bila diri ini terjatuh

salam...sori sebab tajuk kedengaran mcm poyo dan bajet sikit,ala2 macam tjuk novel pun ada tp tu lah kebenarannya,aku x mnipu

sejak dua menjak ni,x dinafikan yg smngt dlm diri sdikit rapuh,x tahu knpa.dan akhirnya gugur juga mutiara pada satu pagi time bercakap dgn umi.haish,mcm kanak2 riang ria ribena je *bukan riang ria raya,raya lmbt lagi! *
tapi sbenarnya,bile dah puas mmbuang segala mutiara yg patut,rasa lega sikit,mcm dah kurg beban di dada.x dinafikan lah,dduk blajar di Jordan ni mmg mncbr,lagi2 utk org macam aku.x prnh brpisah dgn family,x prnh hidup sndiri.and kne blajar dkt Jordan yg guna Bahasa Arab 95 peratus sbgai bhasa perbualan!aku dah lah x mint ARAB!dulu kalau abah suruh prgi belajar negara Arab,mesti aku gelak2,ckp mustahil!aku yg byk kkurangan,x lyk ambil bhagian agama,tu lah yg ada jauh dlm sudut hati aku.rasa diri ni byk dosa,x lyk utk mmbimbing org lain

tetapi,sehebat-hebat perancangan kita,perancangan ALLAH lagi hebat!sape sngke,pergi Jordan pulak aku utk mlnjutkan pljrn,dlm bidg yg lain jgk la dr ape yg aku mint.mule2,hati ni mmbrontak.smpai skrg pun,adakalanya time sush,aku msih persoalkan kputusan aku bljr kt sini,biasalah manusia,time susah baru ingat ALLAH

rasa bersalah sbb aku slalu mrungut,mengatakan diri x mmpu,mnyesal je kerjanya dah smpai sini,pdhl x reti nk brsyukur
rmai org yg nk dtg cni x dpt peluang sama,rmai org x dpt smbung blaja sbb xde duit,aku lak sng2 je smbung blajar,free pulak tu.sometimes,mmg sush nk brsyukur,ckp sng nk buat tu susah

rasa byk sgt khilaf aku ni,dosa lg lah,jgn ckp,astaghfirullahalazim....
rasa bersalah buat umi and abah risau hari tu
rasa bersalah sbb asyk ckp mnyesal dan nk balik msia
rasa bersalah sbb slalu ckp xnk dduk cni lg
rasa bersalah sbb diri aku ni x hbis2 ulang mistake yg sama

please pray the best for me and insyaALLAH,because of ALLAH,i will try my best :)

wassalam...

bila kenangan itu ku jelajahi

salam...

tgk gmbr kt atas,dah boleh mengagak kot sedikit sebanyak ape yg nk ditulis

dah lebih 6 bulan menjejakkan kaki ke bumi Anbiya' Jordan ni,byk bnda aku dah lalui

dari seorang yg x matang macam kanak2 ribena yg x tahu nk goreng jemput2 sampai lah mnjadi org yg bole buat kari,tomyam dan masak utk 30 org!!haish,mantop! *jgn riak,dosa bsr!astaghfirullah halazim~ *

wlaupun mcm tu,stiap hari,rasa rindu pasti hadir dekat insan ni.wajibbul ghunnah!!!stiap kali rasa rindu tu mnjengah,mmg x tahu lah nk mention macam mana

tu lah insan nyer,umi ku!!!!!!!

stgh org pnggil MAK,IBU,MAMA,MUMMY tapi aku panggil UMI

insan ni,mmg aku syg lebih dari nyawa aku sndiri *hiperbola sungguh*

dulu time kanak2,kalau umi cakap pasal mati *cis,nympah ngn tajuk ni*, aku msti ckp, 'umi jgn mati dulu.biar hanum mati dulu xpe.hanum x snggup hidup kalau umi xde'. sgt kanak2 ayat time tu

tapi the truth is,mmg aku x boleh bygkan hidup tnpe umi

dulu duduk rumah dr kecik sampai umur 18.bile trpaksa brpisah jauh,mmg susah

tnpa malu dan segan,aku ngaku la.first two weeks kat Jordan mmg asyik nangis je,rindu kat family lg2 kat umi.tp x prnh mnangis stkt ni time call family.cntrol macho

