salam...
hari tu exam,rasa macam aku dah buat dengan sangat teruk
sebab banyak sangat x dpt jawab,subjek Iqtisod Riyadi or dalam bahasa yang dapat difahami,Mathematics in Economics and Business
tapi alhamdulillah,dapat markah yang okay :D
Iqtisod Dauli or International Trade pun dapat mrkah yang ok,alhamdulillah,will try my best after this
wassalam...
jom klik
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Friday, March 11, 2011
aku kagum!
salam,cis,bru td ckp nk study sdgkan x beralih dari laptop pun,hampeh
biase lah,itu lah aku ;)
bru td smpt singgah blog sorg kwn,x perlu tahu sape
kwn ni,aku bru knl sjk dtg Jordan wpun kt INTEC dlu die ade je cume x smpt nk kenal
tp dlu,aku jahat,aku tgk dia mcm sosial sikit so aku mcm x bper suka lah,aku judge dia mcm2 ==''
once smpai Jordan,start kwn dgn dia,oh,dia sgt baik!jaoh beza dgn anggapan aku
tu lah,sape suruh judge orang by its cover kan
after a while,aku sgt kagum dgn kwn ni sbb dia byk sgt brubh dan lagi2 sekarang,aku mmg bangga dgn perubhn dia,smpaikan aku pun malu,sbb still x brubh2,ish3
dia sntiasa offer jadi imam smbhyg jmaah,dr dulu x hfz doa,skrg dah hfz doa sume,lg dahsyat dr aku!
pergaulan,pemakaian sume pun dah byk brubh
secara ringkasnya,aku kagum dan bangga dgn perubahan dia dan harap sgt dia kekal mcm tu :)
x mustahil utk someone tu berubah kan?
kita sendiri kena take the first step utk brubah *pesanan utk diri sendiri*
kpd kwn tadi,keep it up!aku doakan kau sntiasa kekal dlm rahmat dan hidayah ALLAH dan aku harap kita semua akan brubah mnjadi lebih baik,insyaALLAH ^__^
wassalam..
biase lah,itu lah aku ;)
bru td smpt singgah blog sorg kwn,x perlu tahu sape
kwn ni,aku bru knl sjk dtg Jordan wpun kt INTEC dlu die ade je cume x smpt nk kenal
tp dlu,aku jahat,aku tgk dia mcm sosial sikit so aku mcm x bper suka lah,aku judge dia mcm2 ==''
once smpai Jordan,start kwn dgn dia,oh,dia sgt baik!jaoh beza dgn anggapan aku
tu lah,sape suruh judge orang by its cover kan
after a while,aku sgt kagum dgn kwn ni sbb dia byk sgt brubh dan lagi2 sekarang,aku mmg bangga dgn perubhn dia,smpaikan aku pun malu,sbb still x brubh2,ish3
dia sntiasa offer jadi imam smbhyg jmaah,dr dulu x hfz doa,skrg dah hfz doa sume,lg dahsyat dr aku!
pergaulan,pemakaian sume pun dah byk brubh
secara ringkasnya,aku kagum dan bangga dgn perubahan dia dan harap sgt dia kekal mcm tu :)
x mustahil utk someone tu berubah kan?
kita sendiri kena take the first step utk brubah *pesanan utk diri sendiri*
kpd kwn tadi,keep it up!aku doakan kau sntiasa kekal dlm rahmat dan hidayah ALLAH dan aku harap kita semua akan brubah mnjadi lebih baik,insyaALLAH ^__^
exam dah start,semangat baru!!
salam...
dah lama x update rasanyer,disebabkan oleh kesibukan dgn exam yg brlmbak2
next week ada exam utk 3 sbjek 0_o
wish me luck ^__^
sgt risau dan skrg masih x start study,hampeh ~_~
tp xpe,insyaALLAH start jap lag,ni skrg nk mlepas tnsion dan penat exam International Trade or dalam Arabic,Iqtisod Dauli.mmg sangat mencabar sbjek ni tp alhamdulillah,ok kot time imtihan tu
aim aku,dis sem nk try dptkan 85 ke ats utk stiap sbjek,insyaALLAH :D
ok lah,malas nk tulis pnjg2,many things await for me to do
take care and good luck to everyone yg ada exam ^^
bittaufiq wannajah~~
wassalam...
