when i look back

salam...
i was reading my friend's blog and what she post make me realize about so many thing

MY OLD SELF

yes,there were times when i did so many things i'm not proud of,so many things

when i look back and think about it,i will feel "OMG,am i like that before??so jahiliyyah."

i felt so ashamed of myself,even now,there are so many things i'm not proud of myself

  

now,at Jordan,i wear tudung besar everyday,wear baju kurung everyday

but i'm worried,once i went back to Malaysia,what will happen? 0_o

will i go back to my old self?in Malaysia,i'm not like how i look now in Jordan

TOTALLY DIFFERENT!

i'm afraid of what will happen in the future T_T

dont know what else to write about.wassalam...