alhamdulillah,aku brsyukur sbb UMI adalah ibu aku.x akan ada insan yg boleh ganti tmpt umi dalam hati aku *maybe suami lps dah kawen,haha* tapi umi ttp no 1.insan yg jg aku time aku sakit,yg picit kpale,ltk mnyak angin,teman aku prgi tnds mlm2 bute kalau aku sakit prut,ambik aku kt skola time aku trtnggl bas,msk bekal stiap hari dr aku tdika smpai hbis skola mnengah,sokong per je kputusan aku,x mrh pun time aku kluar MRSM,x tnjuk sdih dpn aku wpun ader probs bsr cmner pn,akan mntk tlg dr aku kt dpur klau dah pnt sgt,x prnh gnggu aku blajar,msk mknn fav aku,wish bday aku tiap tahun *xde org lain prnh buat bnde ni lg yer*, x mrh time imtihan Ulum Quran aku dpt sikit,risau and mrh giler klau aku balik lmbt bile kluar ngn kwn2 sbb umi risau *aku tahu sgt* and mcm2 lg la

mane muat aku nk tulis smua jasa dlm 19thn aku idop nih

 hanis,umi,aku!

raye thn lepas,huhu,RINDU!!!

to umi,sorry slalu buat umi risau,marah,frustrated with me

i'm not a good daughter,i knew but i try to get better

so u can be the most proudest person with me

i'm sorry i didnt say it much but i do,LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!

words cant describe it,and i knew u feel the same too :)

umi,thanks for everything!

=D

random thoughts

salam...

sejak akhir2 ni krn x brape sibuk and exam pun x start lg maka kerap lah jugak aku mengupdate dgn tajuk yg super boring ni,'random thoughts'

haha,random la sangat,so nk bace silekan,xnk sudah!

1. time akhir kelas Mathematics for Economics and Business, doctor tibe2 ckp nk buat exam lg 2 minggu!what the papaya!haih,yg doctor ajar pun aku x phm,nk buat exam lak T_T

2. aku x taw knpe tapi aku rase aku cpt lapar la skrg.mcm baru je mkn 15 mnit yg lalu tp tibe2 da lapar balik.padahal aku mkn bace bismillah...pelik....

3. aku trkejut time teman makcik dayah pergi beli weinak td,tibe2 ader org peluk aku dari belakang.

aku baru nk karate ke silat time tu,terkejut bapak tp rupe2 nye rahil.haish,buat trkejut mak je =P

4. aku asyk brsedih 2,3 menjak ni disbbkan 2,3 bnde yg x dpt dielakkan.jd aku ngn rahil buat la sesi berpelukan kt bwh trowong tu smbil aku cite sikit2 probs yg mlanda.lawak weyh,buat drama swasta lak kt ctu

5. masih knpius nk balik msia bper lme and nk gune pnrbangan per,ish,mls r pikir bnde2 cmni sbnrnyer tp kne pikir gk @_@

6. serius aku da xtaw nk tulis per.baik aku wassalam b4 trus mngarut =D

salam maulidur rasul

salam...

alhamdulillah,dapat lagi kita bangun dan menghirup udara hari ini

tetapi trnyata ramai antara kita terlupa dgn satu nikmat ni,nikmat dapat bangun tidur.bkn nikmat tidur je yg kita patut hargai tapi nikmat dapat bangun dan diberi peluang oleh ALLAH utk menikmati satu lg hari atas muka bumi ni pun sepatutnya kita hargai

*ceh,padahal aku pun jrg hargai,xpe2,muhasabah diri =) *

hari ni tepat 12 Rabiulawal,satu tarikh hijriah yg wajib semua umat Islam ingat

kalau x ingat,x tahu nk cakap apa sebab hari ni lah,kita semua dapat menikmati nikmat Islam,berada di bawah satu lembayung rahmat dan nikmat agama yg benar,alhamdulillah...

tu lah tarikh kelahiran kekasih ALLAH,Rasulullah...

hari di mana penuh rahmat dan nikmat

adakalanya bila teringat sejarah perjuangan Rasulullah,terasa diri aku ni kerdil sangat

