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Thursday, August 25, 2011

Sebelum Terlambat :)

Assalamualaikum...
Disebabkan esok aku akan bermusafir ke kampung halaman,disebabkan aku risau xde internet dkt kampung,jadi aku ambil kesempatan ni nak mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR BATIN dekat semua orng yg mengenali diri aku.

Aku memang x perfect jadi mngkin pernah di luar sedar,aku menyakiti hati2 orang yg ada disekeliling aku sama ada secara sedar atau tak.Atau pun aku ada berhutang tp lupa nk byr.Kalau byk sgt,mntak je la balik dekat aku.Kalau sikit,halal je la yer.Bulan puasa kan,ape salahnya? ;P

Ok lah,tu aje.Nak cakap lebih2 tkut melalut pulak nnti
Wassalam...

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Ikhlas or Sincerity

Assalamualaikum..
Saje mengupdate slps sahur sbb tiba2 mendapat mood nak mengupdate.Kebetulan abah ada bagi sedikit tazkirah semasa sahur tadi.Jadi ingin sharing is caring sikit la dekat sini :)





Time tengah sahur tadi,abah ada sentuh tentang ikhlas.Disebabkan tiga-tiga org adik aku ada exam besar tahun ni jadi abah sentuh la tentang keikhlasan dlm menuntut ilmu.Banyak kali jgk abah prnah sebut bnda yg sama everytime aku nak exam,time dekat Jordan la.Abah ckp,belajar tu pastikan niat tu ikhlas,kerana ALLAH,bukan kerana exam,bukan kerana nk dpt A.Nanti,memang lah boleh dpt A tu tp lps exam trus lupa apa yg kita dah belajar tu.Betul pun kan?

Berapa byk sangat la antara kita yg belajar betul2 ikhlas kerana ALLAH?Even aku pun,bila abah ckp je,terus muhasabah diri balik.Terasa mcm 'ikhlas ke aku bljr selama ni?' Rasa takut juga sbnrnya.Takut bljr x ikhlas,barokah semua x dpt pun T_T

Satu lagi,abah tekankan suruh kami2 semua latih diri bersedekah x kesah sikit atau byk janji buat.Abah ckp,'ade org drma sedikit ikhlas,derma byk  ikhlas,derma byk x ikhlas.Yang bgusnya dia derma jgk wpun x ikhlas dibndingkan dgn org yg x drma sbb takut x ikhlas' Bak kata abah 'kita sndiri kena latih diri kita biarlah wpun awl2 x ikhlas.Nanti lama2 ikhlas lah jgk.Daripada x buat langsung'



So,tu lah sdikit sbyk yg aku nak share.Just nak kongsi sdikit je.Jadi,same2 la smua muhasabah diri.Ikhlaskah aku selama ni dalam menjalani kehidupan?Xnak lah kita ibadah byk tp smua smata-mata nak menunjuk2 saje.Wallahualam...

Balik Kampung!!

Assalamualaikum...
Now,the Ramadhan is already nearing the end and yes,I'm going back to my hometown,my village,my kampung,the place where I was born in several days and the truth is,I really can't wait!I'm super duper excited.It's been such a long time.And I miss my grandparents,both of them :)

I'm glad that I still have a place to call KAMPUNG!Ah,what a blessing.By the way,my kampung is in Kelantan and I live at Selangor.Yes,I'm going back with flight :D

Have You Ever Wonder




How many people will cry at your funeral?
Or simply said,how many people will cry when you die??
Yes,I sometimes do wonder how many people will be missing me if I'm gone
Other than parents and family members.
What if there are none?


Tuesday, August 23, 2011

I Miss...


I miss updating my blog in English.
I miss using this language.
That picture above,yes,it really means a lot to me.
I did miss so many things.
Sometimes,I miss...us.

Lets Learn How To Be Grateful

Assalamualaikum...
Alhamdulillah,now we have already passed half phase of Ramadhan.
After a bit while at Malaysia *precisely almost three months* I can say that I've learnt several things, things that I always take for granted before.




I always look at others and compared myself to them.For example,I look at A and think,'wow,she's so lucky!She's rich,beautiful and clever too!She wears better clothes than me,use more up-to-date handphone than what I'm currently using and she clearly has many friends and well-liked by others compared to me.Easy say,she's famous while me being the usual me,is usually shy,quiet and seems arrogant to others.She's beautiful unlike me who have acne and have sawo matang skin'

So yeah,when I compared myself to such person,I will feel like I'm such a loser.I feel like life is sometimes unfair to someone like me.How come there is person who have EVERYTHING and someone like me who doesn't have much?

But actually,after a while and after spending a lot of times with my family,I feel completely hundred percents GRATEFUL!Why shouldn't I be?I have a wonderful parents,who accept me the way I am and never judge me and always support me.I have fantastic siblings.And even though I dont have that many friends because I'm not popular,what I have is more than enough.At least,I have a true friend.So what if I'm not rich?I'm not poor either.I get new clothes for Raya.I can afford to buy new shoes,bags and essentials.Who cares if my handphone is not the latest model?At least I have one that can function properly.





If you want to be grateful ,you really need to STOP COMPARING yourself with other people who have more than what you have.You need to compare with people who have less.Only then you will realise how lucky you are to have all that you've already have.Sometimes,you took all of these for granted and only realize it only after you'd lose it.

That doesnt meant that you should stop trying to improve yourself.It's okay if you want to get a good job with good salary if that means that you want to change your life to a better one.Bt you need to appreciate what you have now because that are actually the 'things' that made who you are right now.

Huh,such a long writing.I need to take a breath.I just want to share this,hoping that it will open our eyes :)

Ramadhan kareem and wassalam...

Friday, August 19, 2011

Tasjil oh Tasjil Madah

Assalamualaikum dan Ramadhan Kareem utk semua :)
Sekarang ni kita dah masuk fasa keampunan dalam bulan Ramadhan.Fasa untuk meningkatkan ibadah,tingkatkan amalan dan bukannya menyibukkan diri meningkatkan dan menambahkan persiapan raya 0_o

Semalam,kami *eh2,kami pulok* pelajar2 tahun 2 *Bajet senior tu* dah melalui satu episod yg sgt getir iaitu fasa tasjil madah atau pun dlm bahasa yg org Melayu2 boleh faham as daftar sbjek.

Tasjil madah je so buat ape nak kecoh kan.Tapi,nak x nak entah kenapa,batch aku kena kecoh jugak.Sebabnya ramai tak dapat madah!Kesian aku dgn kwn2 sperjuangan yg baru dapat dlm 4 madah mcm tu.Alhamdulillah,proses tasjil aku lancar je.X sampai 5 minit awal tu terus dapat 5 madah.Tapi x bestnyer,sebab ada ssetengah madah yg di plan nk ambik direserve utk budak tahun 1,jadual sudah lari jadi walaupun dapat madah yg dikehendaki,waktu mmg sgt x produktif.Kejap satu kls pagi.Lagi satu kelas nun di waktu petang yg amat!Tapi ape boleh buat,redha saje la.Kena adjust time minggu insihab idofah madah *atau dlm bhasa yg difahami,add drop sbjek*

Madah yg last skali tasjil,madah yg sedikit berat tapi main letak je sbb nk ckupkan kuota mnjadi 6,huhu...

tgk tu,waktu mcm ape je.
madah yg atas sekali tu la yg i ckp susah tu
sbnrnyer byk madah yg berat ni
so mybe akan ade yg dibuang *mintak maaf*
kuatkan semangat!nk mnuntut ilmu mane prnah mudah kan
بسم الله توكلت على الله