dah lama x update rasanyer,disebabkan oleh kesibukan dgn exam yg brlmbak2
next week ada exam utk 3 sbjek 0_o
wish me luck ^__^
sgt risau dan skrg masih x start study,hampeh ~_~
tp xpe,insyaALLAH start jap lag,ni skrg nk mlepas tnsion dan penat exam International Trade or dalam Arabic,Iqtisod Dauli.mmg sangat mencabar sbjek ni tp alhamdulillah,ok kot time imtihan tu
aim aku,dis sem nk try dptkan 85 ke ats utk stiap sbjek,insyaALLAH :D
ok lah,malas nk tulis pnjg2,many things await for me to do
take care and good luck to everyone yg ada exam ^^
bittaufiq wannajah~~
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
abah,umi,i'm sorry
salam...
this post was dedicated to both of my parents which i love the most in this whole world
these days,i'm making u guys worried so much,with all my dramas
i dont knew why i'm acting like that but i always felt guilty after doing it
truthly,it's not my intention to do something like that
I AM TRULY SORRY
i'm not a really good daughter but i'm grateful to ALLAH for giving me such a wonderful parents like umi and abah,i'm one of the luckiest person in the world
i want to make u guys proud of me too
even though i've always said bad things about my study,about how much i didnt like it,it's not true
it's just that,when i'm with umi and abah,i tend to be a little bit weak,even though NONE OF IT WERE TRUE
i dont care if other people say how childish i look because always said that i want to go home
but the most important thing,I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH,UMI AND ABAH :D
this post was dedicated to both of my parents which i love the most in this whole world
these days,i'm making u guys worried so much,with all my dramas
i dont knew why i'm acting like that but i always felt guilty after doing it
truthly,it's not my intention to do something like that
I AM TRULY SORRY
i'm not a really good daughter but i'm grateful to ALLAH for giving me such a wonderful parents like umi and abah,i'm one of the luckiest person in the world
i want to make u guys proud of me too
even though i've always said bad things about my study,about how much i didnt like it,it's not true
it's just that,when i'm with umi and abah,i tend to be a little bit weak,even though NONE OF IT WERE TRUE
i dont care if other people say how childish i look because always said that i want to go home
but the most important thing,I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH,UMI AND ABAH :D
when i look back
salam...
i was reading my friend's blog and what she post make me realize about so many thing
MY OLD SELF
yes,there were times when i did so many things i'm not proud of,so many things
when i look back and think about it,i will feel "OMG,am i like that before??so jahiliyyah."
i felt so ashamed of myself,even now,there are so many things i'm not proud of myself
now,at Jordan,i wear tudung besar everyday,wear baju kurung everyday
but i'm worried,once i went back to Malaysia,what will happen? 0_o
will i go back to my old self?in Malaysia,i'm not like how i look now in Jordan
TOTALLY DIFFERENT!
i'm afraid of what will happen in the future T_T
dont know what else to write about.wassalam...
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
manusia itu=LUPA
alhamdulillah,hari ni,ALLAH bagi satu lg peluang utk bernafas dan terus hidup atas muka bumi ALLAH
maybe ada yg pelik,asal blog ni tiba2 post pasal tajuk2 serius lak ni?dulu post mengarut2 je,pasal khidupan,pasal makan,minum,belajar,boring
aku saje ubah angin.tapi sometimes ada gak lah post2 mengarut pasal kehidupan aku
dah namanya personal blog kan
ehem,sorry,tersasar dari tajuk asal
saja je nak borak2,sembang2.MANUSIA=LUPA
asal perkataan INSAN tu sendiri adalah NISYAN atau pun bermaksud lupa *betul ke?kalau salah tlg betulkan,ilmu di dada masih x cukup*
ALLAH sndiri memanggil kita dgn panggilan tu sebab ALLAH dah tahu yg kita,manusia ni,sbg hamba2 Nya ni mmg x pernah ingat,sentiasa lupa.jadi byk peringatan kena diberikan dkt kita
setakat ni,peringatan dalam AL-QURAN pun seakan-akan dah x bg kesan,sbb hati kita dah gelap,tebal dengan maksiat,jd cahaya dan nur ALLAH x dpt nk mresap dalam jiwa *dgr kaymie explain daripada buku AMRU KHOLID,UNTIL THEY CHANGE THEMSELVES.sangat bagus!sila baca :D *
jadi peringatan macam mana lagi yg patut diberi sbnrnya?takkan nk tnggu sampai ALLAH bagi bala kat kita,macam umat nabi2 yang lain,nauzubillah...
