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salam..

aku skrg ngh trsengih mcm kerang busuk sbbnyer~~~
blog aku da brtukar wajah ngn sgt comelnyer!

i like :)

aku da lmer tnggu saat2 ni,utk blog aku brtukar wajah,haha XD

*bunyi mcm tipu tp mmg btol*

sory r,bab2 blogging ni aku mmg lmbab sikit

so klu tgk blog aku xde gadjet and hudoh smcm,jgn komen paper r

lg pn,blog ni just utk aku kngsi story sume n x prlu ader byk2 bnde,srbut n aku x reti nk gne pn =_='

awal bln so intrnet laju balik!

HAPPY!!!!

tp x baper hepy sbb dah dpt mrkah Ulum Quran and markah sgt hampeh ='(

TAK SUKE!!!

xnk share sbb x bg taw kt my mum lg

tp mrkah Mabadi Masorif okay,alhamdulillah....

ps:msih sdih with everything that happen,huhu...

Jangan Kata Kau Dah Beriman Sedangkan Kau Tak Diuji

salam..

wah,asal tibe2 je tjuk ade unsur keagamaan tbe2 kan?

aku bkn nk ulas psl ayat ni

tp lbih kpd nk mmberi ketenangan yg mkin hilang rasenyer kt diri aku sndiri

sjk akhir2 ni,trlalu byk brita yg aku dgr,dr fmily,dr kwn2 and persekitaran and some of them SANGAT melemahkan smgt aku and membuat aku teramat lah DOWN!

kpd down dan bkn up?sbb xde tngga ke?x,bkn2

tidak benar sama sekali

kalau org tgk luaran,mmg rase aku ni ok je

hepy,rilek,tng,tabah

*agaknyer la*

tp sbnrnyer dlmn,dlm hati aku,brkocak mcm nk ader rbut taufan

lg2 sjk akhir2 ni

something yg aku doa xkan trjd sjak hari aku fly ke Jordan ni da terjd

*dun worry,xde paper bruk jd kat aku*

klau org tnye,aku ni jnis cmner,aku akan ckp;

I'M A FAMILY TYPE OF PERSON

that means,family is number one in my heart

if u want to hurt me then u just need to hurt my feelings

and aku tbe2 trime satu brte bruk

and seriously,aku xtaw cmner nk deal ngn bnde ni

sometimes aku rase mcm nk nanges tbe2

nk jerit pn ader

aku mcm nk ckp,

bnde cmni jd dlm drma je

bnde cmni x jd kt family aku

then aku trsedar

layak ke aku ckp cmni?

aku kan hamba DIA je

dan aku taw,DIA xkan uji hamba-Nya dgn something yg dorg x mmpu tnggung

so aku taw,insyaALLAH ader hikmah di sbalik sume ni

ujian mnjdkan kite lg kuat

dan bile sdih ni,sorg demi sorg kwn mninggalkan aku

ntah ape mslh dorg

aku pn xtaw

pdhl aku da r tgh cdey

dan dia...

dia yg dulu sudi dgr luahan hati aku,bg nsihat,dgr ape yg aku ckp,ambil brt,dah x buat cmtu lg

dia dah brubah,aku perasan

da x same ngn keadaan b4 fly ke Jordan

dlu ikhlas,tp skrg nmpk sgt trpaksa

dlu cria and mesra tp skrg sume mcm buat2 je

mkin pndai brpura2,lg2 pura2 x knl aku

aku taw aku byk silp tp a friend should say something

especially at a time like this

i need someone who really2 LISTEN....

a LOST is a terrible thing to deal with and i really hope that i dont have to deal with it

YA ALLAH,berikanlah kekuatan kepada aku dan keluargaku dalam menghadapi dugaan dr Mu,insyaALLAH...

do wish the best for me..

insyaALLAH..

salam..

p/s:perkara yg trjd x boleh dihebahkan kpd umum sbb aku xnk smpati@kasihan sape2

just doakan yg trbaik,amin...