Rasulullah yg x prnh brputus asa dlm menyampaikan dakwah walau menghadapi banyak dugaan dan cabaran,tentangan,ancaman bunuh dan sbgnya

tetapi aku ni,baru ada cabaran dlm pelajaran sikit,cabaran dalam hidup sikit dah rasa nk brputus asa

nk give up,down,sedih,menangis dan semua yg sewaktu dengannya

jadi bersmpena hari yg AGAK SUPER SPECIAL mulia ni,aku nk ajak diri aku dan semua orang utk muhasabah balik diri kita

kita ckp kita CINTA,SAYANG dan RINDU pada Rasulullah tp kita ikut ke sunnah dan semua ajaran Rasulullah?? aku pun sama lah,pndai ckp tp x pndai buat =__='

tp dah name kita pun manusia,perlu sntiasa diberi peringatan

so,aku harap lepas ni,kita semua lebih rajin muhasabah diri

bandingkan kehidupan kita dengan Rasulullah,insyaALLAH...

wassalam....

sometimes we have to let go

salam..

recently i realized,that sometimes we have to face a really hard choice

and sometimes we have to let go,even though we love that thing so much

the more we love it,the more it destroys us.it usually happened like that

and we were always given a choice,a very hard one to choose

lately,i've been faced with a choice and it really broke my heart to make a choice

but it have to be make for my own good so i decided to do it but i cant lie that i'm not feeling sad

because the choice that i make,even think about it make my heart hurt ='(

maybe this is the best thing to do =)

think positive!

LET GO....

TIME WILL HEAL EVERYTHING,INSYAALLAH

I'M STRONG AND I KNOW I CAN DO IT

DONT STAY SAD..

INSYAALLAH,BIIZNILLAH

THIS IS THE BEST CHOICE

words dont come out but the heart does feel...

salam...
the second week of second sem has passed by,okay so far
so far so good,yeah,kinda but urghh,i dont like the fact that there is new building for Economic Faculty,so far away and on Monday and Wednesday,i have a class at Syariah Faculty straight after class at the so-called new Economic building
so after my Mathematical Economics class,i run like crazy to my next class and i arrived at the next class looking like crazy people *haha,my opinion only,other people dont even realize*

lately,i dont know why but my spirit is kinda down
i meant,i was always,i repeat,ALWAYS thinking about going back to Malaysia and just continue my study there.heh,silly thinking right?i was skyping*oho,skyping,new English term 0_o * with my mum and was telling her, 'i wanna go back,i dont like it here.if only i know,i would just continue my study in Malaysia* and my mum just keep silent and try to lift my spirit
i think i was being like GEDIK, i dont meant a thing that i said
i like Jordan,i do LIKE it.maybe because i'm not feeling well,and when u are far away from family,u are feeling like that
i'm afraid i'm making my mum worry with my constant whining =__='

yeah,on the outside,i seem strong but there is so many days and time when i feel like just giving up
stop doing what i'm doing now
sometimes i feel like screaming but in the end,i still move on
because i have faith,i have ISLAM,i have ALLAH and i have all people that love me by my side,always supporting me,alhamdulillah...

so,till we meet again!
wassalam....

random thoughts

random thoughts that passed my mind just now;

1. i love stalking other peoples blog.i mean,really really LOVE!reading and stalking without them knowing,that's heaven

2. i'm so sad with what happening in MESIR right now because many of my friends still there,still not going back to Jordan and some of my friends who study there still in danger

3.more sad because cannot contact my dear old friend.ALIFAH LIYANA who is studying at Mansoura,she's private student.i'm damn worried now =='

4. happy for a while because i'm able to contact my dear friend and roomate at INTEC,Halimah Khair.she is studying at Tanta,dentistry.but then feeling like worried to death after listening to their condition and state right now

5.i'm irritated at first when i learnt that there is new building for Economy subjects and faculty.and not to mention it was really-really far

6. want to drop subject but didnt know which one

alhamdulillah,selamat pulang....

salam semua!

sebelum ni,aku ada tulis yg aku nk ke Mesir kan

alhamdulillah,aku selamat pulang pada pagi 29hb,flight Egypt Air yg telah didelayedkan dari pukul 11.15mlm 28hb ke 2.30pg 29hb Januari

and aku dan rakan2 batch trakhir yg dapat keluar dari Cairo,pulang ke Jordan

sedih mngenangkan nsib akak2 senior dan rakan2 Jordan yg masih ade kt sne,dan jg kwn2 dan shbt handai yg belajar di Mesir

risau dalam hati hanya ALLAH yg tahu

tapi aku x ptus2 brdoa utk shbt2 dan rakan2 yg brada di Mesir

percutian ke Mesir mmg mmbawa seribu erti

baru smpai Jordan pun aku dah trindu2 bumi Mesir

trnyata byk permata berharga di sne cuma yg ada di sane x dpt nmpk ape yg mreka ada

bg aku,Mesir x kalah kalau nk dibandingkan dgn negara2 Eropah

ok,mmg Mesir x semaju ngara Eropah

tp dr segi keindahan prmndangan,khazanah ilmu,asir yg best*jus*,buah-buahan yg segar n murah *x mcm Jordan*,bekalan air yg x putus * x mcm Jordan yg xde air*,makam2 ahlul bait dan para wali ALLAH,byk sgt permata di Jordan.

