Sem Baru,Tahun Baru Yang Kurang Bersemangat

Assalamualaikum...
Aku dah pun balik ke Jordan sejak beberapa hari yang lepas.Disebabkan terlalu sibuk dgn urusan rumah baru,keinginan nak buat mood2 homesick tu terbantut sikit :)

Walaupun macam tu,mungkin disebabkan dah lama cuti,rase macam agak tak bersemangat nak memulakan kelas balik ~_~ So kena cari something untuk boast balik semangat yang ala2 dah hilang tu,huhu...

Hari ni ada insihab idofah madah so dah ada yang berubah jugak dengan madah aku

Lepas insihab idofah,waktu madah dah jadi cantik :)
Tapi terasa byk madah berat2 sem ni jadi amat harap segala urusan dipermudahkan,amin...

words dont come out but the heart does feel...

salam...
the second week of second sem has passed by,okay so far
so far so good,yeah,kinda but urghh,i dont like the fact that there is new building for Economic Faculty,so far away and on Monday and Wednesday,i have a class at Syariah Faculty straight after class at the so-called new Economic building
so after my Mathematical Economics class,i run like crazy to my next class and i arrived at the next class looking like crazy people *haha,my opinion only,other people dont even realize*

lately,i dont know why but my spirit is kinda down
i meant,i was always,i repeat,ALWAYS thinking about going back to Malaysia and just continue my study there.heh,silly thinking right?i was skyping*oho,skyping,new English term 0_o * with my mum and was telling her, 'i wanna go back,i dont like it here.if only i know,i would just continue my study in Malaysia* and my mum just keep silent and try to lift my spirit
i think i was being like GEDIK, i dont meant a thing that i said
i like Jordan,i do LIKE it.maybe because i'm not feeling well,and when u are far away from family,u are feeling like that
i'm afraid i'm making my mum worry with my constant whining =__='

yeah,on the outside,i seem strong but there is so many days and time when i feel like just giving up
stop doing what i'm doing now
sometimes i feel like screaming but in the end,i still move on
because i have faith,i have ISLAM,i have ALLAH and i have all people that love me by my side,always supporting me,alhamdulillah...

so,till we meet again!
wassalam....

another random thoughts

1. rasa marah mendadak tibe2 sbb rumete aku dpt prgi berjalan *padahal ke Irbid Mall je,whattheheck aku ni* and menyesal x ikut time dia ajak and sekarang tengah breakfast sambil tahan marah lagi and still rasa nak cakap,'what the heck,sabo la makcik'

2. baru lepas breakfast dengan Nesvita perasa coklat yang mak aku send aritu.nak cepat2 abiskan,xnk membazir

3. masih nak meneruskan study bab 1 utk subjek Madhol Ila Tasyri' yang asyik tertangguh,nampak sangat aku sangat pemalas T_T

4. masih risau dengan kawan2 dan kenalan dekat Mesir.risau keselamatan dorang,risau bile dorg dapat balik Jordan dan Malaysia.doa je lah carenye.RINDU korang sume sangat2!!!huhu...

5. asal bangunan baru kuliah iqtisod jauh sangat??asal x buat dekat Amman terus ke,lagi sonang idup den.haish.DONT LIKE betul lah

6. baru sedar umur aku dah 19 tahun 0_o aku dah tua yer semua orang!nenek aku dah ada 4 orang anak time ni ~_~

7. aku tibe2 terjumpa facebook abang angkat aku time form 2 dulu and dia kat Mesir sekarang.ahhh!! risau lg T_T

8. baik aku sambong study sekarang,lagi berfaedah.so bye~~

wassalam....

pissed off =='

salam...

*ok,i still didnt forget to give my salam even though i'm totally pissed off right now*

sorry,i didnt mean to make a big fuse about what i'm feeling because it's not like anyone would care right but it's just that...i dont know.i have a really nagging pissed off feeling today,since afternoon.

ok,to be honest,i do know the reason why i'm feeling like this but cant write it down

many peoples have started reading my blog and some things are better left unsaid especially here*ahem*

i'm pissed off with so many things,like the fact that our hostel's internet is so damn slow*ok,sorry,bad word there* and urghh,i dont know,maybe everything in between

sorry,just this morning i post about being grateful and such and truth is,i really am GRATEFUL

it's just that,i'm a human,there are times when i'm angry,pissed off,bad mood etc etc...

but dont worry,i dont even show my mood in front of my friends.nobody know except me ;)

ok,feeling better now.writing our feeling is a very good theraphy :D

ps:maybe i will go to JUST tomorrow.but wanna ask more people to join me.Yarmouk's students to be precise.hmmm....wanna go or not???

bile nk pergi menjelajah JUST??

salam...

hari ni dak2 just ader exam chemistry.sakan sahawneh rase mcm sgt sunyi~

dan intrnet trasa LAJU!haha....tu part yg best nyer :D

jap lg nk kluar dgn teng utk ambk parcel

sbnrnyer plan nk g jelajah JUST arini tp x jd

myb 13 hb ni so dak2 JUST,bentang la karpet merah utk mkcik ni =)

sgt tringin nk mnjelajah JUST sbb x pnh explore lg.prnh smpai kt pintu msok je =_='

tp xde org jmput prgi so trpkse la jmput diri sndiri

ok la,nk out dlu,hnye update pendek

nk g gosok tdung dan kluar.

da....~~~!!!

wassalam..

merdeka sementara!alhamdulillah...

salam...