CHANGE tu kan PERUBAHAN

salam..

haha,tajuk title tu sbnr bnrnyer aku ambk dr title post blog kwn aku

so aku pnjm la ni

tp isi x sama

buat ape nk same dgn org lain kan

pas dkt 2 bulan lbih dduk kt Jordan,i still didnt knew how to describe my feelings

sometimes i feel so happy here

and sometimes i feel sooooooo down that make me want to book up a flight and go back again to Malaysia

tp mane boleh kan?aku dah plih jln ni so jln ni lah yg aku kena lalui

knp tibe2 aku nk post pasal CHANGE=PERUBAHAN ni?

dah mmg jelas2 itu mksudnyer kan

bkn ade mksud lain

bnde ni ader kaitan ngn aku gk sbnrnyer

spnjg aku dok kt Jordan ni,aku byk blajar tntg pengorbanan,persahabatan,kesabaran and lagi satu,PERUBAHAN tu sndiri

aku memang TAK PERFECT!!

tu aku akui and sume org pn cmtu

mane ade org yg perfect?kalau ade org ckp die perfect,tu namenyer die giler!

walaupun aku ni skolah agame tp sbnrnyer byk lg yg x perfect pasal aku

aku bknnyer jg 100percent aurat aku,pergaulan aku,prangai,adab and tingkah laku aku

and sometimes skrg bile aku kenang balik,aku mnyesal

knp aku jd cmtu?aku bknnyer x prnh blajar or dpt pndidikan agama

pkai tdung x lbuh,jrang,bju pn smtimes singkat time kluar,mls pkai stokin

*baju ketat jrg n x prnh pkai sbb parents aku sgt particular pasal hal ni*

pkai make up sume,prangai pn sometimes mcm ape je

bler smpai Jordan ni,mule segan nk pkai cmtu

sbnrnyer sjk masuk INTEC utk krsus persediaan pn,aku da byk brubah

*agaknyer la*

aku da mule jg bab pemakaian aku

x mcm dlu2 sgt

pergaulan pn

*tp truk2 pn,aku x pnh kuar ngn laki,brcinta ni sume eh,COUPLE HARAM!*

hehe..

kat Jordan ni bru stat pkai tdung yg bsr2 blek

dlu mane pkai

time skola rndah smpai form 2,pkai tdung lbuh

nth pngaruh per yg aku kne,aku da x pkai tdung labuh dah

aku mmg nk brubah

tp aku nk brubah ngn erti kata perubahan yg sbnr-bnrnyer

bkn hanya brubah luaran je

or brubah sbb pskitaran

ex. skrg kt Jordan,so kne pkai tdung lbuh

tp bler blek Msia,cbut balik tdung labuh tu

NO!

aku xnk mcm tu

aku nk bler aku brubah,trus aku dah x kmbali lgsung pd diri aku yg lame

tu yg sush tu

sbb dri aku yg lmer tu da sbati sgt ngn diri aku

aku tkut bler blek msia nty,aku brubah jd mcm dlu balik!

TAK NAK!

sometimes aku nk org phm,aku x bole brubh 100 percent trus jd baik

prubahan tu bg aku kne skit2 supaya dri kite x trkjut or rase trbeban

spaya kter trime ngn hati yg trbuka n ikhlas

supaya prubahan tu brkekalan smpai nywa kter dicabut TUHAN yg MAHA ESA...

aku x suke org pkse2 aku,sruh pkai cmtu

ckp cmni,jln cmni,mkn cmni

aku rase trbeban

maybe org xnmpk prubahn aku sbb sikit demi sdikit

tp yg pnting,aku nampak

dan ALLAH nampak...

sekian luahan hati aku yg mngarut nih

haha

jmpe lg di lain hari yg aku rjin

ps: per la yg aku mngarut ni???

because i'm not perfect...

because i'm not perfect

i tend to get jealous when i look at a beautiful girl

because in my opinion,i'm not pretty,neither beautiful

and no one ever said to me that i'm beautiful

and because of this kind of feeling,i feel like i'm an ungrateful person

because i'm not perfect

i hate rich people

who can buy all things they want

especially spoil brat

they said it and they get it

and in my case,i've to work very hard to get a thing that i want

but in the end i still didnt get things that i want

like to study in accounting,go to europe

they buy things even though they dont need it

and then brag about it proudly

and i feel like i want to slap their faces
and this makes me feel like an ungrateful person

because i'm not perfect

i'm jealous with clever person

because i'm far from that

i've work very hard to get good results

and some people just get on with it easily

and still get excellent result

when people said i'm clever,i just want to shout!

