bnde yg sme

x sbr nk holiday,g MESIR!!

ade yg blik msia

sangat jeles!

mlm td,mimpi KMB or Kolej MARA Banting

tmpt tnggal aku yg trchenta

mmpi balik....pasal G.A.P

*zati phm kan???*

x suke tp bnde da lps,x prlu dikenang lg...

xtaw nk mmbebel per lg

wassalam....

 

ini namenyer adk2,org xde keje yer

kt dpn kuliah hijawi

ni bkn my faculty

ni utk dak2 engineering and swktu dgnnyer

gaye over excited sbb winter

*pdhl bkn sjuk sgt pn,slji xde cume kuar asap time ckp*

kbtulan xde org,take a chance la kan??

;)

saya sayang mereka dan rindu mereka sgt2!!

salam..

wpun bru je post td,tp aku x kesah,nk post gk lg

ni kan blog aku,so suke ati dan jantung aku la kan?? ;)

smlm,smbil pgang handphone,tgk gmbr abah

waaaa.....RINDU!!!!!!

kalau umi,lg la jgn ckp,RINDU GLER2!!!!!

perasaan RINDU ni,klau nk xpress ngn kate2 pn,mmg sush,x trungkap

RINDU kt WAJAH,SUARE, and sume bnde pasal org yg kter rindu

RINDU gk kt hanis,ahmad,syukur,mak,tok mek,tok ayh,dayah,zati,hani,kirah,nas,arep,adk ezma and sume org la

ish,x suke la feeling2 ni

aku kan perkasa

 family yg aku chentai <3 gmbr time raye aritu,huhu

 adk bdek yg dichentai,rindu nk gado ngn adk2,mane lak adk bngsu aku,mnghilang dr gmbo nih

 brgambr ngn abah,abah,hanum RINDU!!!!rindu nk abah marah hanum bile hanum malas or rse nk giveup,huhu...

the only man that i LOVE so much,because he is THE ONE who always support me,no matter what happen,always PRAY for my success,GIVE me LOVE and MONEY,hehe,without asking for anything back,ACCEPT me FULLY for the way i am.

mane lg nk crik cmni??hanya ABAH sorg je ^__^

hehe...post ni lbih kpd rase RINDU kt family and ABAH

to UMI and ABAH,please know that i LOVE YOU GUYS WITH ALL MY HEART