alhamdulillah,aku ngn sume2 mmbe2 stakat ni da abes exam final utk sem 1

fuhh,mcm x caye da lepas =)

arini exam mabadi masorif islami and ulum quran

mmg mndebarkan,sbb dua sbjek dlm shari.klau dlm bhse melayu or english,mmg senang gilos la

tp sbb dlm arabic,mcm nk pecah kepale =='

1st,exam mabadi masorif.agak sush brbnding biase.sdih sbb tibe2 teng tnye pasal satu soalan ni

yg da mmg sah2 aku slh.waaa!!!!!rugi 3 or 4 mrkah

mls nk pkir

exam ulum quran,alhamdulillah...

bese r,ade je yg x dpt jwb

tp x struk dulu2.pas exam,tros balik,singgah beli mknn,nk beli brg dpur tp kpale skit,x larat

satu bnde yg aku pasan time exam final ni,kenapa org arab suke MENIRU???

GERAM AKU!!!

elok2 time exam dua2 sbjek tu la org yg dduk ngn aku ader mniru

aku xtaw nk ckp or tego cmner

sakit jiwa aku tgk

sbb dua kali jd bnde yg sme

x sbr nk holiday,g MESIR!!

ade yg blik msia

sangat jeles!

mlm td,mimpi KMB or Kolej MARA Banting

tmpt tnggal aku yg trchenta

mmpi balik....pasal G.A.P

*zati phm kan???*

x suke tp bnde da lps,x prlu dikenang lg...

xtaw nk mmbebel per lg

wassalam....

 

ini namenyer adk2,org xde keje yer

kt dpn kuliah hijawi

ni bkn my faculty

ni utk dak2 engineering and swktu dgnnyer

gaye over excited sbb winter

*pdhl bkn sjuk sgt pn,slji xde cume kuar asap time ckp*

kbtulan xde org,take a chance la kan??

;)

makcik,study la utk final!!!!!!!!asal ko mls sgt neh???

salam...
nk tnye ni,asal mkcik bernama SITI HANUM BINTI SIRA JUDDIN ni sangat la SUPER DUPER MALAS bler smpai time nk blaja??????????????
FINAL EXAM isnin ni la mkcik,sedar cket ulum quran pn x sntuh lg.mabadi pn bru 60 percent sntuh
ceh,x gune r ko ni.g study.say babai kt intrnet.
kan ko da thn diri,x usik handphone hntr msg sume kt sume org trutamenyer SUME ORANG
ko nk ke bnde dlu berulang????nk nanges lg time dpt result  ulum???xnk kan???
pikir sndiri la

monolog dalaman yg x brksudahan~~
SILA LA STUDY SAYANG OI,INGATLAH ORANG TERSAYANG

target:habiskan mabadi smpai tajuk hitob doman
start ulum utk tjuk2 bru

insyaALLAH kher :D
ps:kat atas ade lah SEPATUTNYA mood aku sekarang=STUDY!!!!!

perang mendapatkan subjek!!

salam...

semalam,kami2 student 1st year kuliah syariah yarmoouk melalui perang yg sangat getir,utk tsjil madah

or dlm bhse melayu yg mudah difhmi,dftr subjek utk sem 2

ktorng student kuliah syariah yg last skali tsjil so kebanyakan subjek da ttup or syukbah@kelas da pnuh

kat yarmouk ni gune sistem student bole plih sndiri sbjek per yg die nk ambk,plih dr and plih wktu yg kite nk utk kelas tu

ade pro and cons utk care ni

bestnyer sbb dpt pilih sndiri sbjek yg ktorng nk,plih dr and ttpkan wktu kelas

tp yg x ebstnyer,bole jd kter x dpt sbjek sbb syukbah da byk pnuh n ttup 

alhamdulillah,dr 5 sbjek yg aku nk,aku dpt 4 =)

mule2 tu aku tgk sume sbjek da ttup so biar je la dpt 4 sbjek pn

tp tbe2,trdgr org arab ckp ader sbjek dibkk blek

aku ngn pntsnyer check blik and alhamdulillah,mule2 tu tmbh 2 sbjek,then tolak balik and tmbh lak 2 sbjek yg lain,jd la sumenyer 6 sbjek

rsau gk sbb sume sbjek wajib

dr 6 sbjek tu,5 sbje eknmi,1 je sbjek agame

cuak gk,tkot taon dpn time thn 2 jdual sush lak

tp try je la,insyaALLAH kher :D

sdih bile dgr kwn2 yg x dpt sbjek

aku doakan yg trbaik utk korg sume

alhamdulillah,ktorng yg tsjil kt makmal di bngunn khawarizmi dpt 5 or 6 sbjek

thanks utk akk2 snior,kak syida n kak ainun yg da byk tlg smlm =)

kwn2 yg lain,try r tgk sume sbjek,mane taw tbe2 bukak

nk taw sbjek per aku dpt???jom2~~

1.Madkhol Ila Tasyri' مدخل الى التشريع

2.Mabadi Iqtisod Islami مبادئ الاقتصاد الاسلامى

3.Iqtisod Duali الاقتصاد الدولى

4. Mabadi Iqtisod Kulli مبادئ الاقتصاد كلى

5.Mabadi FI Muhasabah مبادئ فى التحاسبة

6.Mabadi Iqtisod Riyadi مبادئ في الاقتصاد الرياضى

wpun jadual mcm pack dan berat sbb habis kul 5 ptg,tp i'll try my best,insyaALLAH,moge dipermudahkan...