Salam..
nmpk gayenyer ni post kedua aku utk arini
myb sbb bohsan nyer pasal kot.why am i feeling soooo bored rite now?
one of the main reas.on is because my dearie beloved roommate r not together with me rite now,huhu..
she has 2 go to btn,i've already go,june lps
nk taw per kah btn nih??nty2 aku akn trgkn k ^^
kesunyian??apekah itu??
aku psti sume owg pnh lalui loneliness nih,bkn aku sorg jew *almk,trkntoi r aku ngh lonely skrg*
well,one of d main reason of my loneliness is because my roomate r away n my other rmmtes r out so i'm alone in our house,huhu..
but still,sometimes,even when i'm around so many people,i still feel lonely
rser mcm kter sorg2 jew at dat prticular place
n aku akn pndg org2 lain ngn pndgn awkward,mcm xtaw dorg n xtaw knp aku ader kt ctu
ah,aku nymph prsaan cmtu!! T_T
sng ckp,aku ni jnis yg sush nk open up to other people,even my own frens coz aku ader byk pnglmn di'bckstabbed' especially pas aku sgt prcye n syg kt kwn aku tuh so bnde ni da bwt aku sgt frust n tros affect aku smp arinih
i always felt lonely,lg2 bler skrg kt tmpt bru,ngn kwn bru
smtimes,bler kwn baru yg buat aku cdey n trser,aku jd pning coz xtaw nk luahkn kt sper
so trpkse r mngendeng kol kwn2 lmer,ngadu ngn dorg *adklenyer ngn air mate sume*
tp actually,sbg org Islam,a Muslim especially,sringkali kter lupe yg kter x brseorngn ats muke bumi ALLAH yg luas ni sbb ALLAH sntiase ader cume yg pntingnyer adlh sme ad kter sdr atau x prkare tu
so,anytme kter trse lonelu,mhon la ptnjuk n brserah r pd yg Maha Esa...sblom nih,tyme di zmn kjahilan dlu,aku pn x brper nk sdr prkare ni n asyk nanges x tntu pasal n rser mcm aku idop sorg ats muke bumi ni pdhl ianya TAK BENAR same skali.
aku ptot brsyukur sbb aku msih ader parents yg sgt syg pd aku,aku msih ader family n kwn2 yg sntiase skong aku wpon dorg x r all d time with me
sbb tu r,kter kne hrgai aper yg ader b4 it's too late~
to ALL my friends,family mmbers n my parents especially,i maybe didnt say this too much but u guys have to know dat deeply in my heart,i always love every single one of u with all my heart =D
THANKS for always being there for me
love u all ;)
hehe..aku mmg suke sgt quotes2 yg comel2 nih
n ah,the simpson famil,mmg pleng cute kn??
hehe,smge family kter sume pn sntiase hepy cmtuh,amin..
jmpe lg guys di lain hari lak~
sleep is calling for me ^^










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