YA ALLAH,KAU LINDUNGI DAN PELIHARALAH BUMI MESIR,BERIKANLAH KEAMANAN KEMBALI KEPADA BUMI MESIR DAN KAU LINDUNGILAH KESELAMATAN SEMUA RAKYAT MALAYSIA DAN UMAT ISLAM DI MESIR,AMIN.....

ALLAH LEBIH MENGETAHUI APA YANG BAKAL TERJADI DI MASA HADAPAN.KITA HANYA MAMPU BERDOA...

bye2 jordan,say hello to mesir =D

salam...

this was actually should be a really short update

this night,i will go to amman and then go to the airport because i'm going on a holiday to MESIR a.k.a EGYPT!!!

yeah,i will be there for ten days so there will be no updates whatsoever

i hope i can enjoy myself there

i just checked my final exam's marks yesterday and it was not good T_T

i'm frustrated with myself but still,maybe this was the best from ALLAH

i'll enjoy myself at Mesir and really hope i can get many wonderful experiences from my trip =D

wish me the best guys!!

wassalam....

pissed off =='

salam...

*ok,i still didnt forget to give my salam even though i'm totally pissed off right now*

sorry,i didnt mean to make a big fuse about what i'm feeling because it's not like anyone would care right but it's just that...i dont know.i have a really nagging pissed off feeling today,since afternoon.

ok,to be honest,i do know the reason why i'm feeling like this but cant write it down

many peoples have started reading my blog and some things are better left unsaid especially here*ahem*

i'm pissed off with so many things,like the fact that our hostel's internet is so damn slow*ok,sorry,bad word there* and urghh,i dont know,maybe everything in between

sorry,just this morning i post about being grateful and such and truth is,i really am GRATEFUL

it's just that,i'm a human,there are times when i'm angry,pissed off,bad mood etc etc...

but dont worry,i dont even show my mood in front of my friends.nobody know except me ;)

ok,feeling better now.writing our feeling is a very good theraphy :D

ps:maybe i will go to JUST tomorrow.but wanna ask more people to join me.Yarmouk's students to be precise.hmmm....wanna go or not???

good memoriessss...

salam...

ok guys,today,i've decided to update my blog in english.haha.why??hmmm...

i just want to improved my english communication and writing skills.it's been like FOREVER since the last time i use english =_=' but i dont have any choice because the language that we use in classes and lectures at yarmouk university are in Arabic and i feel like my English are starting to get a bit rusted lately...

*sory for any grammatical or spelling mistakes.like i've said before,i dont use English that much like before.urgh...sad =( *

ok,enough with the introduction or prologue up there.read the title for my entry this time.

GOOD MEMORIES

haha,sounds like good enough for me.it's just a random title.sometimes i dont know what title to use so i just put anything that come into my mind.as simple as that ^__^

i'm in holiday mood right now.just dozing off,online facebook,reading blogs,novels and wandering at streets are my job right now.and sometimes i spend times sleeping at my friends's hostel.most of us are living at different hostel.sometimes i missed my other friends sooo much and i spend a night at their place.you know,do some boring girly things like watching malay dramas together from youtube -done this with syahirah soaib,watching HANI*, go out at night to a shopping mall,playing games and shopping together =) *done these with nabilah,syahirah,mardiana,rahil,aqilah,radiah and etc* and then at night,sleeping together in one small bed and talking non-stop before sleep*done this with mardiana,have a really good time.we just talked and talked until both of us fall asleep.cute right???hehe*,then wandering around Irbid with Alia and Fatin,looking for text book for new sem.oh my god,i really love these peoples so much!they really make my day :D

it seems like i'm in a good mood right?not much actually but still,i'm happy enough ^^

i want to be more grateful with things i have and stop complaining about things i dont have

u'll feel better,really,just try it ok ~

i should stop now or i'll start my ramblings and babbles again,teehee

wassalam.....