i work hard for it!!!!
and i'm truly not clever
and this makes me feel like an ungrateful person

because i'm not perfect

i get angry easily

i talk bad things about my friends

i didnt say it to them even though when they hurt my heart badly

i get sad easily

i get frustrated easily

i get a broken heart easily

i've been hurt by so many people easily
and i hurt so many hearts easily too
and didnt know how to say sorry properly
i also didnt tell people around me how much i love them
and i regret it so much
because i dont appreciate things around me that much

because i'm not perfect
i moaned a lot if bad things happen to me
and never try to see what the outcomes from it
i just sometimes didnt realize about all the things that i have
until all of them are gone and i'm left alone with nothing

because i'm not perfect

i keep blaming myself and never saw the benefits of being GRATEFUL

i blame others too

i love money and sometimes bcause of it,we're sinned

i dont do my work on time

didnt study

didnt do all Ibadah completely

keep wooing

keep complaining

keep crying

keep missing my family

keep thinking bad about someone

and most of all,

because i'm not  perfect

i keep repeating mistakes

i'm not a complete Muslims

i'm jealous of someone who can be good to themselves,others and most importantly,
ALLAH

and i really want to change for better

insyALLAH..because i'm not a perfect person
and the only way IS to be a BETTER person even though NOT PERFECT




MADE BY ME,ARINIE :)

Exam di Jordan yang memang x mcm kat Msia Tnh Airku yg trchenta

salam...

Alhamdulillah,hari ni aku da mlepasi satu fasa yg sgt aku tkuti sjk aku smpai Urdun ni

bnde per lg yg student tkot mlainkan 

EXAM!!!

haha..

jgn tpu,ckp korg x tkot.aku lmpang nty ngn syawarma

bru ko taw sdpnyer syawarma

*lapa lak tbe2*

kmbali ke fokus asal

arini,aku ader exam sbjek مبادئ مصارف الاسلامى

or dlm sbutn bahase melayunyer mabadik masorif islami or mknenyer Prinsip Perbankan Islam

sbg student iqtisod,ni sbjek wjib kuliah aku r

ni sbnrnyer sbjek bru utk course ktorng

ntah cmner aku trambik sbjek ni lak

da r bru 1st year

akk2 snior 2nd year pn trprnjt bapak r bler dgr ktorng amk sbjek ni ~_~

*elemn x best da brmule kan*

aku n 3 org lg mmbe yg comel n gnius2 belaka 

*bodek kwn*

da stat study sbjek ni sjk smnggu yg lps r

asyk bncg sme2,jmpe dr sume smpaikan rsernyer dr bole muak tgk muke ktorng yg comel ni ;)

tp tebalkan muke n kuatkan smgt r

iyer r,bkn phm pn dktor ajr per dlm kls kn

*ops,trlepas lak*

so pg td,time smpai kls ngn smngt yg brkobar-kobar n membara bak api time nk memsk nasik goreng,

ktorng trkjut tgk dak2 arb yg mcm hepy smcm

tbe2 sorg kwn ktorng ckp myb arini xde exam

so aku pn mcm.. 'what the fish' kan

aku da pnt2 study

bler rsik2,rupenyer dak arab xnk exam sbb x ready

then dr msok n tnye nk exam x

org arb ckp xnk

tp ktorng dak mlayu ni ngn muke slambernyer ckp nk

dktr tnye blek kt ktorng,ngn yakinnyer ktorng ckp xnk tngguh

org arb pn mrh n bengang

lg2 bler dktr mmnuhi prmntaan ktorng n buat exam aritu

plik r ngn dakk arb ni,lg sng dorg study coz tu bhse dorg kan

brbnding ngn ktorng dak mlayu ni yg da pnt prh otk sume =_='

ktorng mmg da mls nk tngguh

Alhamdulillah,soklan ok

x sng n x sush

mekasih kt dktor

msti dak arb bnci ktorng pasni

lntk korg r

pleng trharu,on d way ke jamiah byk jmpe akk2 snior n kwn2

sume ckp bittaufiq wannajah

mekasih sume ^__^

sgt trharu =')

disbbkan da abes exam,aku mronggeng g on9,skype ngn mak kt sakan org lain n g shopping n tgk drama n mkn eskrem n byk lg

ah,nikmat abes exam =D

مع السلامة sume...

Gambar2 Jordan??

Salam..

Aritu, aku ngn poyo2 nyer mngatakan aku nk post gmbo tp nmpknyer ni je r yg trdaya nk dipost disbbkan nk mnjg kmaslahatan brsama sume rakan yg tnggal kt asrama yg aku tnggal kt jordan ni,muehehe..

