because i'm not perfect...

because i'm not perfect

i tend to get jealous when i look at a beautiful girl

because in my opinion,i'm not pretty,neither beautiful

and no one ever said to me that i'm beautiful

and because of this kind of feeling,i feel like i'm an ungrateful person

because i'm not perfect

i hate rich people

who can buy all things they want

especially spoil brat

they said it and they get it

and in my case,i've to work very hard to get a thing that i want

but in the end i still didnt get things that i want

like to study in accounting,go to europe

they buy things even though they dont need it

and then brag about it proudly

and i feel like i want to slap their faces
and this makes me feel like an ungrateful person

because i'm not perfect

i'm jealous with clever person

because i'm far from that

i've work very hard to get good results

and some people just get on with it easily

and still get excellent result

when people said i'm clever,i just want to shout!

i work hard for it!!!!
and i'm truly not clever
and this makes me feel like an ungrateful person

because i'm not perfect

i get angry easily

i talk bad things about my friends

i didnt say it to them even though when they hurt my heart badly

i get sad easily

i get frustrated easily

i get a broken heart easily

i've been hurt by so many people easily
and i hurt so many hearts easily too
and didnt know how to say sorry properly
i also didnt tell people around me how much i love them
and i regret it so much
because i dont appreciate things around me that much

because i'm not perfect
i moaned a lot if bad things happen to me
and never try to see what the outcomes from it
i just sometimes didnt realize about all the things that i have
until all of them are gone and i'm left alone with nothing

because i'm not perfect

i keep blaming myself and never saw the benefits of being GRATEFUL

i blame others too

i love money and sometimes bcause of it,we're sinned

i dont do my work on time

didnt study

didnt do all Ibadah completely

keep wooing

keep complaining

keep crying

keep missing my family

keep thinking bad about someone

and most of all,

because i'm not  perfect

i keep repeating mistakes

i'm not a complete Muslims

i'm jealous of someone who can be good to themselves,others and most importantly,
ALLAH

and i really want to change for better

insyALLAH..because i'm not a perfect person
and the only way IS to be a BETTER person even though NOT PERFECT




MADE BY ME,ARINIE :)