posto posto,from malaysia with love =)

salam...pg tadi,seperti yg dibg tahu,aku pergi Barid ambk parcel yg my darling mummy hantar

bler smpai bilik je,mmg x sbr2,ambik2 gmbr and then tros koyak bngkusan tu

alhamdulillah,umi send kan 2 psg bju krung,shelai jubah and satu t-shirt labuh utk aku =)

umi send kan skali beg sandang F.Timber yg abah blanje hari tu

thanks so much umi!

love you soooo much!!

bile tgk bngkusan2 ni,tringt kt family

rindu sgt2 and banget2 kt family

td bru pas call umi,ckp ngn umi ngn abah

disbbkan before this lbih kurg 2 minggu x call,this time call duration mncecah stgh jam

habis weinak*ring ring card versi jordan*

nk buat cmner,nk skype x boleh sbb intrnet lmbab so call je lah sbg pngubat rindu

bile tgk brg2 nih,rase mcm my family ader dpn mate je

diam x diam,da nk dkt 4 bln brada kt jordan

cpt je mase brlalu,mule2 mmg sush,homesick bagai tp lame2,alhamdulillah,brtmbh mudah

 

parcel from msia!

 

 patung kuceng!haha,hadiah from my siblings to me

for my birthday in the late october :D

thanks guys

luv u guys ketat2

 

 comel x?mcm my cat,snowbell,rindu kt my kitty tu

huhu....

sekian shj khabar posto dr msia

sory pics kualiti hodoh

haha

wassalam.......

bile nk pergi menjelajah JUST??

salam...

hari ni dak2 just ader exam chemistry.sakan sahawneh rase mcm sgt sunyi~

dan intrnet trasa LAJU!haha....tu part yg best nyer :D

jap lg nk kluar dgn teng utk ambk parcel

sbnrnyer plan nk g jelajah JUST arini tp x jd

myb 13 hb ni so dak2 JUST,bentang la karpet merah utk mkcik ni =)

sgt tringin nk mnjelajah JUST sbb x pnh explore lg.prnh smpai kt pintu msok je =_='

tp xde org jmput prgi so trpkse la jmput diri sndiri

ok la,nk out dlu,hnye update pendek

nk g gosok tdung dan kluar.

da....~~~!!!

wassalam..

misi menjadi so what??? MESIR???

salam...

alhamdulillah,misi hari ni berjalan lancar dengan izinNYA *cewahhh,ayat skema tuh*

misi hari ni,iaitu utk mncari bku teks utk sem 2 kat UNIVERSITY YARMOUK ku yg trchenta lg gagah perkasa mnjd kenyataan

tinggal 2 je lagi bku yg x ditemui.alhamdulillah,urusan mnjadi mudah ngn bntuan akk2 snior yg baik2 dan comel2 ;)

after that,teman kan dua org kwn yg sntiase mnjadi peneman aku,alia and teng utk bukak akaun kt Standard Chartered Bank.disbbkan dorg da ader Iqomah *kad pengenalan Jordan* maka dorg boleh la buat akaun bank dan aku msih x boleh @_@

pastu ingt nk pergi ambik parcel yg diantr oleh my darling umi from Msia tp Barid*pjbt pos* nyer bhagian utk ambk parcel da ttup lak,bkk smpai kul 2ptg je *dasar ARAB!mmg pemalas!*

so aku pn ala2 mengamuk jap,lepas perasaan jap sbb rosak plan,x pasal2 esk kne g balad lg utk ambk brg

sabor yer akk or makcik pemalas =)

2,3 arinih sgt best,sbuk mnstalker blog org lain,hobby trhebat sjk akhir2 ni,hehe...

smpt tgk 2,3 belog yg sgt famos amos,hot dan mletup *iyer la kot* sbb follower brbelas ribu

haha,mantop!blog aku ni aku sje buat spaye org x boleh follow

lntak aku la,spaya korg rjinkan jari korg type address blog makcik pemalas nih "D

sgt best da dpt bku teks! ^0^

tp cuak tgk bku2 sbjek sem 2 ni.nmpk agk sush gk la 0_o

kne mmg try my best la

insyaALLAH...