tapi keadaan umat ISLAM sekarang,teruk lagi daripada zaman Jahiliyyah
x perlu sebut contoh satu2,buka mata,lihat dengan hati dan iman,insyaALLAH kita akan nampak sendiri keburukan umat zaman skrg yg jls trbentang depan mata
qiamat dah dekat walaupun x siapa tahu tarikh atau waktunya
azab ALLAH kpd kita pun dah semakin dekat.xkan nk tnggu sampai nyawa dicabut?
kpd smua dan diri aku sendiri,aku nk ajak renung dlm diri kita,muhasabah dan bg peringatan kepada diri kita sndiri,terutamanya atas segala dosa dan kesilpan yg kita buat
kita semua x perfect,aku pun sama tapi setiap hari,aku amat harap aku dpt berubah lbih baik drpd semalam dan esok nya,aku dpt buat lebih baik drpada smua bnda yg aku prnh buat sblum ni
wallahualam,sorry kalau ada salah silap
baik dari ALLAH,buruk tu dari aku,wassalam...
what course are you taking?never heard of it,bye...
salam...
meet you guys again :D
this time,another post,will be in English.i'll do post in English or Bahasa Melayu,depending on my mood
what i'm gonna talk now is something that i always feel and are sometimes nagging me
so,i want to share it with you guys
at kampung,it's something common when your relatives like uncles,unties,grandmother or cousin ask about what course do you take and where will u go to further your study
as in my case,when i told them that i will further my study in Jordan,they dont bother to ask much about it or say like,'how lucky are you', 'i hope my child can go there too' or anything such like that
they just told me,'congrats,good luck,try your best' and i knew that some of them dont even know where Jordan is,they just knew it's a Middle East country,maybe like Mesir =_="
and then,things got 'better' when i told about the course i'm taking,which is
ISLAMIC BANKING!!!
and they were like,'oh,such a good course.dont heard bout it much', 'does it even exist?', 'why you take this course?dont have any other choice?','why dont you take medic','oh,you will be an ustazah' and etc
and i was like,'what the heck?' why people always think that when we further our studies in Middle East countries,we must be an ustaz/ustazah??why???
and then,some of my relative,*just some of them* lose their interest because my course is not as interesting as Engineering or Medical,and i'm not going to a glamorous country like Europe and will tell stories about their child or their friend's child who is taking Medic or Engineering
so please tell me,why people always look down on others like that?
even here,at Jordan,some people still look down on me.some of the JUST'S students's too
they think i'm not important to be their friend just because i'm not taking Medic or Dentist like them,dont bother to be talk to.okay,i knew who i am
what i want to say,please dont look down on others if you dont want others to do the same to u,ok??
sorry for a little harsh words ^^
no hard feelings okay??
wassalam
meet you guys again :D
this time,another post,will be in English.i'll do post in English or Bahasa Melayu,depending on my mood
what i'm gonna talk now is something that i always feel and are sometimes nagging me
so,i want to share it with you guys
at kampung,it's something common when your relatives like uncles,unties,grandmother or cousin ask about what course do you take and where will u go to further your study
as in my case,when i told them that i will further my study in Jordan,they dont bother to ask much about it or say like,'how lucky are you', 'i hope my child can go there too' or anything such like that
they just told me,'congrats,good luck,try your best' and i knew that some of them dont even know where Jordan is,they just knew it's a Middle East country,maybe like Mesir =_="
and then,things got 'better' when i told about the course i'm taking,which is
ISLAMIC BANKING!!!
and they were like,'oh,such a good course.dont heard bout it much', 'does it even exist?', 'why you take this course?dont have any other choice?','why dont you take medic','oh,you will be an ustazah' and etc
and i was like,'what the heck?' why people always think that when we further our studies in Middle East countries,we must be an ustaz/ustazah??why???
and then,some of my relative,*just some of them* lose their interest because my course is not as interesting as Engineering or Medical,and i'm not going to a glamorous country like Europe and will tell stories about their child or their friend's child who is taking Medic or Engineering
so please tell me,why people always look down on others like that?
even here,at Jordan,some people still look down on me.some of the JUST'S students's too
they think i'm not important to be their friend just because i'm not taking Medic or Dentist like them,dont bother to be talk to.okay,i knew who i am
what i want to say,please dont look down on others if you dont want others to do the same to u,ok??
sorry for a little harsh words ^^
no hard feelings okay??
wassalam
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)