Privating my blog.I feel like what I write is not,hurmm...how should I say it,not giving benefits to anyone?And yes,I'm feeling rather down lately and I dont have a place to write it down.I dont want to write all my miseries (cough,miseries?Haha..More like problems) for others to read.
The truth is, I dont like my conditions right now.I'm not in my completely hundred percents sound and healthy mind.I'm just going around without full motives.
This sem is really hard for me.I've learnt the pain of getting a very BAD marks,pain of letting go,pain of just keeping everything inside,pain of always feeling inferior of myself.I need to find myself.And I need to do it as soon as possible.
I watched around and everyone is moving forward, very fast and it feels like I'm the only one left behind. I dont do things that come straight from my heart anymore. I dont even know,what I'm feeling right now.
I'll turn to ALLAH.HE knows the answer to everything.HE will cures my heart,my problem.And I'll be fine,insyaALLAH.I just need some times,to be alone.
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