ok,sory post ni sgt x brmanfaat sbb hanye crite pasal aktiviti sharian aku je

owh yer,18hb ni akan mmbawa diri ku yg dah mkin berat sbb asyk mkan syawarma,zinger and batoto

brsame 2 org pneman and bodyguard yg stia,alia and teng

x sbr nk mnjlajah satu lg bumi brsejarah

moga ALLAH mmprmudahkan perjlnn kitorng dan menjaga kslmtn kitorng sume

amin.....

ps:dak2 JUST ader exam chemistry esk*duh,takot aku,wpun aku x exam*

gud luck sume kwn2,gud luck kpd anda,anda,anda dan 'anda' ;)

bittaufiq wannajah :D

misi hari ini...

salam...

wah,makcik bername siti hanum ni da lame x hupdate blog

dasar pemalas sejati!!!padahal exam final da abes =B

hehe...tibe,2 trase brsalah pd mok pok*mak ayah* sbb dah lame gilos x call dorg

lg2 my dad,dah lbih 3 mnggu.ksian my dad

but i've been doing that sbb nk tnggu my dad call me dlu sbb mmg slalunyer i'm the one calling him

hmmm....dlu time kt INTEC pn sgt lah MALAS nk call parents ni.kt jordan pn still x brubah =_='

wpun dah dkt sminggu cuti,knp rase mcm buat bnde x brpekdah je????

b4 this gi tido kt asrama kwn,g umah akk snior yg baik dan comel,kak syida *wink* dan tnye die pasal sbjek,pnjam bku and tnye kt ner nk g beli buku tu sume

so hari ni,kite sume ader misi yg sgt pnting,

misi antara aku,ALIA SAKINAH dan FATIN SYAHIRAH

*drumrolls* iaitu utk beli buku2 utk sem 2!yeah!!

*haha,bkn paper yg excited pn.bkn mcm misi mencarik harta karun yg hilang pn*

so hari ni,akan menjadi sgt sibuk!!!!!sgt bz body,huahaha

smlm shari sntuk di amman.ader urusan sikit.sgt sjuk kt amman

ingtkan nk ade slji tp still,hampeh @_@

ok lah,x bole update pnjg2 sbb nk kuar

wish me luck,spaye dpt jmpe sume buku yg diidamkan =)

wassalam....

review 2010 -da sume org buat,nk buat gk! -

salam...

ni namenyer entry x brfaedah

dr hari ke hari entry blog aku smkin x bfaedah rsenyer

sory sgt,insyaALLAH lps ni aku akan cube buatkan entry yg lbih brfaedah utk dibace

sbnrnye da lame pn msuk thn 2011 dan sume org da buat menatang alah ni,so aku tbe2 ngn hormon kegedikan bru pas abes exam tbe2 rse nk join the grup :D

well,alhamdulillah,tahun 2010 da lps

byk yg happen thn 2010 ni

pahit dan manis sume ader

hmm...review spintas lalu:

awal thn mule2 rilek dok umah je

sbb x g plkn

sbuk carik keje,g klia sume ngn dayah my dear besties time akhir bln 1

tp x dpt keje paper pn *ceh*

awl thn ni byk rehat sbb aku sakit sikit,tp sakit per,RAHSIA

then,tibe2 dayah ajk g mengajar kt skola rendah agama ptg skali ngn die

disbbkan boring x buat paper,aku pn join la

best gk gi mengajar ni,alhamdulillah,byk sgt pngalaman aku dpt =)

rindu sgt kt my dear students~

dlm mse yg sme aku ambk lsen kete *pdhl smpai skrg x abes2*

after that,dpt rslt spm bln 3

x dpt straight A's but still,alhamdulillah...

akhir bln dua,g satu prsmbhn dak2 KMB buat

nmpk G.A.P 4 the first time and pnjglah story  hinggelah sblum fly

spnjg tmpoh tu sangat byk KECEWA dan menangis dan paper je la

nsib baik kwn baik,NOR IZZATI JAHINI byk jd tmn stia

tp da lps,biar lepas

'dia' xtaw so da lps kan

akhir bln 4 dpt pnggilan ke INTEC

masuk la INTEC

mule2 sgt blur,mcm x taw per.mule2 kt ctu,sgt sdih,sbb xde kwn satu skola ='(

rase sunyi,rndah diri pn ader

sbb org lain sume dr sbp la,smka la

aku je skola bese2,rslt bese2.rase sangat la RENDAH DIRI

tp tmpoh kt INTEC sangat BEST!kenal byk kwn baru,dpt pengalaman baru

brtrusan smpai la bln 8

then raye,then terbang ke Jordan 

time kt Jordan ni,mule2,ceh,lg la,mmg HOMESICK gile2!