Disbbkan intrnet sgt la laju kan,so ni je r yg trmampu..

Gambar sbuah kdai roti kat area Muktah,kbtulan aku brjln ke situ

*aku dok kt mantiqah Irbid yer,bkn Muktah*

Gambar donut kt kdai tu.donat kt jordan ni keras eh,x mcm kt msia

Pemandangan sekitar Muktah di pg hari yg hening~

 Yg kt ats ni,makrikah Muktah,tmpt brlangsungnyer prg Muktah..

Kt tmpt ni la tlh syahidnye 3 org panglima Islam...

Trharu weyh bler smpai cni

 Ni kt kwsn makam 2 dr 3 panglima yg syahid dlm prg Muktah tu.

Slh sorgnyer sgt femes dlm sjrh Islam,Zaid Bin Harithah..

 Haha,ni kt tmpt tu gk r,makam 2 org sahabat tu.

agk jakun gk r bler nmpk ader tulisan Melayu bagai..

Siap amk gmbr kt ctu lg,knon2 nk tnjuk kt fmily

iyer r,kt Jordan ade tlisan Mlayu,msty r bngge kan =D

 Bukti tulisan Melayu di Jordan,huhahaha..

 Makam prtama..

 Makam kedua..

Sorry,aku x ingt urutannyer,mner satu makam Zaid Bin Harithah n mner satu makam Jaa'far At-Toyyar.

 Ni lak ktorng g mlmwt satu lg mkm shbt yg trkrban dlm perang ni,Abdullah Ar-Rawahah..

 Mkam shabat tu..

 Tmpat last ktorng g kt Mktah,kubu Karak

*bkn Karak Highway ok*

kt cni ade kbu yg dibina oleh Salahuddin Al-Ayubi,pas dy takluk kwsn ni dr Rom

kagum tol ngn khebatan Islam time tu

yg ntah bler akan brsnar lg mcm dlu..

huhu..

itu la antre pmndgn kt area Jordan ni

ader mse aku akan share lg

best kan bler tgk?

mngkin ader yg akan ckp,asal Jordan ni nmpk mcm kampung sgt kan???

kan??aku taw mmg tu yg korg nk ckp sbb adk aku pn ckp cmtu gk

jgn ckp bruk2 eh

aku mrh!

korg x rser batoto lg

x rser syawarma n ziger,mmg trbaik r

mak mntua lalu pn x pasan

mknn kt Jordan mmg fantastic,huhahha

jgn judge a book by its cover

aku lmpang nty

hehe..

point trakhir yg x brkaitan ngn post aku nih,

SILA LA MELAWAT JORDAN =)

aku nk g study sbb ade exam

wish me luck~

dadada..

tulisan agk bengong sbb ngh nk trnslate bku arb aku

nxt week exam

arghhh~~tkot!!!

Wassalam..

ps:klu ader mklumat yg slh,sile la btulkan

mekasih~

Jordan~~

Salam sume~

Walaupun ngn jelasnyer xde org akn bce sbb blog ni di'pvt'kan utk smntare wktu =_='

Banyak sbb knp aku pvt kan dis blog n one of the main reason is....

*drumroll bsrta sound effect*

DISEBABKAN BLOG INI SANGAT HUDUH!YER!MMG SGT HUDUH!

aku akui aku x pndai bab2 edit ni sume so aku akan srhkan pd adk pmpuanku yg cumell n aku syg spnuh jiwa n raga buatan mydin,muehehe =p

Asal tbe2 kt atas tulis Jordan?Per kaitannyer post nih ngn Jordan?

Haha,sbnrnyer aku da pn brngkat n tbe ngn slmtnyer kt Jordan pd 18September yg lps,Alhamdulillah..

Bru lbey kurg sbulan kt cni dan aku sgt gewdiks ingin blek umah

*rndu gler dowh,homesick nyer pasal,nmpk sgt x pnh dok hostel*

Aku xtaw nk explain per.Before memflykan dri aku ke Jordan,aku kne g krsus preparation dlu kt INTEC for 4months.

Rndu gler dowh kt sne sbb byk SANGAT sweet memories tp apekan daya,Jordan destinasi sbnr.

Nk upload gmbr tp bimbang lmbb ~_~

Next time je la...