rase nk balik Malaysia je.siyes,mmg aku x prnh brmmpi nk blaja cni pn

aku da la x suke BAHASA ARAB

tp ALLAH lbih tahu,insyaALLAH....

byk happen kt cni

yarmouk,markaz lughoh,g jln2,g shopping kt balad XD

and smpai la final sem 1

byk yg happen last year,happy things,sakit,heartbroken yg mlmpau,hbungan yg mkin erat ngn family and old friends,sakit hati ngn kwn2 baru*ceh lg*,pnglmn kt tmpt baru,knl org ngn lbih dekat.hmmm...

ader stgh bnde tu sgt mnyesal tp bnde2 tu gk la yg byk bg pengajaran agr aku blaja utk jd BETTER

azam aku,xnk pkir yg da lps dan prkare x bfaedah lg.yg lepas biarkan lepas....

the rest is history

and i want to rest :D 

wassalam...

merdeka sementara!alhamdulillah...

salam...

alhamdulillah,aku ngn sume2 mmbe2 stakat ni da abes exam final utk sem 1

fuhh,mcm x caye da lepas =)

arini exam mabadi masorif islami and ulum quran

mmg mndebarkan,sbb dua sbjek dlm shari.klau dlm bhse melayu or english,mmg senang gilos la

tp sbb dlm arabic,mcm nk pecah kepale =='

1st,exam mabadi masorif.agak sush brbnding biase.sdih sbb tibe2 teng tnye pasal satu soalan ni

yg da mmg sah2 aku slh.waaa!!!!!rugi 3 or 4 mrkah

mls nk pkir

exam ulum quran,alhamdulillah...

bese r,ade je yg x dpt jwb

tp x struk dulu2.pas exam,tros balik,singgah beli mknn,nk beli brg dpur tp kpale skit,x larat

satu bnde yg aku pasan time exam final ni,kenapa org arab suke MENIRU???

GERAM AKU!!!

elok2 time exam dua2 sbjek tu la org yg dduk ngn aku ader mniru

aku xtaw nk ckp or tego cmner

sakit jiwa aku tgk

sbb dua kali jd bnde yg sme

x sbr nk holiday,g MESIR!!

ade yg blik msia

sangat jeles!

mlm td,mimpi KMB or Kolej MARA Banting

tmpt tnggal aku yg trchenta

mmpi balik....pasal G.A.P

*zati phm kan???*

x suke tp bnde da lps,x prlu dikenang lg...

xtaw nk mmbebel per lg

wassalam....

 

ini namenyer adk2,org xde keje yer

kt dpn kuliah hijawi

ni bkn my faculty

ni utk dak2 engineering and swktu dgnnyer

gaye over excited sbb winter

*pdhl bkn sjuk sgt pn,slji xde cume kuar asap time ckp*

kbtulan xde org,take a chance la kan??

;)

new year??asal sume org kecoh,siyes aku x phm =='

salam...

ok la,aku mls nk wish new year lg

sbb b4 dis da ader 2 post wish new year

gediks~haha

sbnrnyer,x phm knp sume org kcoh pasal new year

ni kan thn baru masihi je

time thn baru hijrah aritu x kcoh lak =='

suke ati korg la...

dis year,byk plan aku nk buat

first,score utk final exam

second,g holiday ke mesir ngn alia sakinah and fatin syahirah =)

third,study utk sbjek for new sem

fourth,nk buat trbaik utk new sem

fifth,nk balik msia

six,nk braye kt msia

and soooo on....

xtaw nk tulis per

nk balik bln 6 or 8?

still cnpius like seriously

smtimes tkot nk blek msia

msia sgt menakutkan

hmmm...

myb da trbiase ngn bi'ah kt cni

yg trjg *dlm pndgn aku la*

tp niat nk balik,sbb rindu kat parents,family and friends

bkn g mrayau sume

rindu skola menengah

sangat rilek dan best

kwn2 sgt best

skrg,msih nk ssuaikan diri

ok la,off to study~

weeee~~

:D

wassalam...

meng'hupdate'blog sgt best dr study!siyes la~

 time holiday ngn parents kt frasers hills

hoho,bunge sangat cantek :D

 gmbr yg sgt gedik!ahaks!time mude2 di msia

msih di frasers hills

 my lil sis,kakti,and me

oho,crazy times with my cuzzy,miss her soo much

 this was on her birthday,my cuzzy

i'm wearing contact lens,muke sgt pelik @_@

 seriously,haha,gmbr ni mmg lwk dan giler

dunno why

i'm not a gud poser

so gmbr mcm org giler

haha

 haha,at my other cuzzy's birthday party,muke xcted dpt goody bags

sgt kanak2 ribena XD

 at our family member's wedding

haha

me,kakti and hariz

i miss them all three

my feeling now~wanna hug them tight,except hariz,haram yer,haha*

 gmbr da lmer

da kt jordan

kt oxygen juice

muke kt jordan rse mcm lbih suci

dan kudus

haha

pasan~da kurg unsur gedik kot 0_o

salam...

sory,ats byk gmbr di msia

sje nk imbau kenangan

weyh,mmg siyes ckp,sgt best menghupdate blog wpon xde org bace

aku lg suke xde org bace so ni ala2 mcm pvt diary aku la

suke2!!! *clap*

haha,kanak2 riang ria raye minum ribena

stop mngarut,dush!

hoho,skrg rmai da taw aku suke stalk blog dorg,oh yeah

aku sgt suke stalkering blog org,sgt best

mybe sbb aku rse life aku buhsan,xde bnde nk bwt,like siyes,aku nyer keje sharian,study and dpn lptop

mkn dan tido and i was like,'ah,bosan!!!"

x sbr nk abes final and after that,pergi MESIR!!!

ok,mesir je pn,x glemer pn tp x kesah la

jnji dpt berjalan wpun hnye utk tgk firaun

dan makan UDANG!!!!!!!wah,aku rindu udang

aku suke giler udang,mmg cinte sjati la

aku smpai nk gado2 ngn sorg 'dr msir' ni sbb sgt x aci die dpt mkn udang and aku tak

*aku x kesah,ko kne blnje udang!!!!byr ngn duit anda eh???eh????sponsor kite same so duit msti byk gk kan???kn???mekasih kt papa JPA*

pasal stalk blog tu,dun worry,aku stalk blog je,aku x stalk pmilik blog tu

xde keje

dun worry,aku study arini ok

dr kul 12 smpai 5

nk pecah kepale

x sbr nk abes exam!pastu cuti!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy new year everyone!! :D

aku da tua,a 19 taon,mcm da jd makcik =='

haha,matang la sikit bak kate dr mesir

ps:rindu kt sume kwn2 kt mesir,rumete and ex-schoolmate and ex-crush*gurau je*

ngek tol r,ngarut je

wassalam...

ps:sory,unsur mengarut mlmpau krn pnt study~~~~

saya sayang mereka dan rindu mereka sgt2!!

salam..

wpun bru je post td,tp aku x kesah,nk post gk lg

ni kan blog aku,so suke ati dan jantung aku la kan?? ;)

smlm,smbil pgang handphone,tgk gmbr abah

waaaa.....RINDU!!!!!!

kalau umi,lg la jgn ckp,RINDU GLER2!!!!!

perasaan RINDU ni,klau nk xpress ngn kate2 pn,mmg sush,x trungkap

RINDU kt WAJAH,SUARE, and sume bnde pasal org yg kter rindu

RINDU gk kt hanis,ahmad,syukur,mak,tok mek,tok ayh,dayah,zati,hani,kirah,nas,arep,adk ezma and sume org la

ish,x suke la feeling2 ni

aku kan perkasa

 family yg aku chentai <3 gmbr time raye aritu,huhu

 adk bdek yg dichentai,rindu nk gado ngn adk2,mane lak adk bngsu aku,mnghilang dr gmbo nih

 brgambr ngn abah,abah,hanum RINDU!!!!rindu nk abah marah hanum bile hanum malas or rse nk giveup,huhu...

the only man that i LOVE so much,because he is THE ONE who always support me,no matter what happen,always PRAY for my success,GIVE me LOVE and MONEY,hehe,without asking for anything back,ACCEPT me FULLY for the way i am.

mane lg nk crik cmni??hanya ABAH sorg je ^__^

hehe...post ni lbih kpd rase RINDU kt family and ABAH

to UMI and ABAH,please know that i LOVE YOU GUYS WITH ALL MY HEART